Author's Note:

A lot of things have been happening lately so sorry I didn't post this chapter right away. I'm pissed off and people have been saying stupid shit about me lately. And on the BEST day of vacation I have to go to a stupid retirement party when I could have been going to the beach with all my friends! And this so called "party" won't even have food there! What's point of having a party when there won't even be FOOD there? As you can see I am a very pissed off girl right now, so I would appreciate it if you didn't leave a stupid comment, or something that would piss me off even more or else I might slash out your eyes! On to chapter eleven. Thanks to all my reviewers by the way.

Chapter Eleven

Draco was holding her in his arms as they walked through the dimly lit school. Hermione wasn't nervous until they reached their dormitory. But Draco had been nervous the whole time. She was fragile unlike any other girl was and he had to take it unbelievably slow with her.

Draco laid her down on his bed and kissed her, getting on top of her. Draco gently touched her neck as he lowered his lips to kiss her collar bone. He then went back to her lips, closed his eyes and gently kissed her.

He bit his lip as she slowly took off the jacket he was wearing, and let tossed it to the side of the bed. Draco kissed her again as she sat up so he could slip off her shoes. He touched her foot and then slid his hand up her calf muscle and then up her thigh. But he didn't go any further.

Hermione unbuttoned the rest of the buttons on his shirt. She pulled her down onto her body with his shirt still on. His skin was silky smooth as she felt every muscle on his stomach. Draco kicked off his shoes and then his socks. Hermione then took off his shirt and threw that aside as well.

Draco untied the halter of her dress then slowly slid it down her chest. Hermione kissed him as he finally took the dress off. Hermione grabbed his belt and undid it and then his pants. Draco unhooked the back of her white strapless bra.

"My body is all I have." The words kept rewinding and playing in the back of his mind. He had to keep this in mind.

Hermione breathed in harshly as Draco started caressing her breast. But she continued to slip off his pants anyway. Now all that was left was the underwear. Draco slowly took her blue panties off, kissing her so she didn't feel so uncomfortable. Hermione did the same.

Draco slid into her and she gasped her stomach turning into knots. Draco put his hands on her face on kissed her, reassuring her that everything would be alright that night. Hermione dug her finger nails into his back as he slid in and out faster.

"Draco," Hermione breathed out. Tears filled her eyes. He kissed away the tears spilling out of her closed eyes. There was so much pain in such a heavenly pleasure. Hermione didn't think she would be losing her virginity to Draco Malfoy.

He put his hand on her cheek

"Draco," she said as he took his last bow and glided out of her. He rolled onto his back exhausted. He looked at Hermione though. He brushed away her tears and then pulled her close to him.

"I love you," Draco couldn't believe he had just said that. He could not believe it at all. Was there something wrong with him? Had he gone delirious?

"Me too," she whispered back. At least she didn't say it back.

He brushed back the brown locks that had fallen in her face. Maybe he wasn't delirious. Maybe he was seeing what he really needed in life. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Draco woke up the next morning to the sight of Hermione next to him. The sun rays were trying to get through each and every crack it could. Draco looked around and then back at Hermione. She was sound asleep.

Draco slithered out of her loving arms and looked outside crossing his arms. There was no Quidditch today thankfully.

Hermione slowly opened her eyes and saw Draco standing in front of the window looking out over the Quidditch stands, with his arms crossed, the sun beating down on his body. He looked at her.

I love you? Who am I to say that I love her? She gave her body to me, though. It's all she haves.

"What's wrong?" Hermione asked.

"Nothing," Draco said. He kneeled on the bed and kissed her on the cheek. "I'm going to take a shower and then we can go somewhere or do something." Hermione nodded and watched him hurry into the bathroom.

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"How'd it go?" Blair asked as Draco left the Great Hall with two apples in his hand. Draco jumped at her sight. They then walked side by side.

"Fine," Draco said.

"Just fine? What'd she think about the store, the necklace…the wine?" Blair asked.

"She loved the store, she wore the necklace, and I think the wine went to my head." Blair stopped in her tracks, Draco continued though. She then ran after him with a perplexed expression on her face.

"What happened?"

"I told her that…" Draco could hardly even say it. "That I loved her!" Draco bursted out.

"How did you come upon those words?" Blair asked. Draco made a painful expression on his face. "You had sex with her, didn't you?" Draco nodded.

"My life is completely ruined if this gets out to anyone."

"Shut up, you're so pompous sometimes."

"No, not that; she gave up her virginity to me." Blair's eyes widened and her jaw dropped.

"Draco…that's so sweet. You told her you loved her!" Blair squealed.

"How is that sweet?"

"Well, did you tell any other girl that you were having sex with that you loved her?"

"No, but not all of them gave up their virginity to me and then had their words 'My body is all I have' replaying in my head every five seconds." Draco stopped in front of the portrait.

"Well take her out to-"

"Dinner, its Sunday. Rule number one, no one ever goes out on Sunday nights. Rule number two, I wasn't supposed to say 'I love you.'" Draco said as the portrait opened.

"I was going to say take her shopping, girls love shopping and splurge all of their feelings when they find the hottest pair of shoes. She'll tell you how she feels in no time when she finds a cute pair of stilettos, then you can buy them for her."

"She already has some white ones." Draco said walking through the portrait hole, leaving Blair there.

Draco walked into the common and saw Hermione stretching on the floor in a pair of jeans and a pink halter top.

"Funny, you weren't that flexible last night." Draco said.

"Fuck off," Hermione said not looking at him. He got down on the floor and then kissed her on the neck. Hermione moved his face from her neck to her own face. She kissed him and then pushed back the white hair in his face. He pulled away and gave her an apple.

"Draco,"

"Yeah,"

"Did you really mean what you said last night?" Hermione asked bravely. Maybe he didn't need to take her shopping. Draco looked up at her. Yes or no, this was hard to figure out.

"Yeah, I did." Draco didn't know if he was lying or not. "Don't worry about it, because I truthfully meant it." Draco kissed her again and then got off the floor and went into his bed room.

Hermione smiled and then took a bite of her apple.

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Draco stood in the door way, locking his arms on either side. Hermione pushed on him laughing. Finally he moved while she was pushing and she stumbled into the candy shop. It looked even better when real sunlight was entering the room.

Hermione ran behind the counter and grabbed a chocolate from the assorted lay outs. She shoved it in her mouth. "So you won't eat a Twinkie, but you'll eat that?"

"Chocolate is good for the soul."

"And Twinkies are good for the greatest runner of all time." Draco went to the other counter and grabbed a wrapped up box. He threw it to her and she opened it up. Inside was a home made Twinkie that was shaped as a heart.

"Now, I would really get a heart attack if I ate this."

"Eat it, you know it tastes good." Draco said walking over to the other side.

He grabbed the Twinkie from the box and took a bite of it. "Eat it, Hermione." Draco demanded. She took it and had a bite of it. It tasted better then any other Twinkie she had eaten. But it tasted even better when Draco kissed her.

Knock, knock!

Draco pulled away and saw Blair standing in the doorway. "We were just sampling the home made Twinkies and you did a pretty good job on them." Draco told her. Blair smiled.

"You made this all?"

"Not all of it, I had some help from Draco and some-"

"And she put them in place." Draco said cutting Blair off before she said house elves. He remembered that Hermione always had a thing with house elves working too much.

"It tastes wonderful." Hermione told her.

"Thanks, but can I talk to you, Draco." Blair asked. Draco nodded, shoving his hands in his pockets and following her outside. He leaned on the store window and looked around, the sun burning his eyes.

"Draco, did you tell Jessie that you had a thing with Hermione?"

"No, why?" Draco said, still looking around.

"I heard her and some Ravenclaws talking about how you cheated on Jessie with her." Draco looked at her finally.

"I didn't kiss Hermione once while me and Jessie were going out." He protested.

"Then I heard that you raped Jessie,"

"Jessie and I only had sex three times while we were together, and she was the one who started taking off my belt."

"Yeah well you better go teach her a lesson before she does something to Hermione." Draco rolled his eyes and walked back into the store.

"Listen, I have to go, but Blair will stay with you." Draco said and then left Blair with Hermione.

He ran back to the school and saw Jessie and the Ravenclaw girls talking. He walked up to Jessie and she planted a kiss on his lips but he pulled away glaring at the other girls.

"What's wrong, Draco?"

"What the hell have you been telling people, Jessie?" Draco asked.

"What are you talking about?"

"You know exactly what I'm talking about; you told people I raped you and that I cheated on you with Granger…Jessie what the fuck is your problem?" Draco asked.

"You're her fucking problem, Draco." Katie Rouillard said.

"Was I talking to you, Katie?"

"No, but you're the one who slapped her after she mentioned Granger."

"What the hell, Jessie! I didn't do any of that shit. She's the one whose cheating, she's been with Blaise for the past week." Jessie's jaw dropped.

"I don't believe this shit! I have never even hugged Blaise."

"Yeah, that's bull shit, Jessie. Keep lying because your mask is melting off." Draco yelled.

"Draco, you're a fucking bastard, no wonder Pansy didn't want you. No wonder Granger did want you; you're the only boy she could ever get with."

"I have never even touched her before, don't talk about shit you know nothing about, Jessie."

"Oh shut up, Draco, every damned sixth year saw you kiss her." Katie said.

"You better shut the fuck up, Katie, before I slam your head into that brick wall behind you." Draco threatened just as Blaise walked out. They all looked at him.

"Hey, Draco, how's the weed going."

"Shut up, Blaise, you fucking pot head." Fire burned in Draco's stomach.

"Sorry you mud blood lover." Blaise joked. Jessie and Katie glared at Draco.

"Draco, it's over."

"It was over a long time ago, you slut."

Connie Garder walked out with Danny Sigurdson and Pansy. Pansy glared at Jessie and Draco.

"Hey, Jessie, how's Blaise going?" Pansy said smiling.

"Fuck you," Jessie said.

"Why so angry, Jessica? Is it because Draco found out your secret, you fucking slut." Pansy snapped. Tears welled up in Jessie's eyes.

"You gonna bitch out Pansy, Katie. I thought Jessie was your best friend? I thought you backed up Jessie 24-7." Draco said. Pansy smirked and continued walked with Danny and Connie.

"Draco, take it easy on her." Blaise said.

"Which slut would you be talking about, Blaise? Oh yeah and one more thing, I thought it was boys before bitches. Not go and bang someone else's girlfriend." Draco walked off leaving Blaise, Katie and Jessie speechless.

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Blair sat on the Astrology tower's roof and smoked a cigarette. Draco was sitting next to her looking at the stars.

"What do I do now? I've ruined everyone except Hermione."

"Can't you be happy for just a few moments, Draco?" Blair asked.

"No, not really."

"I never got the chance to ask you, but how was the sex?" Blair asked. "With Hermione, I mean."

"It was nice and slow. I didn't think she had such ginormous boobs." Draco commented.

"Well she never shows them off, so it's hard to tell." Blair said. Draco stared at her. "I'm a girl; I know these things, Draco. I used to be Hermione; I used to live in her shoes. My ex was the meanest boy to me and then one year everything changed. Then when I moved here we couldn't be together, too much risk. Believe it or not, I broke up with him."

"You're amazing," Draco whispered.

"I've been told that, but I think Hermione is more amazing." Draco grinned looking up at the dark sky. "We should probably go." She said standing up.

Draco walked back to the common room to see Hermione indulging herself in a book. She didn't even notice him walk in, which was good for Draco because he didn't like it when people made a big deal about something right after he walked into the room. He walked over to the window sill and stared out over the grounds

"What happened today…when you left?" Hermione asked still looking at her book.

"Nothing, don't worry about it." Draco told her. Draco knew that if he had told her though, that there would be a lot to worry about. He looked back at her. He didn't mean it; he didn't love her at all. He had feelings for her though; feelings like he had for no other girl. He wouldn't admit it though.

"Where were you just now then?"

"Oh, I had to help clean up in the kitchen." He lied. Hermione closed her book and set it down. Draco knew something was wrong. He sat by her and summoned a box of Twinkies.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I don't think you meant it, Draco. Love is a strong word, almost as strong as hate." Draco stared at her. He didn't know what to say.

"I didn't," Draco whispered looking at his powerful hands.

"It's okay. Some things just seem so right at the moment, but the outcome is so much more different then what you had expected." Hermione said looking down at her own hands; they were different from Draco's. His hands were cold, hers were warm, his were big and hers were small, hers were soft and his were firm, but some how both of them were perfect for the other.

"I don't know what's going on, Granger." Draco said softly. "I don't know what we are anymore."

"You don't have to, but what I gave you last night was all I have. Don't use it against me." Hermione brought her knees up her chest and wrapped her arms around them. She buried her face into them and closed her eyes. Draco leaned his own head against the couch.

"I wouldn't do that." Draco said sleepily. Hermione looked up and saw him flash a sleep smile. She pushed herself forward, stretching her legs, and resting on top of him. Draco extended his own legs and they slowly fell asleep there.

Author's Note: Need I say anything else? Like I said before, don't leave any stupid comment or anything that might piss me off because my life is fucked up enough as it is! And I really could care less if I made a grammatical mistake in this chapter because…well just BECAUSE!

Please and thank you,

-Steph