Hi!
I've typed my small drabbles I wrote at school, during my classes! ( -you can see what kind of student I am) Oh well….
They are my very first Kyou Kara Maou fic, so go easy on me! Some things would seem absurd, and some might not make sense. It's ridiculously short too!
But enjoy, nonetheless.
NOTE: KKM DOES NOT belong to me. I don't own anything really… It's ConradxYuri too (stated), so, if you take offense in BL, please avoid.
The dreams. It was one of those kinds of dreams. It always came down to Yuri.
He only dreamt about it. How he wished that his love would come true, but he guessed that this was like the time that he had Julia as an 'important person'.
Yes. Conrad loved Yuri. Maybe it was the fact that Yuri had Julia's soul. Maybe it was because of Yuri's Julia-like qualities- such as being kind. Conrad could never doubt his feeling for the Maou, but he knew that Wolfram would get Maou in the end. Yuri would be better off with Wolfram.
How he despised the fact! How he wished that he could be Yuri's lover!
But he knew that he had to content with being by the younger's side. He knew that he had to overcome these desires.
But Julia and Yuri were two different people. No matter how much they are alike. No matter how much he loved both of them.
Julia had long gone.
Yuri shines on.
Julia was more like the moonlight.
Yuri was more like the sunlight.
They both deserved better then him. He deserved neither of them. He wished he could have Yuri, though. After all, wishes were free, weren't they?
How he wished that he could put his own lips to the ones of Yuri's. How he wished he could hold Yuri's hands not just as a knight but as a lover? Just to taste the sweet feelings! What a joy would that be!
But it wasn't just physical relationship that he yearned for. He wanted to claim Yuri's heart as Yuri had his heart. His arms, his life, his everything. For Yuri, he would give up his life. But Yuri would never feel the same for Conrad.
Conrad was torn up inside. But he was happy. Every night, especially during his betrayal period, his head was filled with the thoughts of the Maou.
It killed him to go against Yuri.
It torn him up and bled him to slow death.
But even when he was against Yuri, It was Yuri who trusted him the most. It was Yuri who believed in him.
And Conrad repaid him by making Yuri sad.
He promised to only show kind face to Yuri to Yuri's father.
But he had broken that.
He had already broken many things.
Even Maou's heart.
He regretted it all. He regretted any moment that made Maou let down.
If he could go back, he would have never made those mistakes. But he couldn't go back.
And when he thought everything was going to end, it was Yuri who saved him. It was Yuri who gave him the light.
And every corners of darkness he faced, it was Yuri who gave him the reason to live.
His light.
Conrad wished that he could keep the light to himself, but he knew that Yuri was a light for everyone and he could never have that light.
His broken happiness. His bittersweet moments.
He wished he could speak his heart to Yuri. But he couldn't risk hurting or confusing the ones that he loved.
He never wanted to do that.
A soft moonlight illuminated the figure. His face bore a tear. His lips traced the words, "I love you."
After all, it was often said that dreams could come true, if wished on a morning star, and wishes were free. Hopes could be hoped for many times.
…And everything would maybe, just maybe, come true.
…So, how was it?
For the people who read it to here… wow… Thanks! It was really short but...wow! Thanks!
The wished on the morning star thing, I got it from 'Rainbow Connection'!
Love that song.
Please give healthy criticism at your will. Thank you.
hugs anyone who bothers to review
