Inside Out and Twisted
A/n: I do not own Degrassi or Its Characters...blah blah blah... you know the drill…
(Craig's POV)
Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way
The hotel room. She must hate me. And now, I cant even think of anyone who would wanna go out with such a bi-polar idiot…If I were Ash I would have dumped me ages ago…
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
And I don't want to. I don't wanna see her, hear her… the memories I'm trying to erase would only come flooding back.
Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
But could anyone blame me for wanting Ash? She was just too perfect. And God, now I cant get her outta my head and this bipolar mania is doubled with insomnia, me recalling and replaying the wedding weekend over and over again in my twisted head, wishing I could change it. Thinking of what I would do differently if I could do it all over again…
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
And if she said goodbye it would make it real. Real that she and I aren't the same anymore, and she'll be the one up at night like I am now writing this, thinking about me too, and I don't want her to lose sleep over me… I understand her, I GET her. She knows me, and only SHE understands me.
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of us take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us
She knows how much we were the same. She knows what I want in life and she can help me get it. She IS what I want and she knows it and now she's making me suffer by not answering my question, she's torturing me but GOD I love her… and now their just tearing her away from me! I have NOTHING left! Joey hates me for stealing his credit card, Both my mom and dad are dead. I have only Ash and she's slipping away…
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of us take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us
I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
Hey! Please R&R this… even if u think it sux tell me that!
ashy