Ijust finished taking my (late) night bath. I can't sleep yet because my hair is wet so I liedin my bed waitingfor my hair to get dry.Then I thought of writing- anything.It occurred to me to write a journal based on a character from WHR. Many wrote about Robin, and Amon perhaps, so I thought I could made one for Karasuma.

Journal Entry

Yesterday is a day that we, in STN-J, shall never forget. Our lives are forever changed. Yes, forever. We just learned the humane hunts that we did. I've never thought that Orbo actually came from witches, from those people we hunt. I doubt if Machiavelli is right, that the end justifies the means. Questions and doubts are filling my head. And uncertainty is like a koala that clings to me.

More than that, I carry a guilt that could be hardly erased. I was with Amon and Robin way back then, but it was only me who showed up alive. The two are nowhere to be seen. No one knows where they are. We don't even know if they are still alive. Ah! I hate to think about it. We could only believe. And hope.

Robin is powerful and Amon will be there to watch her. Those two haven't failed me, us. Though Yurika said that they are dead, I know she didn't mean it. She just wanted everyone, except us, to believe it. Doujima somehow tries to protect Robin and Amon, hoping that Solomon will forget the Hope and the Warden. "We have to survive." Amon clearly said that. They should live.

I have to carry on. I have tasks to fulfill. I was just told this morning that I will take Amon's place. I would rather say 'position'. Though we're both Rank S, he is still superior, both in skills and leadership. My power is even getting weak. But I've always wonder what is Amon's craft. I've even asked myself once if he's a seed. What would happen if his power is awaken?

And me. Am I just a craft user? Or like Robin, am I also a witch? We all thought, and believed, that the young girl from Italy was just a fire craft user. Until recently, when Sakaki and I saw Robin burned Sastre in the Walled City. We wanted to get near her, but Amon showed up and stopped us saying Robin is a witch.

Will there come a point in my life that I will also be labeled as a 'witch'? Then I must be hunted too. Maybe just when I lose control. Maybe…

I'm getting sleepy now. I'm also tired of today's meeting. We're briefed about the changes that STN-J is going through. They've decided too fast. They want us to live as if nothing happened. Yeah, nothing happened is worth forgetting.

I better sleep. I need enough strength tomorrow, a day I do not know what offers.

K. Miho

The last line of Miho's journal is actually mine but I thought it could also be hers. So, what do you think?