Don't go away
°Dragontears1°
Cold and frosty morning
There's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
Chi Chi, without a smile on her pretty face, was making breakfast, a breakfast that was now burning. Her husband, Goku, was sleeping peacefuly. She closed her eyes, tears ready to fall down.
Nothing was right anymore, today, he was going to fight again some crazy monster. Today, she might lose him again. He could never come back again. He knew. They knew it. She knew he was going to act like the hero, because he truly was, but she couldn't take it anymore.
As the day was dawning
My plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
She understand why he was fighting, to save earth and all it's people. She understands everything. But she couldn't understand the fact that, when he didn't come back, she would see him again and he would act like nothing happen. She loves that man too damn much. She knew it. But she didn't want to see him die, she didn't want him to die, she didn't want to be there when it would be his end, because if it was, she was going to die.
I don't want to be there when you're, coming down
I don't want to be there when you hit the grounds
So don't go away
Her tears fell hard on the stone cold floor. Each time she saw him and her son in battle, her heart was becoming numb, cold. She was creating a wall to not suffer again and this time, the wall break for the first time. Chi Chi collapsed on the floor, hugging herself. She never heard him came in.
Chi Chi? He said concerned.
Say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day
In this time of my life
'Cause I need more time
Yes I need more time just to make things right
Her eyes look directly at him. She couldn't do this to him. He should focus on his battle; he had to have his full attention on the battle. So she just smile.
Nothing Goku just tired that's all.
She lifted herself up. She shouldn't upset him. Hell, she was just thinking about herself! She would have like to have a normal life, but life with him was everything except normal. She would have liked him to see Goten came into this world he try to save. She would have like to see him see how Gohan had grown up to be a man. She would have like to have him at her side everytimes she had to go trought life alone. She would have like... So she guessed he didn't want to.
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind.
He wasn't a fool. He knew something was wrong with her. He knew all of her mood. He knew she was hiding something from him. He came behind her, put his hands around her waist and tenderly whispered:
Chi Chi, what is it?
He saw her lips tremble, tears threatening to fall. He turns her and her head fall on his chest.
Chi Chi?
She started crying again.
Me and you what's going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feeling that I wrothe
So don't go away
Say what say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and the day
In this time of my life
'Cause I need more time
Yes I need more time just to make things right.
She was talking while crying.
I don't want you to go! I don't want you to go and never come back again! I hate it! I hate it when you leave! I'm always alone! You're never there! I don't want you to die! I don't want to be left alone anymore! If you don't come home today I'm going to die! I can't take it anymore Goku! I need you here with me! I need you...Why do you always have to go? Why?
Chi chi.
He lifts her chin, their eyes met.
I do this because I don't want the people I care about, to die. I don't want you to die. I know that if I fail, they'll be after you and our sons. I can't take that. If anything was to happen to you or them, then, I'll be truly dead. You're not alone Chi Chi, because when I'm up there, in paradise, I'm always watching over you and you alone have my full attention. You know that it's my duty to protect earth, because the mean guy, like you said, are always after me. Do you know why I come back? For you. I know I'm not the smartest person in the universe, butI'm sure I'm the dumpest. I can't leave your side Chi Chi. I want to be with you all the time. Just like youdo with me. Don't you understand? I fight, because if I don't, you'll die and I don't want that.
She looks at him. He had never say kind words, deepest words to her before. They were always sweet, but that was it. Now, he had finally say, what he wanted to say. She smiled at him.
I love you and I'll wait for you all eternity. She said, closing her eyes.
I love you too. I'm already waiting for you, for eternity, forever...Everything will be right Chi Chi, I promise you that.
And don't go away
Say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day
In the time of my life
'Cause I need more time
Yes I need more time just to make things right
So don't go away