"I don't know why music has always been a part of my life. It just kinda happened. Since I was little I always loved everything about it. The sound, the bands, the people, the scene, and the way it made me feel. But most of all, I've always had a passion for singing. Now that im at Hogwarts, my life has completely changed. The best and worst things to possibly happen have happened. I fell in love, but lost something I loved. Music. It's helped me through so much. My life reminds me of a song, "Breathe no more." whenever I try to break away from music and find something else, I fall back. I shatter." Raven wrote to her notebook.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
"AFI. Amazing. They put things into words in a way I could never begin to attempt. They've contributed to so many of my actions, and triggered so many of my actions."
Shards of me, too sharp to put back together.
"Evanescence particularly. They give me so much feeling of goodness in myself. Its a feeling I cant explain. When im listening to her voice, I feel at home."
Too small to matter, but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
"But when I try to find something new to keep me going. Everything falls apart. I lapse back to music. Its what keeps me going. I haven't heard a single song since I arrived at Hogwarts….."
If I try to touch her, and I bleed. I bleed. And I Breathe. No more…..