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Chapter2:

Dear Diary September18th
It has been a few hard and annoying weeks, Ron is mad I wonder why? (I am being sarcastic) But he has to learn to deal with it I mean I can't force myself to like him can I? No I can't obviously, oh and I got a letter (snail mail he isn't a wizard, he doesn't know I'm a witch) from Damion, it had a poem in it, aw so sweet and well I'll just write it down here

To my dearest Hermione

Just when it dawns on me.

And the night gets dark.

You're the thought that fills my heart.

It's hard to explain just how I feel.

But I'd do anything to show you its real.

When you're in my arms. (During the summer don't forget)

You whisper in my ear.

Everything I've ever wanted to hear.

Every second we're apart.

It hurts worse than a broken heart.

I long for your touch.

I ache for the site of your beautiful eyes.

You made me who I am.

You complete my life

There isn't a day that I don't think of you, there isn't a time that I don't want you by my side. I hope one day we can get together and just talk heart to heart, but to me that day isn't coming fast enough. I need you in my life Mione, I can't wait to see you again my deep in like. (I can't say love because I don't know if I feel that yet, but I really feel something for you) I wish that you were here with me but I know that won't soon happen. I guess I'll be content to have you a phone call away. Mione you fill my heart with happiness, you're the thought that starts each morning,the conclusion to each day. You're the smile on my face, the twinkle in my eye. The warmth in my heart, the fullness in my life. My friend, my shoulder to lean on, I need you more than anything I'll miss you until we meet again.

Always thinking of you

Damion

Isn't that just so cute? I'll write back to him soon. He is so thoughtful and poetic ah he's making me feel so happy inside! Anyway back to what I was talking about before, Ron refuses to talk to me but Harry talks to me which is such a relief he is such a good friend! I told him about Damion and he gave me a hug and told me he was happy for me. I want to show him this letter but I don't think that would be smart would it? I don't think he wants to read it he is a guy he doesn't have the deepness we girls do. Well Damion sure has the deepness. Mmmm he makes me so happy. Okay anyway Ginny is really mad at me too, for saying no to Ron and leading him on. Pishaw as if! I was not! Whatever I still got Harry. Okay toodles Lavender and Pavarti have just entered the dormitory.

Love Hermione

"Hey Hermione what's that is that a letter?" Lavender asked as she grabbed Damion's letter off Hermione's bed before she could stash it.

"Lavender please it s none of your business." Hermione said, slightly annoyed that Lavender was reading the letter.

"Oooo Parvati look a love letter! From whom? Ron is my guess," Lavender read it out loud for Pavarti when they finished Lavender and Pavarti gasped

"Damion? Who is Damion? Ooo do tell us." They coursed. Oh I did not want to tell them, they would tell the whole school! But I had to I couldn't just ignore them that would be rude.

"He's a guy that I met in Italy,"

"That is not all he is! He's you boyfriend isn't he?" Lavender squealed.

"Funny, I always saw you and Ron together." Pavarti mused.

"Yes Damion is my boyfriend," Hermione said ignoring Pavarti's comment.

"Aw that is so sweet." Lavender gushed Hermione rolled her eyes

"Can I have the letter back now?" Lavender reluctantly handed it over,

"I wish I had a boyfriend that was so caring." Lavender said dreamily. Hermione smiled.

"Well I'm going down to the common room to do some homework so I can go on the Hogsmeade trip tomorrow." Hermione then grabbed her books and took them down to the common room only to see Ron sitting in front of the fire.

"What are you doing here?" He asked harshly once he seen Hermione.

"I am a Gryffindor and I'm allowed in the common room whenever I so wish too." Hermione replied tersely, she then sat down on the floor on the opposite side of the room and opened her books ignoring Ron's staring.

"Hermione come on just give me a chance and I'll prove that I'm worth your time!" Ron said after 10 minutes of silence.

"Ron I already told you I do not feel that way for you! I cannot force myself to like you I'm sorry Ron, anyway if I gave you a chance then I would be plainly cheating on my boyfriend." Hermione said irritated that Ron would suggest such a thing.

"The hell with him! Hermione I've known you forever and I've loved you since the first time I set eyes on you! Please don't let my love go to waste!" Ron pleaded jumping up from the couch he was sitting on.

"Ron please I'm not interested, I don't like you other than a friend please just get over it okay?" Hermione said.

"But…"

"There is no but's about it Ron I do not feel the same way I couldn't go out with you it wouldn't be fair."

"You could learn to love me Hermione I got enough love for both of us!" Hermione had heard enough, she slammed her books closed and stomped off back to the girl's dormitories.

Ron stood and watched her leave it finally occurred to him that Hermione wasn't ever going to be his. He fell back down to the couch thinking about the friendship they had and how he had ruined it by asking her out. He didn't know if she liked him but didn't want to go out with him because she had a boyfriend or if she truly didn't feel that way about him.

Ron was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn't hear someone come into the common not until they spoke.

"Um… Ron I'm sorry mate about Hermione." Harry said sympathetically knowing that Ron had truly cared for her.

"Yea thanks I guess I always really knew deep down that she didn't love me in return it was just a fantasy of mine that she did." Ron said his eyes downcast.

"You'll get over her there is some other girl out there for you, not that you need to be looking your only 16."

"Thanks again Harry I owe ya one." Harry nodded and then retreated to his dorm,

"Ron I'd get some sleep it's nearly 12 o'clock." Ron grunted in return obviously in deep thought. Harry left hoping Ron would be able to pull through his broken heart. He should be alright people have suffered worse then him, I mean Si… Sirius lost his love and 2 children the day he got thrown in Azkaban. Keri, Nelly and Timmy had been killed soon after that. Harry thought with difficulty, he was sad that Sirius his only father figure had died on accounts of him. Harry had been lying awake on his four poster bed for about a half hour before Ron came up to bed.

Dear Diary Same day

Ron is breaking my heart, I would go out with him if I felt any kind of love for him but I don't. It's just not there as it should be I really hope he gets over it soon, it would be easier on everyone even himself. I hope he understands that I'll never be his. Anyway I just finished most of my homework so should finally be able to go to Hogsmeade. The last few weeks I haven't been exactly right on top of my homework so I wasn't aloud to go but Harry says its amazing, the student hotel is as he says really nice, like made for the rich. I can't wait to go also I've heard there is another joke shop, it is supposed to be better then Zonko's. Even Harry agrees with that but he won't tell me what it's called he says that I'll see when I'm finally gotten my homework done and be able to go. I'm so excited I've never really been too interested in-joke stuff but this time I really am it sounds amazing. Anyway I'm really tired it's like 1 o'clock so I need my bed and I need sleep/

Love Hermione

Authors Note: Second chapter, yes I like this version better. I rewrote it the first version was evil I swear you would have hated it! I had Ron like well assaulting Hermione yea well it was awful so I rewrote it. Hope u like this one.

Oh and about the whole Keri, Nelly thing it's true! Well in my stories anyway if you want more information go to my completed story 'I only wanted to luv him' it has the rest of the story in it. (note: don't read it is terrible unless you like a girl withdrawing from everyone and then she comes back with the help of someone. and then she falls in love has a child at age 15 then her lover gets thrown into Azkaban and then she is murdered cuz sh'e is the only other one who knows that the potters had changed secert keeper.) Read this one though I really like this one.

Adios

SilverPassion