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Chapter5

Dear Diary December20th

I'm going to the Weasley's for Christmas break we are leaving today, Mrs. Weasley owled and asked if Harry and me would come I just couldn't say no. I'm guessing Fred and George will be there as well for part of the time as well. And I've finally given in, I have a full-blown crush on George, but my steps to recovery are in place and soon it'll be gone. I haven't gone to Hogsmeade in a while I go every so often to go to the new stores but I never go into WWW, I tell Harry I'm just no interested in that stuff, and if I do see George I avoid him and don't talk to him. He has started to give me weird looks and I'm guessing he is wondering why I've suddenly become so distant, it actually breaks my heart a little. Oh well.

Ron has apologized for asking me out, I don't know why he did but anyway but he wanted to become friends again. I agreed I don't think he likes me that way anymore it was just a silly infatuation that's all. Anyway him and Luna seem to really get along great. Harry broke up with Danielle 2 weeks ago, he broke her heart as it seems she's been moping around and crying in the hallways. Poor girl but well she's got another boyfriend now so maybe its all fake.

Damion sent me another letter it was very short, I'll write it down.

To Hermione:

Everyday I miss you more, come for Christmas to Italy and see me it would be appreciated. See you soon. Damion

And that's all he wrote he expects me to come to Italy and visit him! I don't have that kind of money! Why doesn't he come here and see me? I wrote him and told him that I couldn't make it I already had plans and I didn't have the money to get there. I am waiting for a reply, I'm sure I won't be a happy reply either. But he is going to have to deal with it because I just can't go to Italy. Actually come to think of it I don't think this relationship if you want to call it that is going to work I should dump him. He is in Italy for heaven's sake I might never see him again! Whatever I need some time to think about it but I think I should dump him. Toodles

Love Hermione

Hermione put her diary in her bag and finished packing and then headed to the common room.

"Hey Hermione how's things with Damion going?" Lavender asked sitting beside Hermione after she had sat down.

"Er, okay I guess." Hermione answered not wanting to talk about it. Lavender seemed have lost interest in the conversation and she bounded away to Pavarti who was just coming into the common room. Hermione sighed with relief, Thank god! If I told her it would be all over the school by tomorrow morning everyone already knows I'm going out with an Italian and most people say it won't last. Well I guess they were right it isn't working and I don't really, really like him as I should.

"Hermione we're leaving are you coming?"

"Yea Ron I'm coming," Hermione left the couch and followed Harry and Ron out of the common room. Harry then dropped back to talk to Hermione

"Herms why are you avoiding George? He's been asking for you and I think if I guess right he really, really wants to see you." Hermione blushed very slightly but Harry didn't notice,

"I'm not avoiding him Harry." Hermione lied,

"Right…" Harry said unconvinced, Hermione gave Harry a penetrating glare. "What? It's the truth your avoiding him and I want to know why?"

"That is none of your concern Harry Potter just mind your own business." Hermione snapped.

"Whoa ice woman." Harry joked which got him a punch from Hermione. They got to the carriages that would take them to the train and hoped into and empty one; Luna and Ginny soon followed. They talked until they got to the train and they split off again Luna and Ron left and Ginny left as well leaving Hermione and Harry alone once again. "You know it always seems they just leave us together, like just last week you know how we were all hanging out together and then the 3 of them said they were tired and they left. But I swear I seen Luna and Ginny peeking out at us,"

"Yea I've noticed that too, but I guess we'll never know why."

"You don't know? Gee Herms I thought you were clever." Harry teased,

"What am I supposed to know? I don't get it."

"They think something is going on between us or they want something to happen between us in both cases it is not happening." Hermione started to laugh hysterically

"No way! I don't believe that! Omg it is too funny." Hermione said laughing harder. Harry joined in while shaking his head. "Well anyway lets go before the train leaves and all the compartments are full."

"The compartments are never full, lots stay behind." Harry reminded Hermione.

"Not this year though I heard that almost everyone is going somewhere." And Hermione was right, many of the compartments were full, but at the end they found one that was empty, "I can't believe it, Ron, Luna and Ginny were in a full compartment and they didn't even save us seats! Now I know that what you said is what they are planing." Hermione huffed loudly as she sat down, "Oh well."

"So Hermione about this thing with George…"

"As I told you before it is none of your concern."

"But I want to know!"

"I don't have to tell you everything you know." Hermione said firmly.

"What you like him or something?"

"Don't say such a thing Harry I do not." Hermione said testily.

"Ooo sounds like someone has something to hide." Hermione rolled her eyes and looked out the window ignoring Harry. "Oh come on Hermione admit it!"

"I have nothing to hide I do not like George." Yup still in denial I see a voice in the back of her head said but Hermione pushed it aside.

"Why can't you tell me? I won't tell him you know that."

"Stop trying to get me to tell you there is nothing to tell! Just leave it alone!" Hermione snapped angrily, now he for sure knows why would a girl lash out like that if she didn't like the guy. Hermione shook her head getting rid of the thought. Harry smiled knowingly but left the subject alone wanting to stay on Hermione's good side and knowing how bad Hermione's temper was well he did not want to risk getting his head ripped off.

Dear Diary December20th

I think Harry figured out that I like George and if he does I hope he doesn't tell him. That would be disastrous, well not really but terribly embarrassing. Then George would think I'm some kind of weirdo or something,

Okay so we're at the Weasley's and the twins aren't here but they will be Mrs. Weasley said they couldn't make it tonight but tomorrow morning they will be here for the whole time! It is going to be really hard to avoid George while he is here without arising suspicion from Mrs. Weasley.

I'm sleeping in Ginny's room on the floor as usual that's okay thought they magiced some of the floor so that it is super soft. Anyway Ginny is ready to turn off the lights so I gotta go. Toodles.

Love Hermione

Authors Note: I'm in a depressed mood right now, I mean seriously! Not that I'm a depressed person or anything why should I be I GOT A BLOODY REVIEW! Yea I should be happy. I am don't get me wrong I love reviews. Okay yea I don't know why I'm depressed, maybe it's because I'm thinking about school and I have to go back on the 4th or maybe the 6th I'm not sure one of the 2 actually I think it's the sixth. School depresses me even though I'm with friends it still really depresses me I hate learning. It's a waste of time, that's the truth theirs this kid in my class who is like abnormally smart I mean he got a 100 in math alone. He has like a 98 or something close to that overall average! How could people be so smart? IT makes me feel as if my average is terrible. Oh well.

Sorry bout that but I felt like writing my troubles to people I don't know.

Thanks to my one reviewer

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