Bolded Italics: Diary Entries
Underlined Bolded Italics: Flashbacks
Italics: Thoughts
Chapter7:
Dear Diary September22nd AfternoonHarry sent a letter to me Hedwig is still waiting for an answer but I'm not sure what to say. He wanted to know why I left. I guess I'll tell him what happened, the truth he is my best friend after all. But not until Hogwarts anyway I think I'll be more in control then. I talked to my parents told them snatches of the truth, they know some of it but not all. They don't know about the accusations or that I was kissed by George. All they know that I really liked a guy and it isn't going to work out except in more words.
I actually fell asleep for a few hours last night well morning actually, which is a good thing anyway hopefully I won't be like a zombie for the rest of the day.
I'm really going to miss George, you know when I thought he kissed me I thought all my worries had gone out the window and the only guy around was him. But since Fred talked to me I feel as if it meant nothing and that it shouldn't have happened and it was all wrong. It made me feel as if I did something wrong, and maybe I did cuz in Fred's eyes I did.
Yea I don't really want to write about it anymore, it is making me cry and I need to get over this. Toodles
Love HermioneHermione locked her diary and threw it against her wall with a cry as if it would make everything go away.
"Hermione darling are you okay?" Her mum asked from outside her room.
"I'm fine mother." Hermione yelled back,
"Okay, if you need anything just ask." Hermione nodded knowing that her mum couldn't see her but didn't feel like answering and wanted her mum to go away. Soon she heard her mum's footsteps fade away and go downstairs and then Hermione let the tears fall. I guess I need George more then I thought, I can't even think of him before I feel all depressed again and start crying wanting him to be here and make everything better. Hermione cried some more then she decided to get rid of the thing that destroyed her only hope. She grabbed a piece of paper and started to write
Damion
I can't do this anymore, I don't want to have a relationship in which all we do is send letters. I might never see you again and I guess you could say I'm not good at long distance relationships but I can't go out with you with the thought that I might never see you again. It brings a damper on the relationship if you can even call it that. Oh and one more thing the letters are feeble, they are most definitely not enough to keep any kind of relationship going. Anyway if you hadn't guess already I'm breaking up with you. Bye Damion it was nice over the summer but that's all, we should have just made it a summer fling. Hermione G
P.S I wish I could have told you in person or at least on the phone but I do not have your phone number and I'm not making a trip to Italy just to tell you.
Hermione put the letter into an envelope and put his address on it and went to the post office to mail it.
"Well hello Miss. Granger haven't seen you here in a while."
"Hello Ms. Bloomdale I'm home for the holiday's and then back off to boarding school." Ms. Bloomdale nodded,
"So what do you have to mail today?"
"A letter to Italy please." Hermione smiled politely.
"Sure thing." Hermione handed over her letter to Ms. Bloomdale and paid the fees and then left but instead of going back to her house she decided to take a walk around the town. She took in the sight she hadn't seen in a while and then stopped at the theater and grinned. She decided to go to a show just to get her mind off things, she bought a ticket for Spainglish and sat in the last row beside a guy about her age.
After the show Hermione stood up and tried to walk out into the aisle but there was a lot of people and someone shoved her back and she fell but the stranger she was sitting beside caught her.
"Thanks." She said as she regained her balanced.
"No problem, by the way I'm Davvy Green."
"Hermione Granger." She said and just at that moment there was an opening in the aisle and she jumped for it. She yelled out a nice meeting you to Davvy and then she was gone along with all thoughts of Davvy. She went back to her house not expecting that an hour later someone would come knocking on the door for her.
"Hermione darling someone is here to see you." Hermoine's mum Hillary said an hour later. Hermione went to the door to see a tall man standing there. He looked familiar in a way, then she thought about the man she met in the theater and how much they seemed to be alike except that it was dark in the theater and she hadn't seen him properly.
"Davvy Green?" She asked, he nodded
"Yea you were gone before I could actually see you or talk. Anyway I probebly would have never found you if I didn't…"
"Davvy how good to se you again." Hermione's dad said as he came into the room.
"You know him?" Hermione asked in surprise
"Well of course Davvy is our gardener and a personal friend of mine."
"We have a gardener?" Hermione gasped in surprise last summer they were just normal people just getting by, and now they hod their own personal gardener. Her dad smiled
"She goes away to boarding school every year I guess we didn't tell her that I got a promotion." Davvy nodded "Anyway what are you doing here Davvy?"
"I was just talking to Hermione here." Her dad smiled and then left the two alone.
"So you're my gardener? This is crazy,"
"How so?"
"I never expected for us to get a gardener that's all."
"Well anyway the reason I came here on my day off was well… do you want to hang out sometime?" Hermione was taken aback, Davvy wanted to go out with her and she wanted to as well. But she remembered George but just as the thought of him entered her mind she pushed him aside it isn't happening between us move on! Hermione told herself sternly.
"Sure." Hermione said this is terrible he is like a rebound from George. Davvy smiled,
"How about tomorrow after work I'll take you to dinner then?" Hermione nodded,
"That would be great, I'll be looking forward to it." Davvy smiled again and kissed Hermione on the cheek.
"Until then." Davvy turned and left and Hermione waved to him and then shut her door thinking. She decided she needed to talk to someone and that someone was a long way away. She knew Harry would understand so she decided to write him a letter asking for him to come.
Dear Harry
I know my leaving seems confusing but believe me I have my reasons, right now I'm in a bit of a jam. I am at my house safe and sound if your wondering but well I'm kind of like a whirlwind of emotions and frustration. I don't want to explain it all in a letter, I know it is a lot to ask and you'll probably say no, but I need someone to talk to and I can't think of anyone but you. Even though you are probably not at all interested in all this and you'd rather stay out of it, I still need to ask. Harry as a friend would you please come to my house now! I need your help desperately, I would ask Ginny but I don't think she will like what I have to say and what I've just done.
Your Best friend Hermione Granger
Pleading for someone to listen.
Hermione gave the letter to Hedwig who was still in her room obviously told not to leave until she got a reply. Hedwig immediately flew off and Hermione fell on her bed shaking, Why the hell did I just accept a date with Davvy when I'm so stuck on George? I can't do this, I just can't I like Davvy yes but it is just not the same maybe as friends but not as a girlfriend might like a boyfriend. Anyway it is not fair to Davvy either he is just a rebound, I'm just trying to get away from George's face that haunts me everywhere I go, I see him everywhere even in my dreams I see him. I don't know I'll wait for Harry if he comes. Hermione then fell into a fitful sleep dreaming that George died to save her. She woke up to someone saying her name and shaking her. She opened her eyes to see Harry looking down at her in concern.
"He died." She whispered close to tears.
"Who dies Hermione?"
"George, he died to save me." Hermione started to cry then, "And I never told him how I felt!"
"Herms it was just a dream, George is still alive." Harry said as he pulled Hermione into a hug. After Hermione's tears subsided, she started to talk
"Harry I've done a terrible thing! Fred was right he said liked to mess with people and he was right!"
"That's not true Hermione you never mess with people they always know your intention."
"No they don't! I just met someone his name is Davvy he is our gardener and he asked me out on a date and the only reason I said yes was to get my thoughts of George to leave. Now Davvy thinks I like him, actually I do but not the same way I like George and now it's just a mess!"
"Wait a minuet your admitting you like George?" Harry said smiling.
"Yes, I really like George but Fred came and said I was just messing with him and he didn't think I deserved him because I was still with Damion, he said that I was just a cheater! And he was right! I did cheat! Of course now Damion is gone I wrote a letter to him and all." Hermione started to cry again as she leaned against Harry he rubbed her back for comfort.
"Shhh Hermione, it okay everything will be okay in the end."
"How could you say that? How could anything be okay ever again my life is ruined and you say it'll all be all right in the end! What about the time in between the end? And technically the end can be when I'm on my deathbed breathing my last breath." Hermione yelled at Harry. Harry cringed at her tone and continued to hug Hermione knowing that she needed someone to bet there for her not someone who gave her a yelling match. After a few minuets after Hermione sighed sadly, "Harry what am I going to do? This is such a mess."
"Hermione just keep going as you are your doing fine maybe all you need is someone and that person who might be able to help you heal is Davvy he might be just what you need. No," Harry said raising his hand telling Hermione he was not done, "You don't know, just try it out maybe Davvy will see that the only thing you need is a friend and he might support you, but don't go and tell him your life story, okay?" Hermione nodded,
"Thanks Harry," Harry stayed for the rest of the day and then he said he should be getting back. Hermione gave him a hug and he caught a taxi for the ride back.
Dear Diary September 22nd at night
I'm still feeling pretty miserable, Harry came over at my request, and he helped maybe that's what I need. Davvy could be like a distraction or something. He might just get my mind off George, I'll try it out anyway.
Love Hermione
Authors Note: Omg my computer is like so broken! I went on my email and it had nothing in it! that is not usual since I get about 8 per day and then I checked ff and it said I had 2 reviews for last chapter! Okay yea. Hoped you like this chappie I don't know if I like it to well but I don't think I'm going to change it.
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