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Bolded Italics: Diary entries

Italics: Thoughts

Dedication: It is to my dog Cleo becuz i have no one else to dedicate it too.

Chapter9

Dear Diary January5th

I got back to Hogwarts yesterday, what a relief! Oh and I got my reply from Damion oh he was mad let me tell you!

Hermione (it wrote)

How could you do this to us? We were perfect for each other, and don't give me that shit (it was the first time I ever heard him swear or write swearing) about not doing long distance relationships! And what was so preposterous about coming to see me? God sometimes woman I wonder why I ever tried to make it work with you. Oh and my letters feeble? Right at least I said I wanted to see you! All you said were like asking questions and were like pages long of worthless stuff that I didn't even care about! Whatever Hermione you worthless piece of shit I knew you weren't worth my time. Damion

Geez I didn't think he'd get that angry and he knew it wasn't going to work between us! It was obvious! Okay on to other stuff.

Davvy and I are just friends, we had a Christmas fling kind of like friends with benefits sort of thing, and it is still like that. It's kinda nice. George has sent me quite a few owls and flowers trying to make amends for attacking Davvy. He's been very sweet about it though he told me that he just lost his temper when Davvy made those jabs about him being poor, it was about his family really so he lashed out and he said he wish he never did that. He could have handled it better he said and really wants me to forgive him, he said if I wanted we'd just stay friends no relationship at all. I don't know what to do, I want to forgive him I really do and I kinda already do but I don't know if I want to stay friends or something more I just don't know. I mean Harry said I shouldn't deprive myself of love but then a part of me said that George and me would never work out. But that part is the part is like the evil part of me, okay maybe not evil but the side of me that doesn't want anything to work out for me and wants me to be miserable. I dunno I'll write more later. Toodles.

Love Hermione

Hermione locked her diary and pushed it under her pillow for safe keeping and just as she decided that she felt like being lazy and stay on her bed she heard Harry yell from the common room for her to get down there this instant.

"Coming your majesty!" Hermione yelled down the stairs as she came out of the dormitory and down the stairs.

"Hermione you late aren't you coming?"

"Coming where?" Hermione asked in confusion not knowing where Harry was referring.

"To Hogsmeade of course where else? It's the weekend remember?"

"Oh right, I don't know Harry I think I'll just stay here."

"Oh no you don't your coming and that's that." Harry grabbed Hermione's hand and pulled her along with him.

"Okay, okay I'll go but Harry I need to get my stuff!" Harry let her go and she dashed off back to her dormitory, when she got their she debated if she just wanted to stay up here and not come back down but just as that thought formed Harry yelled at her

"Oh and don't even think of staying up there, or I'll have to come and get you myself and you know I know how to get up their without going down the slide." Hermione frowned as she grabbed some stuff not paying attention what she brought as long as she had something.

After she was ready Harry and her ran out of the common room and they got to the carriage's just before they started away. The way to Hogsmeade was silent neither Harry nor Hermione said a word but it was a comfortable silence, not a tense on. Finally at Hogsmeade Hermione and Harry dropped off their bags at the hotel,

"Hey Harry where are we meeting Ron and Ginny?" Hermione asked when she didn't see them around.

"You'll see." Harry said looking nervously at her and then leading her determinedly on. Soon they were standing in front of www

"Harry I am not going in there!" Hermione hissed, "just get them and then we can leave."

"Hermione we'll only be in there for a sec and I'm sure George will leave you alone," when Hermione kept on shaking her head no, "Hermione Jane Granger you are coming in whether you want to or not and that is an order." Harry said firmly.

"You have no right to order me around Harry I'm not a little girl any more I can make my own decisions." Harry looked at her sternly,

"Hermione if you don't come in I'll send George out here telling him that you where begging me to tell him that you were dying to talk to him." Harry threatened.

"Are you threatening me Harry James Potter?" Harry nodded.

"And don't think I won't cuz you know I will." Hermione glared at Harry,

"You would do no such thing!" Harry let out a laugh and then walked into the store and towards George, Hermione peeked in for a sec and saw that he was actually going to do and her mouth gaped open, I can't let him do it! I have to stop him! Hermione stormed into the shop "Harry James Potter get over here right now!" Hermione said loudly, making everyone whom was in the shop look at her in amusement. Harry ignored her and kept on going. She rushed after him and grabbed his arm and started whispering furiously in his ear, "Harry please don't I swear I'll do anything, just don't do what you were about to do." Harry smirked

"Okay then, go and talk to George." Harry whispered back so George wouldn't hear.

"Harry don't be so cruel anything then that." Harry shrugged his shoulders and then kept on going, George had started coming toward them ginning, Hermione started to pull on Harry's arm but he wouldn't budge, he was stronger then he looked.

"Hey Harry mind if I take your young lady away from you?" Harry smirked,

"My job is done." He whispered to Hermione,

"Harry you are such a bugger, I hate you." Hermione whispered back. George took her other arm and led her out the store, but Hermione didn't miss the way Fred was watching them like a hawk or how his eyes were narrowed at them both. But thoughts of that disappeared as she noticed how her heart was beating extra fast at the proximity of George and she started feeling faint.

"We need to talk Hermione how bout we go to the Three Broomsticks?" George asked his voice husky with emotion. Hermione bit her lip but nodded and he let go of her arm but then covered her small hand with his larger one. Hermione didn't object she liked the feeling of protection and warmth she felt as he did that, and they walked together to the Three Broomsticks hand in hand. Once they got their George got a table for two in the corner.

"So what did you wan to talk about?" Hermione asked, but knowing full well what George had wanted to talk about. George just smiled.

"So how have you been?" He asked pleasantly.

"Fine." Hermione answered just as pleasantly, "and you?"

"To tell the truth Hermione I've been kind of, how would you put it, heartbroken?" Hermione bit her lip again and shifted uncomfortably in her seat. "I understand if you don't want to talk about it, but can you at least let me talk?" Hermione nodded. "Okay thanks, I suppose their isn't much to say that I haven't said in the letters but I guess I wanted to say I'm sorry for what I did, I truly am. And I guess I wanted to know if you'd forgive me, and if possible be my friend since I'm pretty sure you don't want a relationship with me. Even though I myself would love it if you'd be my girlfriend but well that's just me. Hermione I know you probably don't want to hear this but I have never felt this way for any girl I have ever met in my life and I think you should know that." George finished and looked at Hermione who was sitting in her seat starring out the window as if it would give her the answers.

"George," she said finally, "I think being friends would be the best course of action, so now you can get on with your life without worrying about me."

"I'll always worry about you Hermione, every single day of my life." George said and then caressed her cheek softly, "maybe one day you'll feel the same way." George smiled at her and then got up to leave, "I'll see you later I should be getting back to the shop." With that George left Hermione at the table.

Dear Diary January6th

I wish I had said something to him, to give him hope that there might be 'a' us one day soon. But I guess I can't change what I said and maybe one day their will be a us, you never know do you? But at least we're friends even though I really wish we were something more, but that's m fault George said himself he'd love for me to be his girlfriend and I just said I wanted to be friends. I love him I really do I feel it, I feel it every single time we're together, when we are apart and all I have to do is think of him and I know I'm in love. The mere mention of his name sends my heart beating so fast and hard that I swear people can see it, you know on the cartoons when that skunk guy sees that cat and hit heart starts beating out of his chest that's exactly what I'm talking about. Every day it is as if I'm up on cloud nine, but then everything crash's down when I remember that we are not a couple. How stupid can I get telling him I only wanted to be friends when in all seriousness I want so much more. Maybe I'll owl him and tell him the truth about how I feel maybe then I'll be able to get some sleep.

Love Hermione

Authors note: Their we go another chapter done. Yea hoped you liked it, I don't know if I do, I mean I do but I don't if you know what I mean anyway PLEASE REVIEW! I'm begging you! I need reviews please. Anyway yea, have a good day.