Ok well i haven't really had a chance to get online so i'll write as much as i can. It's Draco's point of view in this chapter and it will probably alternate that way from now on. Hope you like it.
I wake up alone that morning and feel that cold chill that runs up my body but i've learned to survive it. Another month has gone by and sleep seems to be my only refuge. Is it because of her? Of course it is. She heals me everytime we meet and to be honest there isn't a day that doesn't go by that i'm not grateful for her.
How one moment can change things, no i'm not part of her circle and no i'm not a good guy but i won't ever turn her in to them. I won't become them either, we both agreed. We have something more important than this war. We're leaving after we graduate. Disapearing to where no side will find us and that to me is a good thing. Neutrality seems peacful.
I feel so tired when i hear about good and evil now days. Like i said i'm not good i'm an evil guy at heart but for her i'll go for neautral like she is for me. It's amazing how one event can change you, how one moment changed us forever and there is no regret.
Paris Summer after sixth year.
"Malfoy what the hell are you doing here?" she'd yelled when we bumped into each other at a restaurant.
"What does it look like. I'm getting dinner." I'd snapped at her not realizing that we were being lead to a table. We were so engrossed in our argument i suppose.
"Wait we're not together." she'd said once she realized we'd been seated.
"Ma'dam there are no more tables and since you both seem to know each other i did not think you wanted to wait another hour." The waiter said in a french accent.
I suppose we were both too hungry at that point to care who we sat with and i was not willing to wait another hour for food. So we agreed and i suppose it started from there. I hate not talking at the table it reminds me too much of the manor so i struck a conversation and it really amazed me how good Hermione was to talk to.
I don't know how to explain it but when we weren't at school i didn't see her as an enemy or a muggle just a beautiful woman with a brilliant mind. Maybe deep inside i'd always known she was my equal but after dinner i couldn't leave her. We walked to her hotel and maybe against her better judgement she took me up to her room. Now that i think of it all of it seems like a dream. Like it wasn't meant to happen. Our minds were blank and we ran on instincts. I was supposed to hate her, she was supposed to hate me. Then why was i in her hotel room and why all of a sudden was i lusting for her.
Now i know why, now i know why she spoke to me so gently at dinner and why she was so kind to me after as we walked through the streets of paris and why she had let me go to her room. She had loved me back then and now that her friends were not there she could let it go and show me the truth. She was silent at first and as the silence continued that pange in my heart i had started feeling everytime i saw her last year grew stronger. My heart was beating faster and memories of my feelings came flooding foward. I loved her too and now as we stood in silence i had no intention of keeping it hidden.
I don't remember how we went from being at the door to us on her bed kissing and ripping clothes away like we'd die if we didn't touch skin.
After that night though it didn't stop not just the sex but the relationship. We went everywhere together and everyone who saw us thought we were a couple. And weren't we?
The last night we where there i gave her a book, a special book full of spells and we made a promise to keep this a secret. Because i told her i loved her i couldn't go back but if they all knew we'd be killed so we swore it to secrecy. To meet in secret. Even if it was only in our dreams and as we made love for the last night before we returned to a cruel reality i branded her, i made her mine and she holds that mark hidden on her skin but if any fool tries to touch her they'll know who she belongs to and they'll turn the other way. No one will touch my lady but me.
Now i'm dressed and walking down to breakfast. Maybe if i'm lucky i'll get a quick touch of your hand as we walk to the great hall. Maybe you'll be alone for a moment and i can touch dragon.
When you told me i couldn't believe it. It isn't often that we actually get to sneek a night in and spend it in my room but last month we did. It was passionate and fiery and maybe it's just me but it gets better everytime, but you told me a few weeks ago and i was speachless.
I remember your face when i sat in the chair, you were worried but you had nothing to fear. I was so happy you can't even imagine. You were carrying our child, not a child created out of a one night stand like everyone expected of me or an arranged marriage. It was because of love. It was because we loved each other that dragon now dwells inside you. My son is growing daily and really i have tried to feel your belly every day even if it's for a moment and today is no exeption.
Fate seems to like me today because i see you alone and standing near a secluded place, i smile you're sneaky but you'll never admi it.
i grab your arm and you don't flinch, i love that you know my touch that well. I pull you closer and hug you tight.
"Mmm i was wondering when you were going to show up." You say nessling your head into my ches.
"Well you wore me out last night i slept in." I tease imediatly going for your belly, i feel dragon's energy flowing from you and i smile.
"He's fine, just giving mummy some trouble that's all." She said looking a little pale all of a sudden. I can't help but smile, morning sickness.
"That's my boy." I say kissing you before you can retaliate but our encounter is short i hear someone calling your name. Ohh how i loath those voices.
"I have to go, tonight love i'll be in your room." She whispers. "I need to see you."
"Mmm dreams aren't enough tonight?" I say slowly releasing her.
"No not tonight." She smirks and blows me a kiss before gliding to meet those sappy sobs. My god i wish they wouldn't try and wrap their arms around her.
Well what you think. I know spelling probably pretty bad but oh well plz review