"I'm feeling lately I'm going crazy, wondering how I'll go on without you. I keep on trying, slowly dying, thinking about how I need you here with me. I wear your shirt, the scent of you reminds of the night that we became two. There's nothing else that feels the same. Everyday there's sun, it feels just like rain. Just know that I'm with you. And what you feel, I feel it too…"

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"Camilla! You're back you're back you're back!" Yamato exclaimed.

"Of course, silly! Did you actually think that I would leave you after I made that promise?"

I hugged Yamato even tighter. He looked at me in the eyes and he kissed me. It was only for a couple seconds but it seemed like forever. After the kiss was broken, we smiled at each other.

"Come on, let's get you home." Said Yamato.

"Home…I haven't been there in a while now…"

"Don't worry. Nothing's changed."

Then, something just hit me.

"Wait! What about Takeru?"

Yamato's cheery expression quickly disappeared.

"I kicked his sorry ass out. After what he did to you, he's not ever coming back again."

I just stared at him, both happy and confused.

"What did he do to me? Last thing I remember is that Takeru and I were walking in the park. I asked him a question about his dad and then…nothing…"

"Well, no wonder then. Takeru hates our dad. I'll spare you the details. I'm really sorry. He won't ever bother you like that again."

"Don't be. Come on, let's go home."

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Once we were home, I was so happy I just flopped on my bed and smiled. Yamato flopped down next to me.

"Finally, everything is back to n—" I didn't get to finish because Yamato kissed me right then and there.

Of course I kissed him back. I loved Yamato so much and I hope he felt the same way about me. After the kiss was broken, I just leaned on his shoulder and sighed. Everything was so…peaceful. It hasn't been that way for a while. Then I thought about it. The reason all those bad things happened to me was because Yamato moved in and became my boyfriend.

I didn't want anything bad to happen again so I knew what I had to do. Yamato had to go. I didn't want him to leave, but it was for the best...for the both of us. I couldn't believe what I had to do so I silently began crying. He noticed, again, and was alarmed.

"Camilla? What's wrong, baby? I thought you said that everything was normal again…"

"It is...but…Think about it…ever since you moved in…you and I have been getting hurt a lot…"

"Cam, we always get through and we turn out okay. That's all that matters to me."

"I know but I think it's best…if you move out…" Those were the hardest words that I ever had to force out of my mouth. I shuddered with tears.

"Camilla? Please, be reasonable. Why the sudden change of heart? Things were going so well between us…"

"I'm sorry, Yamato. Please forgive me…I love you too much to let me stand by and watch you get hurt again…"

Yamato stood up and looked at me with a firm expression.

"So you're just going to give up? Listen, Camilla. You made a promise to me that you would never leave me. I made a promise that I would never leave you and that is just what I intend to do."

I looked up at him with a pounding heart and streaming tears.

"Besides, Cam, what would I do without you? You're my world and I can't afford to lose that…"

Those words were the last that I could bear. I found myself screaming and shouting.

"YAMATO ISHIDA! I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HOME! NOW!" I gasped for breath after what I said.

I didn't look up but I felt his eyes on me, and they weren't happy at all. All I heard was Yamato leaving and shutting the door behind him. I just burst into tears then. I just sat there, crying, not bothering who saw me.

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It's been a couple of days since I saw Yamato. I've been driving myself insane! Who was I kidding? I couldn't live without him! I was getting myself drunk and I couldn't do anything during the day. I decided that I had to take some sort of action.

I tried calling his cellphone but he wasn't answering it. I tried emailing him but that didn't work either. One day I was feeling like a piece of shit for letting him go. I replayed his last words in my mind over and over again…

Besides, Cam, what would I do without you? You're my world and I can't afford to lose that…

"I did make a promise…never to let him go…WHAT HAVE I DONE!" I shouted to myself.

I had no idea what to do. So of course, me being me, I wanted to take a walk. I went directly to the park and I just meandered around without any appointed destination. Guess who I found sitting on the bench? Yamato of course.

He looked miserable. I could tell by the bags under his eyes that he hadn't been sleeping well, if at all. I was so glad to see him again I just ran up and hugged him. I didn't want to lose him.

"Yamato! I've missed you so much! I'm so sorry! I didn't know what I was thinking! Please forgive me!"

"Camilla…Wha-…What are you doing!" He pushed me aside and he looked angry.

"Yamato, I'm sorry. I can't live without you…You know I can't. I've missed you…"

"I'm sorry, Camilla…" He looked into the distance before speaking. "This is what you wanted, right?"

"Wrong…I've never hated anything more…Please, will you forgive me? I didn't mean to break my promise. I was just so confused. Please…"

Yamato smiled that adorable smile and looked at me.

"We'll see…"

With that, he got up and left. I felt so helpless…I couldn't do anything and now I lost him forever…I figured there was nothing else to do so I went home…I probably would get drunk again, wasn't looking forward to that but it was the only way to make all the pain go away.

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When I got home, I heard the T.V. was on.

'That's funny. I don't remember watching T.V. for the past couple of days…'

Then I realized why it was on…Yamato! He was home! I looked all around but I couldn't find him. Suddenly, a shirtless Yamato came in. I guessed he just took a well-needed shower. I was so happy! He was home! He was actually home!

I ran to hug him but he put his hand up. I was confused and a little hurt. Then, he closed the gap between us, leaned forward and kissed me passionately. Now how could I resist from that? That same warm feeling came over me.

"I've missed you, baby…" whispered Yamato.

"And vice versa…"

"Who was I kidding, Cam? I can't live without you either…"

So we stood there, letting all our feelings out...through our lips…He was taking me back! I couldn't believe it! I made a silent vow to myself that I would never say anything like what I did again. I didn't want to endanger the promise I made or endanger my relationship with Yamato. I promised myself no more negative thoughts.