"Letters from Moony"
Disclaimer: I do not own anything here, only the words in the letters.
Note 4 "Remusgrl01": um, yes, Remus knew what he was doing by sending Padfoot back to Grimmauld and I think it was his little way of pushing him towards those letters that he really wanted him to read without saying it out loud. And yes, Sirius is selfish. Lol, that's why we love him.
To everyone: this is NOT slash! Sorry for fans of slash…lol.
Chapter 2: more letters
Sirius,
Why is it so difficult? Why is life so damn difficult? Tomorrow is the full moon and I can barely get out of bed. I can't stop thinking Sirius. Do you remember the last time we saw each other? We were standing next to James and Lily's house rubble. It was smoking and you had been crying and we hugged and you told me that it was okay because we had each other. Well, you know what Sirius? I have no one now. No one. You even bloody killed off Peter so I don't even have him now. Damn it Sirius, why are you so reckless? If you had left well enough alone and just let me go to the ministry and try to explain to them what we thought peter had done, then maybe you wouldn't be in bloody jail now! You never stop to think! Not for a minute! And do you know that your bloody recklessness causes others around you to suffer too? Like me, Sirius. Did you ever think of me? I don't think so.
Remus
Sirius,
Oh lord, I can barely move. Last night was horrible. I scratched myself up real bad and I may have some internal bleeding. It's all I can do to write this letter. I'm sorry that the last letter was a little harsh. You know, PMS, Pre-Moon Syndrome. Oh how you used to tease me for that. Heh. I think it rained last night too because I woke up all wet and I have a slight cold. Oh, Padfoot, I wish you were here. I miss you so much. I miss you the most after the full moon. This was when we had the most fun. You would bring me breakfast and we'd joke around about the previous night. Well, we shouldn't have done that. The full moon is nothing to joke about, really. But we were young and reckless. So young…I miss it. Do you, Sirius?
Remus
Sirius could not feel worse than he did now. Remus' letters were a very good source of how he had felt while Sirius was in Azkaban. Sirius had never given it a thought and now he felt horrible for not thinking of his friend. All he'd thought about was a way to get out. And now he felt responsible for all those injuries and problems Remus had had while he was away. He would try to make it up to him in the coming years. Had Remus known that Sirius would be coming home to these letters when he'd sent him on his way?
Remus had been wondering for the past two days whether Sirius had stumbled upon the letters he had written. He must have, they should have been right under the mail slot. Remus could just picture the look on Sirius' face when he slipped on them! He really wished they could pick up where they left off but Azkaban had changed Sirius and the years alone had made Remus mature faster. He wondered if there was a happy medium.