Summary-College was where they met, it was where they were left heartbroken. Eight years later, they find each other once again. Will they end up with each other or not? S+S & E+T
Disclaimer-CCS doesn't belong to me, I don't own it.
Heartbroken
Chapter 2- The Past
Sakura's pov
It's been 8 years since that day. I still can't forget it, no matter what I do, I can't. Why can't I? I want to forget everything, everything's that happen because it hurts. Deep down it hurts, even if I don't show it on the outside. They don't know how I feel, there's not one person that does at least I think. I want to be release from this pain. To...to.. forget.
I look at myself in the mirror. I didn't look like Sakura Kinomoto at all, I looked different, like a completely different person. What happened to me? I asked myself. Knowing I didn't want to answer that question, I pushed it aside and looked at myself even more. Had I really changed? Another question, again I pushed away. I looked pale and thin. It looks like I haven't eaten in days and the truth was, I haven't. My emerald eyes had lost its liveness. Before they were full of life, now they're just dull.
"Sakura, there's someone here for you," I hear my father shouting from upstairs interrupting my thoughts.
"Alright, I'm coming." I yelled back. I sighed with a frown on my face as I continue looking into the mirror.
I hated the Sakura now, I wanted to chan..change back the way I was before. But that would be hard, if only..I put the past behind me. Put the past behind me, as I keep thinking about it, the more confidence I had in myself to make this happen. I knew I could do this. I would forget about everything that hurts me...Syaoran.
I brushed my hair a bit making it neater and straighter. I had shoulder-length auburn hair, I was planning on growing it a bit but decided not to and keep it how it is already. I put a smile on my face and headed downstairs. I was going to forget about everything including Syaoran.
Normal Pov.
"Sak.." Fujitaka trailed off as he saw his daughter come downstairs. "What took you so long, well you have a visitor in the living room."
"Gomen." Sakura apologized.
"It's alright, now go on to the living room, like I said you have a visitor." He watched his daughter leave. He sighed, he wished his daughter found someone that could take care of her. He wanted his daughter to get married. It's not like he wants her to leave but as you can see he was getting old and the last thing he wanted to see is his Sakura married to the man she loves with all of her heart. He walked towards the kitchen when he felt kind of dizzy. He held onto the wall for support, then headed into the kitchen to make lunch once he was feeling quite okay again.
Living Room
"To-moyo, what are you doing here?" Sakura, asked shocked. She wanted to know why she was here. It's not like she didn't want her here but she wanted to be alone and she told her best friend that so many times but she just doesn't seem to listen.
"Why, I'm here to see you," exclaimed Tomoyo. "Don't tell me you don't want me here."
"No, I didn't mean that, I'm just surprised that you came." She said as she took a seat beside Tomoyo on the couch.
"Ok, Sakura, I'm just here to well..can you just promise me something?"
"Um..what is it?" Sakura asked nervously. Whatever it was, she knew she wouldn't like it.
"Just promise me first."
"But first tell me what it is."
"Why?"
"I should be asking you that, not you asking me."
"Just say yes."
"No"
"Sakura..."
"No"
"Please."
"Not until you tell me."
"No," Tomoyo said stubbornly. If she told her best friend what it was then she'll surely say no.
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"No"
"I promise"
"I promis-e...what?" Sakura had just fallen in her trap. "No, no. That wasn't what I said. No, no. I'm not promising you."
"But you just said it, and I know you never go back on promises." Tomoyo smiled. She had got Sakura there.
"Bu-t"
"No buts, you promise and that's final."
"But"
"I said no buts"
"Well you tricked me!"
"I didn't intend to, it just happened."
"But"
"Like I said, no buts."
Silence filled the room. Sakura was clearly mad and Tomoyo was just happy. "Alright, alright. I promise now can you tell me what it is?" Sakura gave in.
"Nope, well I gotta go." She said as she got her stuff and was ready to leave.
"What! Why?"
"Well, it's a surprise."
"Still, whatever I have promised to, I have a right to know what it is, Tomoyo. Don't I?"
"Fine fine." Tomoyo turned around to face Sakura. "I won tickets to go to Hong Kong and I want you to come with me."
Hong Kong...Syaoran That was the thing on her mind. She couldn't do it. No, she wouldn't. She couldn't go there and face him. But..she reminded herself that she had forgot the past. It was all behind her, so... Tomoyo interrupted her thoughts.
"Are you ok? Is it because you don't want to go?" Tomoyo knew Sakura didn't want to go because Syaoran was there, but she wanted them to be together. She only wanted happiness for her best friend, she hated seeing her friend always in the dumps.
"What? ...no, I already promise you so I'll go and like you said I never go back on promises." Sakura put on a big smile for Tomoyo telling her not to worried.
"Alright, then. Well, we're leaving in two days, so get packing. I'll be coming to pick you up, alright. Bye Sakura!" She knew her best friend was just pretending to be happy, in fact she was trying to be when she wasn't.
"Alright, bye!" She waved to Tomoyo before heading back upstairs. She sighed, she went to pack putting the past behind her.
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