Three days after the night out on the town Rogue sat on the roof of the mansion watching the sun rise. Ah haven't seen that Remy guy for a while now and ah guess that's for the best Rogue sipped the hot coffee that she had brought up with her and tried to relax and clear her mind, but couldn't. 'What's the matter with ma? She wondered, sitting up trying hard to answer her unsolved questions. Do ah like this guy? How can ah? Ah mean she looked down at her cup and circled the edge of it with her finger 'What's the use anyway so what if I like some guy not like it can ever go anywhere.' Rogue whispered to herself and what about all of those weird things that happened? The alarm clock, the car, and heck how did I even get down town in the first place She sighed 'What the heck is wrong with ma?' Rogue shuddered as someone rested their hand on her shoulder, she turned to see Logan.
Rogue faced the sun rise again as Logan helped himself down and took a sip of his morning beer. He kept his eyes off of her he asked 'Got stuff on yer mind Strips?' She sighed 'I guess so.' He glanced at her from the corners of his eyes 'Ya know kid if ya ever well, want to talk ya just got to come to me and I'll listen.' He took another sip of his beer as Rogue leaned back against the roof 'Thanks Logan I think I just need some time away.' She looked over at him 'Spring break is coming up and well I was thinking about just taking off for a while, ya know I'll be back before school.'
Logan knew perfectly well that there was something Rogue wasn't telling him but decided against pestering her about it. 'Ya know there's a lot of stuff to do around here for spring break.' He tried to think of stuff but then realized that most of the things like swimming Rogue couldn't do. She signed 'Ah just don't feel like being locked up in this house all vacation is all Logan.' She looked over at him now and started to stand up 'Strips ya know that your never locked up here-' He quickly bit back the words as she looked back at him about to pull herself off of the roof 'ya know what ah mean Logan.' She closed her eyes and turned her head away trying hard to fight back the coming tears 'It just sucks.' She said looking back now at Logan who desperately wanted to wipe at the tears falling from her eyes but knew that he couldn't. 'It hurts Logan havn' ta watch everyone do the things that ah can only dream of! Havn ta do this every single day of ma life and ya know what, sooner or later ya gonna crack. So ah just gotta get outa here!'
Rogue hopped off the roof leaving Logan alone to think 'I know what ya mean Strips' He said to himself but more or less to Rogue 'and I'm sorry.'
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Late in to that night
The professor, Beast, Scott and Jean had come back about a day ago and they had brought Alex with them. Rogue could hear them fussing about what they were going to do with him all the way in her room with the music blasting. She pressed her hands over her ears wanting to be alone, truly alone and then it hit her. 'Why not' she answered herself aloud. Rogue walked quickly over to her closet and pulled out something that she had hidden back there for over a week now. A tight sleeveless hot red top and a long black skirt with slits on each side going up to her knees.
She slipped the outfit on and then started to add on more stuff from around her room to cover up her skin. Rogue slipped into a set of black fish net stockings and tied around her neck a black lace necklace. She then ran over to her mirror, quickly redid her mascara and lightly put of hot red eye liner. She stood back and looked at herself in the mirror, loving the way that she looked. Rogue walked over to the edge of her bed and from under it grabbed out two long shin high black leather boots that tied up all the way. She sat there for a minute wondering what she was going to say if someone asked her where she was off to and decided to just go with out reason. Rogue grabbed her elbow length gloves and was about to head out when she caught another look at herself in the mirror. She reached over to her hair stuff which she rarely went near and pulled back her long brown hair into a bun, letting her white strips of hair frame her face. 'Perfect' she whispered and ran out the door.
Logan seemed a little shocked to see Rogue and the way that she was dressed but because of what she had said to him on the roof that morning he decided to just let her do her own thing and let her go. He sighed as she walked out the door what's happening to you Rogue? He wondered listening carefully to the sound of Rogue riding off. He thought back to the morning that he walked into her room to find her gone. Fear ran through him as he had started to walk over to the balcony door to see if she was outside. Logan had been about to open it when to knob started to turn. He quickly ran over to her closet and hid.
Rogue had only been in there a second before she had run out for her shower but as soon as she did walk in the sent was everywhere, the sent of a Cajun. I know that something's happening to you Rogue but I just can't tell what Logan started towards the kitchen when Jean yelled for him from the infirmary 'Logan we need you up here quick!' He sighed again and started up the stairs I just wish I knew of some way that I could help you Rogue, if only you'd clue me in.
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