I don't own hp don't sue.

Also my English is appalling school was a very long time ago,and you don't need English to dance around on the top of bars to love machine in jaks bar. If anyone want to be my beta reader by all means be my guest.

Prolong.

Have you ever noticed that if you wait for something for long it ends up being a disappointment. Or that your dreams have suddenly become meaningless what if it happens all at once and you don't know where to turn. I have and that's how my story starts. My name is Hermoine Jane Granger many of you would know me as the resident know it all of Gryffindor. The one think I found out, this year is that nobody can know everything.

It was a Saturday mid September when an owl arrived. "posts here," stated Ron. "Ron we've been here five years you would think, that you could go one day without stating the obvious." "well I just though someone might like to know." "thank you Ronald but we all have eyes." "I don't." "Don't worry Neville they'll grow back". Little did I know this was going to be the last time I would banter with my friends. "hey herm who sent you a letter." I turned the envelope over to see the ministry stamp on it. "I don't know I'll read it later, hurry up guys or we'll be late for Hogsmade." No sooner had I said that, than harry ron and Neville ran toward the gryffindor common room. As I opened the letter all my thoughts came to a stop.

To miss Hermione Jane Granger, it is are duty to inform you that your parents have been killed in an a attack by he who must not be named. As you are of age an account has been set up in your name at gringotts wizard bank. We are sorry for your loss

The minis try of magic.

Words can't explain what I felt, so I am not going to try. Ive heard it said there are four stages of grief. Denial, bargaining, anger and finally acceptance. To this day I don't think I can accept it or even to begin. I know begin Harry's best friend there was a danger, we all did. I had so many plans my parents was going to be so proud sanding In my graduation day or my dad smile as I walk down the isle. I'm procrastinating, I felt a hand on my shoulder. "I'm so sorry Miss Granger if you would come to my office." " IS it true." Half the school stared at me but I didn't care. "IS IT TRUE." Now the place was silent. Nobody expects the Head Girl to cause a scene, but I didn't care. "Miss Granger I think my office" "NO I DON'T WANT TO GO TO YOUR OFFICE. I DON'T WANT A BLOODY LEMON DROP OR CUP OF TEA. I WANT THEM." With that said I ran. Looking back at it now I think I was acting like a child. I guess everyone acts different but I would of though. I would have been in more control. The rest of the day I hid from everybody and by five I returned to the great hall for dinner. When I entered the hall was silent for about 30 seconds then everyone returned to eating. "Hey Herm." "if the next word out of your mouth is your sorry. I will hit you Ron." "What I was going to ask what was up this morning." "what do you mean what was up with me this morning." "well for one you where shouting at Dumbeldore and then you ran of. No one has seen u all day. U didn't even go to the library we checked." "It's nothing I just needed time to myself." Again I suppose it was the selfish part of me. They didn't care was all I thought, granted they didn't know but on some level I guess I thought they didn't care. Dinner passed quickly and I made an excuse to leave. As head girl I got the privilege of my own room and the advantage of being able to be out after curfew. I settled in my rooms and opened my transfiguration homework after about an hour I still couldn't concentrate. Setting my books aside I left my room and walked out onto the grounds. It must have been later than I though because it was pitch black and by the time I got to the lake I couldn't even see Hogwarts through the mist, that had settled. I decided to sit against a tree and look out at the lake. I have no idea how much time had past I was just so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice how it started to rain. I never noticed how the wind had picked up or the fact that, I had no coat or my eyes was watering. I was just numb as I thought the day over. A Dark shadow came over me "Miss Granger" and with that I blacked out. ""I found myself being hauled into strong arms and a well muscled chest. The urge to hold onto who ever was holding me was surprisingly strong then came a gentle voice. "Don't worry Miss Granger were nearly back at the school madam pompfey will heal you." I must have been delusional now. I heard the stranger say "God your burning up." but I didn't want to go to the school nurse I wanted to stay with who ever was holding me. I don't know, how it was. I'm sure some part of my brain was screaming where the hell am I. What am I doing, But all I knew was with this man I feel safe. "ppleassssse no pompfey plleaasse." "miss Granger you need help." "Promise me no Pompfey Please." I suddenly felt light headed but as I looked the man in the eyes "I promise Hermione" Everything around me went black.