Hehehe. Chappie 10… YAY! Finished at least half of this story! Well, I'm still debating on that really. How many chapters do you want? I would love to do a million but I can't really. But I need an actually number… so gimme, gimme, gimme ya answer!

As for now… FICCIE!

∞ Isa ∞

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Oryon turned to Jesse, "I was looking for you, Hector, please, come to me." I blinked. What the hell?

Jesse looked at me with large, sorrowful eyes before he left my side and flew to Oryon's. Something was very weird here. What was Jesse doing with Oryon?

The confusion must have shown on my face because then Oryon asked, "You didn't know, Susannah? That Hector de Silva is my right hand man in the ruling of Metrohell?" I looked at Jesse, glanced at him up and down. And then I knew what I had to do.

I had to talk to Jesse in private. I rushed him by racing to where he was standing, grabbed the material of his t-shirt and closed my eyes.

Then I visioned that place, and when I opened them…

I was there.

Immediately, I turned to him. "What the fuck is going on?" Jesse looked surprised at the fact that I shifted but even more surprised that I used that language in front of him. He deserved it. He was Oryon's right hand man? I would have never thought it to be true.

Despite my warnings to my ducts not to release them, tears started to well up in my eyes, as Jesse got ready to reply.

A smile crossed his face. A smile. I couldn't believe it. I felt like killing him – again. "Susannah, I-"

I interrupted. "Oryon? Why Oryon, Jesse? Why did you go to him? I thought you were HAPPY!" I yelled the last part to him.

Then, in the heat of the moment, I stalked to the nearest door and put my hand on the knob. The tears were now flowing at lightning speed. All my happiness was gone. I felt like I was in hell, not purgatory.

"Lets see who's happy now, Jesse. Lets see." And then, I twisted the knob with all my strength and pulled the door open. The light surrounded me; it was so white I had to close my eyes. The reality struck me then:

I had walked through a door of Shadowland.

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If tears could build a stairway,

and memories were a lane,

I would walk right up to heaven

to bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken

no time to say goodbye

you were gone before I knew it,

and only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness

and secret tears still flow,

what it meant to lose you,

no one will ever know.

- Your Querida

I signed my poem with shaking hands and placed it gently on the top of the gravestone. Secretly, I wondered:

Where are you Jesse? Why did you go? But I knew. Oh did I know.

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It didn't feel any different. After I walked through the door, I mean. Except that I felt a little warmer. I didn't dare open my eyes until I knew it was safe.

There was a wall in front of me – I was resting against it. But…

Walls did not have beating hearts.

My eyes snapped open. Tears immediately refilled them. I banged on the person's chest with disgust, hate and regret.

"Why… Why… WHY!" I sobbed into Jesse's chest as he held me still with his muscular arms. Why did he save me? He was my enemy now. I had to hate him. It was only right. I was the human. He was the demon…

It was only then that I realized Jesse's hands were at his sides. Then I noticed the white around me. I didn't see what was inside the door… that white… that white came from something else.

Jesse.

"Oh gods." I sniffled and stepped back from him slightly. Or should I say floated? I didn't really step back because my feet weren't on the ground. Jesse's, however, were. Legs, I mean. I leaned back to look at him and realized how perfect a picture he was.

"Susannah." His eyes were dark. Emotionless. Or were they dark from corruption of emotions? The latter, I realized, was the real answer. Due to what he said to me next.

"Te amo." He said for the second time today, this time in Spanish.

I couldn't believe that I had thought Jesse was with Oryon. It was a trick. I knew that now. Oryon didn't notice what Jesse was. But I did. Jesse had shown me.

Jesse had saved me.

Again.

This time, when Jesse pulled me in… not with his hands or telepathically power, however, it was with my complete consent. His body was as warm as I remembered it to be. But this warmth was not a trick of the mind as it was with the ghost warmth. It was real.

Jesse was alive.

It was good, I tell you, to be held against the body of the man you loved.

By wings of an angel.

My angel.

Forever.

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Aww… Wasn't that cute? Now you know. Jesse ma man is an angel! Peachy, isn't it? But does Oryon really know? And what's happening in Metrohell? Check out next time…

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KawaiiQuerida-Chan – Thanks. I try to make it work out. Insanity IS a burden to have. Really. I love your three one-shot fics. I have probably already requested this, but if you can and have time to, do you want to do a tag-team together? They are REALLY cool. Do you have MSN? Lol.

Breezie – Write a fic or you die. Jokes. Thanks for the review, feedback rocks! It's so calming to come back to after two periods in the school library – with the evil library ladies. I'll try to slip more updates out of my bum. If you haven't already, R&R my new fic RAIN SONG.

Angel Gemman – Lol. Have you checked out RAIN SONG yet? I think you might like that as well. Anyway. Do you have a user on here? If not, make one up and write stories… I will surely review I love new fanfiction.

Nikki007 – OMG. Nikki007 actually wrote 2 LINES on a review! Joking. Thanks. Personally, I don't really like the oldies. I'm more of a Ramstein (dumb Elmers Girl for getting me into that…) and Mudvayne fan. Oh well. Whatever floats your boat.

Alda Rethe – Hahaha. Sorry to keep you waiting. I'm sure you will get much more Sonya, Jesse and Zane in the next few chapters.

GroovyBananas – Hehehe. Thanks.

Whitedestiny34 – I know. Cliffhangers are the bane of my existence. But I couldn't leave it at anything else. IM WORKING ON DEADLINE HERE PEOPLE! Lol. Didn't mean to YELL that. Nah. I'll have more updates faster. Check out RAIN SONG. Those chapters are longer. And have Ramstein in it. And is randomness. :nods:

Mysteriously Mystical – Dun Dun Dun is right. I changed my name… AGAIN! Heh. First it was Isadora Alce, then Pretty Fire Muse and now it is MISSY MOOSE! Heh. I love that name Love ya!

Elmers Girl – Hehehe. Hello Raine. How are you today? UPDATE! Lol. Short Review why duncha? Lol. You paid up for it in Rain Song though. Loves ya! Btw, the Rede rocks.

That's all folks!

∞ Isa ∞