Chapter 11

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This is a very short chapter but and very sad. My friend ask why would I kill of my favorite character and my response is simple. Life suck then you die but at least you've lived.

For a few weeks after the wedding I was in heaven. Me an Severus spent as much time together . Are evenings were spent like most married couples. Talking ,eating, sex. The first week school stared I missed the closeness of Severus. One night he came back from class in such a foul mood.

"Stupid Gryfinddors can't do anything right and won't bloody listen." "Honey It was only the creevey brothers who didn't listen and it was mildred who put explosion potion into there's." "Don't blame my house. Besides it turned out ok didn't it." "Someone could of died and what would of happened then what." "But…" Before I could get another word out of my mouth Severus had put his hand up and stormed into are bedroom. "Just leave me alone." To say I was hurt was an understatement so I did the one thing that would hurt him. I went to go have dinner with Ron and Harry.

" Hi guy's mind if I sit here." "sure herms how come your eating here today I thought you had to work with snape." "he was in a foul mood." "Shock horror." Harry elbowed Ron to shut him up. I started to eat but my mind continued mulling over the thoughs of what just happened. He was such a little kid. A stupid little kid why did he get so worked up. "herm you ok." Harry stated. Then I through up. "I think I'll go to bed." In stead of going to mine and Severus's chamber I went to head Girl's room, It was the first time since I had been married I had not slept in the same bed as Severus.

The next day I didn't feel like getting out of bed so I told Ginny to cover for me. By the time dinner came I decided I would go see if I could make up with severus . I entered our chambers to find Severus sat over the table marking some papers. Before I could say anything he opened his mouth. "Had anoth of being childish." "What the fuck." "You missed all of your classes today the first year Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw had a whole lesson of because you couldn't be bothered to show up." "How dare you. For your information I'm feeling fine know. I was sick in the great hall last night and again this morning than for your concern. And as for being childish I think that's your department Severus. I will be in your classes tomorrow." Once that was said I flew out of our quarters. I spent the night crying. What had I done

The next day I was the worst of my life and all I could think was why hadn't I told him I loved him. Why.? It was third period sixth year Gryfindor Slytherin. "Today class we will be dealing with a very vital potion. However should any of you be pregnant please leave this class as any of the fumes could be fatal to you or your unborn child." Severus Eyes looked around the class. I remembered the year before when I had took this class and at the time I thought who would have had sex in sixth year how naive I was. "Professor may I be excused." "Yes miss Livingston. Miss weasley please accompany her to the infirmary madame pomfrey will see to her." "Yes Professor." About half hour of walking around the class answering questions I began to feel tired. "I think I need to sit down." The next think I knew Severus was running to catch me. There was fear in his eyes.

I awoke the next in the infirmary wing Ginny and Draco was sat next to my bed. I tried to moved but couldn't. "what happened." After what felt like hours Ginny spoke her voice rough from crying. "You collapsed Severus run to up his cover was blown." "Where is he where.' Suddendly Draco spoke. "He's dead."

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