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Diary of Ronald Weasley

Guess what happened at Hogsmead today? Well Ginny and Harry ended up getting attacked by Death Eaters in the middle of the day! Harry and Ginny had been having a fight at the table over Malfoy for some strange reason, I think something is going on but I am not sure what. Ginny stormed out of the Three Broomsticks and Harry followed her, only to get attacked by Death Eaters. Neville and I heard something going on outside and went to investigate and saw what was going on. There was the great Harry Potter tied up and surrounded by Death Eaters obviously unable to escape.

I , along with the other DA members behind me, attacked and scared the Death Eaters away and saved the-boy-who-lived. It wasn't until he got up and ran the opposite direction that I saw that Ginny was out cold, but Harry revived her. Then I received another shock as my little sister threw her arms around Harry's neck and kissed him fully on the mouth, and he returned it! While the rest of the group cheered I watched them in stunned silence.

I wasn't quite sure what to think about this, my sister kissing my ex-best friend. Though yes I have tried to forgive Harry for what happened to Hermione over the summer I am just having a hard time getting over what happened to her and let the idea sink in that it wasn't his fault. I know he has to be just as furious and untrusting of me since he found out about the letter Dumbledore sent me and Hermione at the start of the term.

As we walked back from Hogsmead, me and Harry both supporting Ginny and the three of us being guarded by the DA I tried to determine my mixed feelings towards my former friend and finally came to the conclusion that I needed to speak to him. He must have come to the came idea because he was waiting for me out side of the hospital wing when I left Ginny's side.

"Weasley?" he asked startling me because I hadn't seen him leaning against the wall beside the door.

"Oh…hey…" I said closing the door to the hospital wing behind me and then standing a good few feet away from him and looking at the ground.

"Look I'm----" we both started at once and then both laughed nervously.

"Go ahead." He said and I sighed.

"Look…that letter Dumbeldore sent me and Hermione. It was before I knew you, which I know is no excuse, but you know I grew up hearing your name, hearing about you and You-know-who. When I found out that you would be going to the same school as me I was really excited because I wanted to be your friend, so when I got that letter I didn't really see any harm in it because I already wanted to get to know you. And after being friends all these years I guess I didn't think it mattered anymore." I said still examining my shoes and whishing I was better with words and that I had thought to talk to him with Hermione next to me, she is so much better at explaining things.

"Oh…" was all Harry said and I glanced at him to see he was taking a great interest in his feet as well.

"I know it was wrong and I guess what I am saying is that I am sorry…" I finished earning a look from him and after looking into his bizarre green eyes for a minute he simply nodded.

"I'm sorry about what happened to Hermione." He started in a soft voice, wincing and shaking his head a bit.

"No…I know It wasn't your fault…"

"It was…you were right, I should have tried to do something, even when Dumbledore told me not to leave the mansion I should have. I shouldn't have let Voldemort get close enough to my friends. But I hope you know that I never once dreamed anyone would do anything like that to anyone else." He said in a sad honest tone and I could sense the guilt he felt.

"I know it's not going to be easy trusting one another again, but…I would really…like to...um…try to be friends again…" I said and he looked up at me in genuine surprise. "Oh...it's okay…never mind…" I said feeling my face flush a bit, I guess I took his look of surprise as one meaning he didn't like the idea and was still up set about the Dumbledore letter.

"No...No…I'd …I'd like that…." He said with a half smile and then after a strange tense silent moment he extended his hand out to me, I guess it wasn't that strange I had sort of just saved his life. After a moment I smiled and grasped it with my own and shook his hands. In my mind I hoped that this meant things would be changing a bit for the better.

Hermione has been begging me to try and patch things up with Harry, I wonder why she hasn't yet but I guess she is as afraid as I am. Ever since she found out that Draco was the one who raped her, and when Harry got the letter from Dumbledore she became extremely depressed, hardly speaking to anyone but me. The night she came back from the hospital she just clung to me, telling me how she remembered it all. How he taunted her. I can't express on paper how much I long to murder Draco Malfoy. I curse his name ever night before going to bed. I know I've already written an entry about my anger over him receiving no punishment for what he did to my Hermione but If I ever am given the chance to kill him I will not hold back. I don't care about unforgivable curses, I can kill him with my bare hands. But some how he will pay for what he did.

Diary of Harry Potter

He was waiting for me today, when I was finishing up with Quidditch practice I could feel him watching me from behind the bleachers. I wanted to go and pull him out and humiliate him in front of the rest of the Gryffindor team but I knew that wouldn't be good in retrospect that someone would tell the Slytherins and then they would wonder why Draco was spying on me.

I am still up set with him, why didn't he warn me that he and his little buddies were planning on attacking me in Hogsmead. Ginny could have been seriously hurt and they could have actually managed in capturing me! The what would he have done?

Anyway, our team looks good this year, and after a full signed petition, that I was shocked to learn of, the team requested I be made Capitan of the team! We had our first practice as a team today, Ron is still the Keeper, Ginny is now a Chaser since I'm back to being seeker. We look pretty good so far, it's too bad we have so little time before we play the Ravenclaws next weekend. After practice I called the team down to the ground and gave them all some pointers. Since I knew Draco was watching and listening, and I could feel that he was upset about something. I gave Ginny a compliment about her getting 6 goals on her brother.

Ron and I have actually managed to reach a level of friendship that I honestly never thought we would achieve again. After speaking with him outside of the Hospital wing the other day we have actually been talking a lot more. He and Hermione are actually a really good couple. I haven't really talked to her, according to Ron she is really depressed and over worked, having throne herself totally in to her school work and taken on a lot of responsibilities as prefect. I am going to have to wait until after mid-grades to talk to her I guess.

Practice over I went with my team back to the locker room, all of us in very high spirits and talking loudly about the next game. Ginny walked beside me as she teased Ron about scoring on her. When she put her arm around my waist as we walked I didn't think to push her away, In fact since I knew how much angrier it would make Draco if he were still watching I put my arm back around her. I picked up the equipment as everyone else took a shower, Ginny asked if she could see me later and I only nodded as she left for the girls locker rooms.

Everyone left the locker rooms, when Ron asked if I was coming I told him I was going to take a shower and see him at dinner. I could feel Draco waiting impatiently outside as Ron told me 'see ya' and left. I began undressing, I needed a shower, and probably a long hot one after whatever was said between Draco and I.

It was a few minutes before he actually dared to come in, I figure he was watching the rest of the Gryffindors walk back to the castle.

"What do you want?" I asked when I felt and heard him walk in.

"What the hell do you think I want!" He asked in an icy loud voice. I could feel his anger, but I didn't care, and my passiveness confused me.

"You're not suppose to be in here." I said in a voice matching his.

"What the hell is the matter with you?" he yelled throwing his hands in the air and I could see the hurt in his eyes as he glared at me.

"Hey, you're the one who attacks me out of no where …"

"What are you talking about?"

"Oh what? Did it just totally slip your mind that you and your little friends decided to try and kill me and Ginny at Hogsmead?" I was yelling at him, I had meant to stay calm but his anger only fed my own.

"You think I planned that?" he asked seeming taken a bit aback.

"You could have bloody warned me." I said coldly, turning my back to his. I was still half dressed and sweaty from practice.

"I didn't know we were going to do that until you left with out your body guards…the Slytherins… I think they know something…they have been keeping things from me."

"Don't you think you're being a little paranoid? " I asked turning and glaring at him. "And why the hell did you come in here all pissed off at me, when you're the one who attacked me."

"Did you not notice that I was the one who didn't cast a spell on you?"

"Is it because you didn't want to, or because you weren't given enough time to make a decision?" I asked, angered at the hurt in my voice and surprised by the pain in his eyes.

"That's not fair." He said sadly but my temper didn't lighten.

"Right. It's not…but you don't know what the real answer is…do you? " I asked watching him struggle with his emotions.

"Are you in love with her?" he asked suddenly and I blinked a bit tilting my head to look over him.

"What?"

"The Weasel girl..."

"Her name is Ginny." I said between clinched teeth.

"What the bloody-hell do I care what her name is? I want to know what is going on between you and her." He yelled taking a step closer to me and I could see his anger rising by the shifting shade of his aura. "God-damnit Potter stop reading me like a book and listen to me!" he screamed in frustration and I stared at him startled that he could see me reading his aura.

"What do you want to know?" I asked dumbly.

"I want to know what it is between you and her…and what it is between you and me…because one day you are saying that you think you're falling in love with me, have sex with me and then the next day you are making out with her and the whole school thinks you're practically engaged!" he said exasperatedly taking another few angry steps towards me.

"You're jealous?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Ger over your self!" he yelled and for a minute I thought he wanted to hit me. "You can't play with people like this! You can't do what you did with me the other night and …and just… throw it all away! If you can then you're just a bastard!"

He pushed me hard in the chest away from him and back into the lockers behind me , the back of my head hitting hard metal, I jumped towards him a bit, ready for a fight. Already heated from the verbal argument and quidditch practice his hot words made my blood boil and when he pushed me then something kind of snapped inside me.

"Don't push me, Malfoy." I said icily, I could feel the strange alarming, animal like fire that he caused inside me. He had been able to cause it for years, getting on my nerves, pushing my buttons, and more recently driving me to insane levels of lust and pleasure. It's this fire that I am able to latch on to when I change into my anima Gus form, which I nearly did right then either to frighten or surprise him. But I didn't I only quickly closed the space between us , my fists clinched at my sides. "You're the one who is actually engaged and the whole school knows about that as well… of course how couldn't they know she's hanging all over you all the time."

"Damn you, Potter!" he yelled, "You are a bastard! I hate Pansy and everyone knows that I am only engaged to her because I have to be. I'm not like you… You only played with me, didn't you? You just wanted to humiliate me! Going to tell everyone that I snogged with you and liked it? Do you regret it now…afraid of liking a guy, is that why you're screwing her so then you'll feel like a real man?"

"Shut up! You don't even know what you are talking about! You're going crazy over nothing!" I yelled and pushed him away from me, closer to the exit of the locker room.

"How could you! I HATE YOU!" he yelled and lunged at me, shoving hard into my bare chest and slamming me into the hard floor of the room. The air was knocked from my lungs as he landed on top of me hard and I choked but before my lungs could grasp any air, Draco's fist flew down and slammed hard into the side of my face and I grunted in alarm and pain as it shot through my cheek bone and jaw.

Unable to breath I panicked, seeing his other fist ready to pound the other side of my face I did the only thing I could and swung my fist high and it miraculously managed to collide with his chin surprising him enough to knock him back a bit and for me to gain the upper hand and force my body to over take his reversing our positions so that he was pinned beneath me.

As I coughed and fought for precious air to my lungs he seemed to realize what had happened and yelled in frustration and anger.

"GET THE BLOODYHELL OFF OF ME POTTER!" he screamed struggling beneath me.

"No." I said between gasps for air , my arms pinning his down and my legs entangled with his as he fought to be rid of me.

"What do you want from me? GET OFF!" he yelled, his eyes seemed fearful and angry , his voice now sounded a bit panicked. His fists pounded against my chest, "I HATE YOU….I hate you!" he said over and over, making my heart feel as though it was being squeezed. As though accepting defeat his fists slowed and he stopped struggling and out of no where he clinched his eyes tightly shut. I thought he was trying to pretend he was somewhere else until a sob broke through his mask and he shuddered beneath me. His hands tried to wrap around himself as best he could beneath my weight.

I was so stunned by how quickly his emotions has flipped and that Draco Malfoy was crying that I didn't say or do anything but lay there watching him in his misery.

"Why?" he asked in a desperate cry.

I shook my head, I had never meant to up set him this much, I had never meant to hurt him like this. I felt extremely guilty and pained that I had caused him this much stress.

"Why did …you do this?" he asked, his body was shaking violently. "Why couldn't you have just left me alone?"

I shook my head but his closed eyes didn't see it. "I didn't do anything."

"Yes you did!" he yelled in a heartbroken voice, "You used me!"

"No I didn't." I said softly, "I'm sorry, I think you would get so upset…I meant everything I said the other night…and there is nothing that we did the other night that I am ashamed of."

"Then why are you with Ginny now?" he asked in a hurt accusing voice. "Why did you kiss her in front of everyone?"

"She kissed me."

"You didn't seem to mind---"

I interrupted him then by pressing my lips to his, and when I heard him sigh and his lips parted against mine my heart beat quickened and the now familiar pleasurable chills shot down my spine. The kissed deepened and I moaned a bit as his tongue slid between my lips and swirled inside my mouth slowly. A soft moan vibrated in his throat and I broke the kiss to catch my breath.

I opened my eyes to look down into his silver eyes, my hand moving to carefully cup his soft cheek, alabaster skin seeming so fragile against the tan of my hand. There were still fresh tears in his eyes as he looked up at me questioningly. I shook my head lightly as I looked over his features. His eyes half closed, his cheeks flushed and his lips swollen from my kiss.

"How could you ever think I would want someone other than you?" I asked with an amazed shake of my head. His lip trembled and he closed his eyes tightly against my words. "Draco…" I whispered and he reopened his fearful eyes to look at me , his lips parted as though he wanted to say something but his words stuck in his throat. He shook his head once before leaning up to me and pulling me down so our lips could meet again.

I was struck by the depth of his sorrow and the depth of the kiss as his arms encircled my waist holding onto me as though I were about to vanish into thin air. His fingertips dug into the bare skin of my back , massaging into my muscles. My lower body was already reacting to his luscious mouth and wet kisses. It was then that I realized that we were still on the floor of the Gryffindor locker room. If someone were to walk in right then it would have been very hard to explain the situation.

I broke the kiss again but he moved his mouth to trail teasing kisses down my throat, sending hot lust coursing through me.

"Draco…" I moaned his name , tilting my head to allow him greater access to my neck. "We can't….not here…" I whispered and he stopped his kisses, to my disappointment and relief . I stood from him and helped him from the floor, but instead of stepping away from one another I couldn't help but pull him back into my arms and begin kissing him all over again. I felt his own hard member against me then and moaned once again in response.

My hands moved to his hips struggling to un tuck his shirt from his trousers. As my hands finally encountered his chilled flesh he broke the kiss and gasped, his head falling back and my lips moving instantly to sample his soft skin there.

"Harry….oh…please…." he whimpered, his hips rolling against me, his voice a near desperate cry.

"Not here…" I argued against his skin, but my own body was fighting against me, I wanted him no matter were we were, no matter who saw us. And then I got an idea. "Come on…" I said pulling away from him, and pulling him with me.

"Where are we---oh…." He said realizing my plans , a flush coming to his pale cheeks as I pulled him inside the large bathroom and then back into my arms. As I kissed him and our bodies rocked against one another I unbuttoned his shirt and slid it off his arms. Breaking the kiss we both finished undressing ourselves. I turned the hot water of the shower on and stepped beneath it's steaming beams with a low moan, rolling my head back . The water felt so good against my tense muscles, heated flesh, and aroused sex. After a minute of letting the water rush over me I realize Draco hadn't joined me yet and I opened my eyes to find him standing to the side watching me, a strange shy expression over his face

"What ?" I asked moving out of the water enough to talk.

"Nothing…you're …are you sure you want to…" he blushed.

This new, more vulnerable, shy side of Draco was one I had never seen, nor dreamed existed, but I found it extremely and oddly cute and my heart thudded loudly with my love for him. I stepped out of the water for a moment and grabbing his wrist pulled him into the shower with me. He gasped as the water touched him and then again as I pulled him against me.

I met my lips with his, trying to express everything I felt for him in that single act as our hot naked bodies crushed against one another, our hardened members pressing against the other, arousing both of us to a point of brutal need as the water slid over us.

"Draco…" I moaned as his hand slid down between us and encircled my wet shaft. Our foreheads came together as we both gasped for breath, his hand slowly stroking me causing me to groan in delight. I moved my own hand around his throbbing member, he shuddered and gasped at my touch. It was the most erotic vision before my eyes, our bodies together, his hand stroking me and I him. I saw him watching our hands as well , his breathing hard and labored. Our free hands were around the others back, holding one another up.

"Ah…" broke from his mouth and his head fell back, his hand's back and forth motions becoming erratic.

"Are you close Draco…oh I'm nearly there…." I said my hand moving in time with his, our hips moving back and forth slowly, the hot steaming water moving rhythmicly over our bodies and climaxing sexes. With a groan he came , his seed spilling over my abs to be quickly washed away by the water. My orgasm quickly followed and I fell back against the wall of the shower as his warm hand finished it's task.

He leaned against me, our hands moving to hug one another loosely as we returned to reality. The showers water was still steaming and hot. I had to resist the urge to pass out on the floor. I felt him move against me , his breath on my neck. "Harry…." He whispered.

"Hum?"

He didn't say anything, but hugged me for a long time, just letting the water run down over his back. Half dozing I felt him begin to kiss down my neck, then lower to my chest, and I gasped as he moved to his knees before me and took my softening sex in-between his lips.

"Draco!" I exclaimed as his tongue swirled over the now extremely sensitive head of my sex. His hand began stroking me and some how , even after having just experienced a wonderful orgasm I felt my desire growing and my lust returning. My sex must have responded in kind as well for he moaned and then gripped my shaft once more with his soft hand. How he wasn't drowning in the showers water I don't know but as his tongue danced over my aroused flesh I thought of little else but the pleasures he was creating throughout my body.

I stopped him suddenly, pulling him back up to me slowly and kissing him once more. He sighed into the kiss and pressed his own arousal against my hip, surprising me. The thought that he was turned on by doing things to me was thrilling. Boldened by my desire and possibly thinking through a cloud of lust and pleasure I broke my lips from his and asked him, something I never once even thought about asking.

"Draco….would...I want you…to ..I want you inside me…I want you to …please…" I asked in a shaking voice.

He must have been surprised for he didn't say anything and I was too embarrassed to look into his face.

"Are…are you sure? " he asked lightly and I looked up to see a joy filled light within his eyes which strengthened me and allowed me to nod.

"Harry…." He whispered just before claming my mouth again. After a long moment of kissing he slowly turned me around to fact the wall, his chest to my back. Despite the hot water I shivered in anticipation of what was to occur as he slowly guided me to bend over a bit, supporting my weight against the wall. But instead of him instantly guiding his member to penetrate me like I had expected I felt his hands spreading my cheeks and then felt something small, hot , and wet slid over my entrance.But then he pushed hislongfingerinside meI lost all inhibitions. Pleasure, like that I have never known, even from the other night with my new lover, wracked my body like a curse. How long hisdigit tortured and teased my entrance I don't know but before long I was rocking back against him. It wasn't until he spoke that I realize that his fingers were thrusting in and out of my soaked opening.

It was burning but in such a maddeningly delicious manner that had me crying out incoherent things. My back arched, my heart was going at breakneck speeds.

"Draco…Merlin please…." I didn't how to express what I needed from him, but he seemed to know. He stood slowly, his fingers not stopping their movements. His lips kissed down my neck, as I continued to moan and grind back against his hand. My skin felt so hot. My head felt heavy and dizzy. Finally he slid his fingers from inside me and guided his member to my sleek entrance. Without hesitation he pushed the head of his sex into me and I jumped in alarm all my muscles tensing at the pain it cause.

"Shh….relax…" he said in a soothing way. His lips never stopped moving, the hot water was distracting, but the pain was too much. It was all so sensitive, so extreme , so scalding hot. "Calm down…breath….it'll get better….let me in you…please…" he begged softly against my skin. It was all I could do to nod. I felt his body fighting the urge to slam into me and savagely take me and it thrilled me that he was controlling himself out of concern for me.

I felt my body start to relax.

"Oh…hell….Harry…" he groaned, sending a chill through me. I realized that he must have felt my muscles relaxing. "I..I don't know…..how long ..I can …" he pushed into me a bit further, the pain shot up my back again but not as intense. "Hold on…Harry…I have to…stop!" he groaned as he pushed in further, I felt his body against my rear and I knew he was fully into me. "Ahhh…yeah…" he moaned loudly, I felt him fighting the same lust I had fought the night he allowed me inside him, the fire burning inside both of us to lose control.

"Draco….go ahead…." I said, biting my lip as I said it. His head on my shoulder shook, "No...I don't want to hurt you…." His body shook with the force of his need as he slowly began to pull out of me, causing the most insane amounts of pain and uncontrolled pleasure. I felt as thought I was burning from the inside out.

"I can't go much longer!" I yelled, over his and my moans of pleasure. "Please!" I yelled. He suddenly pulled back his torso from resting on my back, his hands gripped my hips and he starting thrusting back and forth into me with reckless abandon. I think I screamed once, but only once , as my muscles stretched to conform to his rigid member.

I couldn't think, nothing matter, nothing existed except Draco, the pounding of his body into mine, and the waves of mind-blowing euphoric pleasure it created. The shower water splashed around us. I heard his soft pleasured groans and grunts, I sensed his lack of control, his need for release, and a wonderful overpowering emotion that caused my heart to melt. I felt his sex grow more rigid inside me, my muscles contracted around him, he screamed my name as I gasped his and I was thrown into orgasm with him. I felt him fill me, and I nearly passed out with the extreme pleasure the entire thing had created through out my entire being. He didn't let me fall. His strong arms came around me, held me up. His body pressed against mine. Out beating hearts and fasts breaths matched one another.

After a long while he turned the shower off , but just continued to hold me for a long time. I must have dozed for a moment for I remember through a fog of thought wondering how we had come from fighting to the most sensual and erotic experience of my life?