Here I am again!
Another-world (bows) Thanks! Thanks! Thanks! I love Yamaken too... (starry eyed) But not in this fic, no. I hope you enjoy next chapters as much (whenever I send them).
minnermon Ah, you'll learn about Kami later (evil smirk).
VestiqueX Ah, I knew there were some lurking fans!! (hugs) Yes, Ken's very naughty and evil, just like I like him. Thanks for the clothes description, I'm sure to make use of them anyway! And don't mind the length of the review, I like it looooong.
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a/n This is a tiny bit of insight into Ken's thoughts for the previous five chapters. So if you were wondering what Ken felt all this time, it's here. I know I'm cruel. Heh... but the next chap is not ready yet. grin
Interlude (Ken's POV)
I don't know when I started falling in love with him. Certainly not in the beginning when he showed up after four years of silence and I found out that he was in love with me.
Actually I was sick of him at that time.
I still couldn't forgive him for abandoning me. He was my only friend. When he left me for the company of his other friends, I was all alone. I thought I could bury myself in studies and become too busy to have friends. I didn't want to be a burden to Daisuke and to impose myself on him only because we used to be partners in the Digital World. I had my pride.
Gradually he forgot about me. I guess I deserved it. I wasn't a social type. Did I like him at that time? He was sort of cute. If I had a puppet with long ears and big black eyes, say, a spaniel, I would call it Daisuke for sure.
In the beginning I despised him but I figured I could use his help. The situation was shitty. I only hoped that Daisuke could dance half as good as he played soccer.
I know I can hide my emotions very well. Even if he kissed me I wouldn't show how much I disliked it. As a matter of fact, I could use it to my advantage, making him do what I wanted by doing what he wanted me to do. Daisuke didn't use this opportunity. He was too timid to take the first step.
He was completely useless. He was stupid and naive enough to make me mad. I wanted to hit him very hard. He was ruining my plans, all my hard work, carelessly.
I wanted to make him a part of my underworld side of life but he was too pure for it. Then I decided to seduce him.
To tell the truth, I kissed lots of people but I never kissed anyone with true and deep feeling. It would be no different with Daisuke, I thought. This night changed it.
I don't know anymore what's happening. I'm losing control.
Maybe I'm really falling for him.
It's wrong. I shouldn't get attached to him. I suspect that these Challenges would be too much for him and I might lose him. If he becomes a slave to another, I will have to forget about him. I have a Game to win.
I didn't tell Daisuke that I can go to the Game with Junpei if Hiroshi cheats the judges a bit. This is pretty risky but it's an option. I have to win.
I can't think of anything else.
Still... I don't want to lose him.
tsuzuku
a/n That's it. Heh...