Author's Note: Thank you to al those who reviewed! I really appreciate all your comments on my story. I'm so glad that everyone likes the story. Scary thought of Spike as an actual father. Here's a little hint for the rest of the story, there will be A LOT of twists that you wouldn't expect.
Chapter 5: Remembering
'Daddy, daddy, daddy' That one word rang through Spike's head over and over again. The room started to spin as he took a staggering step backward. He leaned against the wall and waited until the room stopped spinning and came back into focus.
Faye still stood there, hand on her waist with a less than sympathetic look. "How can this be possible?! We were together for one fucking night Faye!" Spike practically shouted. "You don't have to tell me this Spike! I remember quite well! And now I remember exactly why I wanted to forget you!" she yelled back at him before running off in the opposite direction.
Spike just watched her back, still not comprehending how Gabriel could be his child. I guess it makes sense. I mean he has my weird hair he thought incoherently as he started to make his way to his room. It can't be! That little brat cannot be my kid. She has to be making it up.
Spike grimaced as another, not so pretty, memory came back to him.
Flashback
"W-What do you mean?" Faye stuttered as she grasped the sheets to hide her body, suddenly feeling very vulnerable and exposed. "Why can't you get it through your thick head Faye? It didn't mean anything. It was a spur of the moment thing. So just forget it." Spike explained in a nonchalant voice.
Faye sat there, slightly shocked. "You bastard. I should've known that this was just a cheap fling for you." She whispered. Before he could reply she grabbed her clothes and yanked them on, furious that she actually let her guard down. She stalked to the door and yanked it open, ready to leave. With one foot out the door she turned around and glared as Spike.
"I hope I never see you again, Spike Spiegel." She spat venomously. The walls of Spike's room shook as the door was slammed with an echoing boom. He winced slightly, not meaning for his words to sound so harsh. But was he supposed to do? He had to make her forget about him. He needed Julia more than Faye right now. He hadn't meant for it to go so far. But it was too late to turn back.
End of flashback.
Reaching his room, Spike stumbled inside and over to his bed. He sat down heavily and stared at the floor. He sat there for what could've been hours, it could've been minutes, he had no idea. The sound of shifting cloth finally shook him out of his daze. Leaning against the archway was Jet.
"How long have you been standing there?" Spike asked in a tired voice. "A while. I thought you would hear me sooner but you were really gone. Judging by the look on your face I'd guess that you found out about Gabriel." He said casually as he pushed himself from the doorframe and walked into the room.
At the sound of such casualness in his voice, Spike turned to him angrily. "How could you keep something like that from me, Jet?!" he burst out angrily. "Simple, it wasn't my place to tell you." The older man replied calmly. Before Spike could continue his tirade Jet continued. "Don't even say it Spike. She had every right not to tell you. Remember, you chose Julia, not her. She didn't owe you a thing." And with that Jet left Spike alone to ponder his words. "Damn you Faye!" Spike cursed as he threw himself onto his bed and into oblivion.
I can't take much more of this. Faye thought tiredly as she watched Gabriel sleep. She couldn't imagine life anymore without him in it. After Spike had abandoned her, she had just wanted to crawl into a hole and die. But then Gabriel came, and everything seemed ok. He gave her a reason to live, to come back from every bounty. He was her salvation.
Damn you Spike! How could you do this to us? she thought angrily as her hands gently brushed aside some stray locks of Gabriel's wild hair. Despite her efforts to calm the wild green mane it was no use. It was just like his fathers. How did things become so complicated She sat there, continuing to think. She winced as the memories of how it all started flooded back to her in an unforgiving wave.
Flashback
(warning, LEMON)
Lips trailed across bare skin, hungrily eating a path towards Faye's waiting lips. They were animals, frantically clawing at each other's clothes. Buttons went flying; the sound of tearing cloth could be heard as clothes were thrown to the floor.
Spike cupped Faye's ass as he lifted her up so she could wrap her ankles around his waist as they mouths ravished one another's. He clumsily made his way towards the bed on the far wall. They fell onto it without any thought but concentrating on the feel of one another's hands and lips on each other.
They were desperate, they were wild. They needed an outlet to release all of the sexual frustration and anger that had built up between them over the past months. More sounds of ripping cloth were heard as Faye and Spike at last lay naked in each other's arms.
Spike trailed his lips down her milky skin and pulled an erect nipple in his mouth, suckling it like a baby. Faye let out a desperate cry, plunging her hands into his hair. He pinched the other nipple, pulling and tugging, rolling it between his fingers, eliciting incoherent gasps from the violet haired beauty beneath him.
"Don't stop," she gasped as she tried to slip Spikes erection into her wet, waiting lips. Spike grinned, sensing her urgency but denying her of her goal. He continued to play with her breasts for a while before continuing down her flat stomach. He delved his tongue into her belly button. Faye's stomach contracted at the move.
He moved back up to kiss her lips while his hand strayed down and dipped into her waiting flower. She cried out in wanton pleasure as his fingers delved in and out, increasing in speed and power as he brought her to the verge of breaking. She was close, so close.
Spike groaned as he felt her move against her hand. Not being able to wait any longer her removed his hand and thrust into her in one, swift move. They both let out choked gasps, overtaken by the incredible pleasure. They skipped the slow building stage and went straight to the wild ravenous mating.
Spike pounded into her, groaning in pleasure. Faye thrust right back, desperately wanting it to never end. Cries and moans were heard reverberating off the walls as they began to reach peak. Spike thrust harder as he felt Faye's walls begin to tighten around his pulsating cock.
"Oh god don't stop Spike, I'm so close!" Faye cried as she moved against him frantically. Spike just groaned, having no intention of stopping when he himself was so close to cumming. Time seemed to stop as they reached their peaks.
Faye arched against Spike, her walls clamping down on his penis as she shook with pleasure. She let out a small scream, unimaginable pleasure flooding her. Spike groaned loudly as he stiffened against her, letting his essence fill her completely.
When they finally came down from their euphoric state they laid there, exhausted, panting. Soon, sleep overtook them. They slept soundly for a few hours before Faye finally stirred. She moved, feeling something heavy across her stomach. Looking down she realized that it was an arm. As she looked up at the owner she gasped as the memories came flooding back.
Just then, the owner himself stirred. Already knowing whom his partner in bed was, he rolled over and refrained from touching her immediately. Grabbing his clothes he began to stuff his legs into his rumpled blue slacks. Faye sat silently as she watched Spike dress until only his tie remained. Finally turning to Faye, he said, "Get out Faye. It's been fun"
Faye sat there shocked. "W-What do you mean?" Faye stuttered as she grasped the sheets to hide her body, suddenly feeling very vulnerable and exposed. "Why can't you get it through your thick head Faye? It didn't mean anything. It was a spur of the moment thing. So just forget it." Spike explained in a nonchalant voice.
Faye sat there, slightly shocked. "You bastard. I should've known that this was just a cheap fling for you." She whispered. Before he could reply she grabbed her clothes and yanked them on, furious that she actually let her guard down. She stalked to the door and yanked it open, ready to leave. With one foot out the door she turned around and glared as Spike. "I hope I never see you again, Spike Spiegel!"
End of Flashback
How did things come to this Faye thought despairingly as she finally shook herself out of her nightmarish reverie. Pulling up the covers that Gabriel had kicked away she kissed his forehead and left the room. She walked down the hall, pulling her sweater around her tighter, suddenly feeling chilled. She entered her room and fell onto her bed without even changing. She laid there, staring at the ceiling, letting sleep overtake her.
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