She woke with a gasp, her eyes flying around the room erratically and any movement sending her into a spin. Her door was wide open, the handle looked dull from her spot on the bed, a smear of color ran along the wall. No, not color, it was a dullness, seeming to rust things it rested on. A long trail of the rust ran from a smear across her door down her floor, over a few blankets and ended on the other side of her bed. She cautously leaned over looking to the spot spike had laid the night before. He either wasn't there or he had left in a hurry as she pulled the blankets back not seeing anyone there. Her hands came back from the blankets in blood and from what light was spilling in the room a smoky haze started to form. The teen looked at her blankets and frantically pulled them out of the sunlight, the brighter the spot of light the worse her poor blankets were sinjed. One corner with her initals had a spot of flame burning on it that she swatted out before closeing the window and curtin and looking around. There wasnt so much blood that she woke from the daze she was in since buffy had died. But finding a puddle by your bed isn't something you see everyday. Dawn walked across the room in a zombie state, her long blue shirt sleve covered her palms as she wiped up a few spots on the floor. Then, padding to the door she wiped the smear of blood dulling the shine her door knob usually had. Her palm was slightly wet and her sleve permently stained by the time she walked around her room. Buffy had alwayse said lectured her on keeping the room clean. For some reason it anoyed her that blankets and pillows were on the floor.

Creeping out carefully Dawn peeked in her wiccan friends room checking if she was awake yet. The kind witch had promised to watch over her as had her vampire protector. She sniffed once and closed willows door wondering down the hall her shorts barly covered by the baggy shirt. The sleves flopped back and forth untill she was anoyed enought to cross her arms over her chest and growl to herself. "stupid jerk, he said he would be here but he's not". In the back of her mind a nagging voice tanted her, 'was he ever, dose anyone even care about you'. She pushed the voice aside and stopped outside the bathroom door hearing a low curse and seeing the light on. Her hands cautously pressed against the wood and she leaned into it untill a deffinate "bloody hell" woke her. She pushed the door open instantly and throught the steam from a previous warm shower, she saw spike, sitting at the edge of the tub a towel on his waist. He looked up not moving much and reached down to pull another towel across his knees before he met her eyes.

"Bit?" Dawn ran forward throwing herself in his arms and heard him muffle a moan before she let go. "i thought you left, there was blood, and it smoked and the room was empty"

The vampire smiled, hugging her back and resting his cheek on the top of her head and held onto give her strenght. "slow down bit, you need to breath" He felt her nod before letting her go and reaching down to grab his leg tightly bitting his lip.

The girl frowned, her beatuiful eyes drawing in saddness again and her delecate eyebrows pushing toughter as she looked down to his hand. From what she could see, the parts his extra towel or his hand covered were black. Not black and blue from brusing but outright black and a red drop dripped from his hand even as she looked on. Falling to the floor in the same her's had forming a portal.

Spike sat up straight his hand relaxing slightly to regrip his leg before pulling the blanket completly over down to his ankle. "go get red..." he watched her eyes and added a "please" before she rose, not arguing and ran for willows room.

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