Well people here's the next chapter for Wondering about you! I do enjoy writing this and I already know that I'm going to probably start pulling my hair out after seeing the end of the series. But you know what I don't mind because in fanfics the writer is always right! sort of...okay so they're not. Heheheh just umm yes enjoy!
Disclaimer: me no own anything but shadow!
Ch,3: Feelings
Tsukasa watched shadow sitting there next to him in the field they had been in last night. :What's this strange feeling. I've never felt it before. It feels…weird.: Tsukasa shook his head trying to clear it. The past 2 weeks had been nothing but these feelings. And everyday they seemed to get worse instead of better. :Maybe I should ask someone about them.: The silver haired boy sighed again stretching and laid down in the grass.
"So.." Shadow said trying to break the silence. It seemed like it was getting harder and harder to talk to Tsukasa each day. At first it was hard yeah, but it had gotten a bit easier after a few days. But now. Shadow was lucky enough to get any kind of an answer from him. Tsukasa looked up at shadow.
"Yes.?" Shadow looked at Tsukasa stunned.
"You answered me!" Shadow saw Tsukasa frown.
"What does that mean?" Shadow cursed himself for saying that wrong.
"Nothing. It was just a joke." Tsukasa just turned his head and looked at the grass.
"Oh." Shadow put his arm around Tsukasa's shoulder and quickly pulled it back feeling him flinch.
"Sorry.." Tsukasa stood up quickly.
"I have to go." Shadow frowned.
"Go?" Tsukasa nodded.
"I promised someone I would meet them. Shadow sighed.
"Oh." Tsukasa forced a smile.
"Hey stay on. I'll come back after I'm done talking, okay?" Shadow smiled up at Tsukasa and nodded.
"Okay. Sounds good." Tsukasa nodded and then disappeared.
Tsukasa slowly walked over to bear. :I'm glad he's on. I'd rather ask him then Mimiru.: "So."
Bear smiled facing Tsukasa.
"What is it you wanted to talk about?" Tsukasa let out a small sigh and started to explain things.
"I well...I was hoping you could answer a question for me." Bear raised an eyebrow and looked at him.
"What kind of question?" Tsukasa was silent for a minute then answered.
"Well I what does it mean when you just want to protect someone…no matter what?" Bear smiled.
"Well it just depends. It could be that you just really care for them as a close friend. Or you could like this person." Tsukasa looked at bear curiously.
"Like?" Bear kept on smiling.
"Yes. You know like the way a boy might like a girl?" Tsukasa nodded slowly.
"I see." There was another moment of silence before Tsukasa said. "Have you ever known a boy to like another boy?" Bear was caught off guard by the question.
"Well. no but it does happen. Why?" Tsukasa frowned.
"Just wondering." Bear nodded.
"Is that all I can help you with?" Tsukasa nodded again.
"Yeah…thanks." Bear smiled.
"Anytime." Tsukasa nodded again.
"I'm going now. I have to go meet someone." Bear nodded smiling.
"Of course." Tsukasa raised his hand into the air and went back to the other field where shadow is.
Tsukasa snuck up behind shadow and put his hands over his eyes.
"Boo." Shadow fell onto his back and looked up seeing Tsukasa.
"Tsukasa!" He smiled a bit breathing hard still a bit shaken. "That usually doesn't scare me either." Tsukasa smiled.
"Well don't worry about it. I won't hurt you." Shadow nodded sitting up.
"I know." :I wonder do I like shadow: Tsukasa just smiled seeing shadow now laughing his head off. :..Maybe bear was right...but I promised myself I wouldn't touch. If no one gets close then they can't hurt. But, I want to be close to shadow. I know I promised myself but I want this..: Tsukasa moved a bit closer to shadow and just sat there enjoying the fact that the boy was just there. :Even if he won't ever like me the same way. We can always just be friends.:
(Few days later)
Mimiru pointed to Tsukasa and Shadow.
"Don't they get along just great?" she asked black rose smiling. Black rose nodded.
"Yeah. It's sort of weird. I never thought Tsukasa would get this close to anyone besides bear and me. Guess I was wrong." Black rose smiled.
"Oh don't worry about it. They're just good friends. It's not like shadow is going to try and take Tsukasa away from you." Mimiru frowned.
"I know .I just have a bad feeling about it that's all." Black nodded.
"Yeah I know what you mean. But isn't it good to see Tsukasa have a friend that's a the same age and sex as him?" Mimiru smiled.
"Hey yeah. I didn't look at it that way. Thanks." Black rose smiled and nodded again.
Well that's it. I'm to tired to go on! Blah::Falls over: enjoy please::waves: and as always :yawns: have a nice day please review.. :yawns again: night! (A.N. yes I know this one was really short. Next one won't be so short. Promise.)