The special family

Author notes: sorry guys, I need to see what I'm writing so I'm using a bigger font. Hope you like it! Also Simon and Matt make a later appearance in this chapter.

Disclaimer: I do not own 7th heaven or I'm Just a Kid by : simple plan

Chapter 9: Visiting hours are over

" Daddy why are we going to the hospital for your work?" Ruthie asked her father.

" Because Katy is so sick that she might be dying and her mommy needs me to say a prayer to her" Eric said.

" Will she get better?" Ruthie asked with a little concern in her voice.

" Honey, You have to understand that Katy…. Well her body can get sick easier than ours can so she may not get better" Eric said softly.

Ruthie didn't respond.

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

At The hospital

Katy still threw up a lot and the doctors weren't quite sure why. Her throat so sore that she could barely speak.

' I think I'm gonna be sick again' Katy thought

Katy gave a moan and Kayla quickly took this as a warning. Kayla grabbed the small basin the nurses left and held it up to Katy's mouth.

Katy heaved painfully into the basin, ridding herself of the un-wanted stomach contents.

" Oh my poor baby" Kayla said as she wiped sweat and vomit from Katy's face.

" You really don't feel good, do you?" Kayla cooed.

" What was your first clue?" Katy said in an annoyed voice.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

Katy hated it when people took pity on her. She could think like everybody else did, so why was she so different!

Anger weld into her mind and body.

Katy started kicking and screaming and crying. She was yelling at Kayla, at herself and at her defective body.

She hated the fact that she still sucked on a pacifier and drank from a baby bottle and had to wear diapers all the time and if she didn't, people sometimes didn't understand that she needed to go to the bathroom and more often than not, ended up with a pair of wet pants.

" Sh-sh-shh, honey oh my goodness what's wrong?" Kayla asked.

" I'm too different. I hate those kids Todd and Ruthie!" She yelled again.

" Honey you're not capable of hate, I know you way too well and what do you mean by you're too different?" Kayla asked.

" They-they-they called me retard I think I know what it means but it hurt so-so badly all I want to do is be with all the other kids and be like everyone else" Katy said as she started calming down but she was still crying.

" Honey, I know you want to be like everyone else but we both know that, that's not going to ever happen. You'll always be different from everyone else, that's what cerebral palsy does to you honey. But you know if you work very hard in physical therapy you could be walking when you get older.

Now what I want is hug but no one will give it to me" Kayla said as she pretended to cry.

" Momma, stop crying I'll give it to you" Katy said as she hugged her momma.

Kayla kissed the top of Katy's head as she bent down to hug her.

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

What the heck is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever

There was a knock on the door. Ruthie and Eric were there.

" Kayla would you like to talk to me for a second outside so Ruthie and Katy can talk" Eric said

I'm just a kid repeat x5

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me.

Tonight.

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

Authors notes: Okay guys I'm leaving you at a cliff hanger R&R - suekosa