The special family
Author notes: Okay guys I had my birthday I'm 14, Graduated 8th grade so next year or this following following fall I'll be a 9th grader. The thuderbolts adapted softball team has won the state champs WE ARE NUMBER 1.
Enjoy the story it's very deep and very sad, no death but very deep thoughts and very different from the rest of the chapters so get your tissue boxes out and read. This also includes my favorite canadian band ... Simple plan and their new song "Untitled" Also keep in mind that Katy has a problem with her speech.
Also Katy has 2 brothers that are mentioned in this chapter they are Ryan Kelly and Tom Welling but in this story they're just your average people.
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the trademark things or people.
Chapter 10: How could this happen to me!
Ruthie was just about to leave when she heard Katy talk.
" Ruthie what's it like to walk or run?" Katy asked.
Ruthie didn't respond. She felt a wave of guilt rush over her.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
10:45 PM at Glen Oak children's hospital
Katy's POV
Mommy had to go home. It's raining outside. I hate thunderstorms. I'm scared. The feelings of being alone is an all too common feeling.
I think that feeling has been around for a long time. Ever since my real mommy and daddy died. Don't get me wrong I love the person who takes care of me now , it's just I want to know what my parents looked like.
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Tom and Ryan say that somebody had too much to drink and it killed mommy and daddy. I hit my head on the windshield , that didn't cause me to be this way though.
Why were they sent to heaven before they were ready ? Why did that person have to drink and drive? Why do things like this happen?
From where I'm laying in my crib I can see nurses and doctors walking outside my room. The lights are all off in my room so the window my crib's sitting next to is like a big night light. I feel bad for Matt, he had to work the late shift.
I feel so lonely. I've become so used to being rushed to the hospital makes me used to this weird empty feeling.
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
've Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I'm starting to cry now. I hate being alone and yet at the same time I enjoy it.
Mom, dad if you're out there please hear me: I'm scared, I need help.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
I have to go potty real bad now. I can't hold it in anymore. It leaks out my diaper.
My nurse is gently taking off my diaper and putting a new one on.
I can feel myself get colder. My head is starting to hurt now too I think I'm getting worse.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
've Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
At home Ruthie was crying and feeling very guilty.
I've made my mistakes
've Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Authors notes: I chose the song because of the title, Please review. Ideas are welcome - suekosa