Thank you all for the reviews. I'm still on chapter 11, but I'll probably finish it soon. This is a sweet chapter.

Arella had never traveled to Azarath when she was pregent with Raven. Instead she decieded to stay in Jump city and try to hide the maddness that she knew her child would bestow upon the world from her child. Raven grew up with her powers always being an outcast from everyone. She still had her powers and that's why she had to keep her emotions in check to keep control of her powers. But she knews nothing of Trigon, Azarath, or being a half demon. Well except for what she knew as legends from ancient books that her mother had given to her. She had heard of the Teen Titans and had once seen them fight a battle, but had never thought of joining them because she knew that they would be like everyone else and think she was creepy. When she was younger she had always sercertly thought that Beast Boy was cute.

Raven's 20 and 5'11" and in college. She's still and outcast. Beast Boy's 18 and 6'1"still a member of the Titans. Starfire is 19 and 5'11"also a member of the Titans. Robin is 20 and 6'0", and Cyborg is 22 and still 6'0". The Team isn't called The Teen Titans anymore It's just The Titans.

Chapter 7

A New Feeling

"NO!" 'Not good bye.' Raven lost all control of her powers. At first the boulder got heavier. Then it totally lifted up off of Beast Boy and into Ultimate. He was hit out of the building and down the street. Beast Boy kissed Raven on the cheek, and slowly got up. Raven tried to ingnore it, but it was hard. She was trying to bring her powers back under control. All of the other Titans were knocked out. After a few deep breaths Raven got up. Beast Boy was trying to pull out the cone from Cyborg's stomach. Raven walked over to him, and helped him. She was afraid to use her powers until she had a chance to meditate.

"I'm sorry." Beast Boy frowned as they pulled out the cone.

"For what?" They pushed Cyborg over by Robin.

"For kissing you. I really shouldn't have." They uncovered Starfire.

" . . . Why?" They took her over to Robin and Cyborg.

"What do mean why? I kissed you!" Beast Boy forgot about Robin, Cyborg, and Starfire.

"I know." Raven also forgot about the others.

"Well aren't you going to kill me?"

"No."

"Is something wrong? Your never this not . . . angery."

"I feel fine, but I really need to meditate. I kind of lost control back there."

"Ok." Beast Boy turned into a terodactal. Raven loaded Robin, Cyborg , and Starfire onto Beast Boy.

They were flying home and Beast Boy looked at Raven, who was flying beside him, he noticed that she looked stressed out. He flew below her and came up so that she was resting on his back. For a breif moment she felt secure and at rest. This was a totally new feeling for her and she loved it. She laid down on him and just felt his warmth. 'I can't love him.'

'But you do.'

'No it's impossple.'

'Nothing's impossible.'

'Me loving Beast Boy is.'

'What if he feels the same way?'

'He doesn't'

'What if he told you that he did?'

'He would never do that, and if he did he would be lying because no one can say they love me and mean it.'

'You know that's not true.'

'It's always been true.'

'And if this time it's true, and you push him away . . . ?'

Raven ignored her inner self. She didn't want to think about that.

Chapter 8 - Midnight Love: Think about the title it's pretty self explanitory.