Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or the Lyrics you see between the colons. Those lyrics belong to Fall Out Boy. I don't own them either.
A/N: This is in Remus' POV. This was inspired but the Fall Out Boy song called "I've got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth." It was also inspired by happenings in real life.
Dedications: Rarely ever to I dedicate a post to someone or a couple of people...but for this one I thought dedications were in order. I dedicate this post to CAPTAIN OZ and LORIENCY. To Captain Oz becauseshe has got to be one of my most favorite reviewers and to Loriency because she's helped so much and I feel she deserves to be recognized.
:Joke me something awful, just like kisses on the necks of "just friends":
Joke me something awful. Something awful, just like the kisses on the necks of "just friends," because you're good at that aren't you? You're good at making awful jokes into so much more. You're good at granting me kisses that promise so much, but in the end they mean so little. And you're good at giving these kisses under a veil of darkness, and in the light of day have no intention of keeping any of your promises.
It's an awful, horrendous hoax, yet you're so very good at keeping it going. You're good at giving away kisses that you know make knees weak, because those same kind of kisses make my knees weak too. You're good at acting like nothing has happened. You act as if nothing is going on. You can be with me, trailing kisses down my spine and telling me you love me, yet the next moment you're with someone else. And those words that you whispered, while we were wrapped in the Egyptian cotton sheets on your bed, mean nothing.
I'm drawn to you. And you're good at exploiting my weakness. You can make me whimper or growl with just a look. You're good at it. You offer me smiles that come from the heart, and then lash out at me, just giving me one more reason to think that you're heartless.
You're good at surprising me. You're oh so very good at it. You light up the room with your gentle nature, your gentle touches, and your gentle words, yet you surprise me on the nights when you're not with me. When you are with someone else, your cruel side is exposed. I'm not too fond of your cruel side, if you follow me.
Has anyone ever exaggerated a story they were telling you? It's happened to me so many times before. It's something else you're good at. You can say you'll be with me forever, only to let me find out that 'forever' doesn't last for long. Sometimes I wish that it would. But in the end I know that it can't. Because after 'forever' is over for the night, you're with someone. That someone isn't me. It never is, until you want it to be.
Have you ever had anyone ever promise you something before? I have and it's mostly you doing the promising. And it's mostly you doing the promise-breaking. You promise me the sun and the moon from the sky, then reject me the times that you can't find them. They're hiding from you. Just like you hide from me.
You hide from me in a playful manner. To which I play along. But I can't play along forever. Because you hide from me only to have me discover what really lies beneath. You hide from me underneath false pretenses.
The pretenses being kisses on my neck. The pretenses being that we're just friends. And you can't let anyone know that we're more. You're good at that. People can be good at Quidditch, Charms, Potions, Drawing, or writing. You're good at hiding, you're good at lying, you're good at joking, you're good at exploiting, and you're good at hurting me. But hey, everyone's good at something…
FINE
A/N: Obviously Remus and Sirius have a secret relationship...just pointing that out