LITS: Hello! Since this story was originally a kai/max story, I'm adding a
dash of kai/max but the main theme is still Rei/Max. ***SEMI-SPOILER !!!!
DON'T READ THIS UNLESS YOU REALLY REALLY WANT TO!!!!***I might actually
Kill Max. . I haven't decided for sure. . .i'd really appreciate ur
feedback!!!!
Max: DON'T KILL MEEEEEE!
Adyna: *rocking back and forth in the corner in a straitjacket* Don't worry Maxie, we won't kill you. . .HEHEHEEEEEEEE
Max: O.o' errrr. . . .i suddenly remember, I have something to do. . .Cya!!!! *runs off*
LITS: Yes, it is definetly time for your medication Adyna.
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~!~!~!~LAST CHAPTER~!~!~!~ "Will one of you get that? I've got to ask Max something." Said Rei as he walked out of dining room. Rei knocked on Max's door but no answer. After waiting for a few minutes, he opened the door. Max wasn't there. The muffled sounds of someone retching caught his attention and he made his way softly over to the bathroom door.
"Max?!"
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A mess of roasted chicken, mashed potatoes and peas swirled in the toilet bowl before being swept away. Max coughed slightly and washed his mouth out in the sink. Max opened the bathroom door and slammed right into something warm and semi-soft. It took him a moment to realize it was someone's chest. Rei's chest. REI!!!!!!
"Max, you sounded sick." For half a second, Max actually thought Rei cared but the feeling disappeared, replaced by cold emptiness.
"Yeah, I probably ate something bad." He muttered as he pushed past Rei. He was halfway down the hall before Rei responded.
"You eat something bad at every meal?" came the soft voice. Max froze, his body rigid.
"What do you mean?" croaked Max, turning back to look at Rei. It was impossible to see what Rei thought, his face was partially hidden in the shadows.
"You avoid meals whenever you can but when you do eat, you eat barely anything, then you go to the bathroom. I'm not a blind idiot, that's Tyson's job. You have less energy, you can't concentrate, I can read the signs, Max." Replied Rei quietly. The other boys were downstairs, still eating and he didn't want to include them in this conversation. Max was trembling like a leaf and tears of shame welled up in his eyes as he clenched his fists.
"I'm sorry I haven't been doing well, Rei, but you're wrong." Said Max. When he turned to go back to his room, Rei darted forward and grabbed his arm. Beneath the folds of clothing, his arm felt thin and fragile. Max tried in vain to yank his arm out of Rei's grip but to no avail.
"I'm wrong? Max, you were as light as a feather when I carried you into the house. You're worrying me sick! Why are you worried about gaining weight?" said Rei. Something changed in Max as he laughed coldly. He sounded more like one of the Demolition boys then the Max Mizuhara that Rei knew.
"Is that what you think, Rei? I'm worried about my weight?! Why do you even care? Sorry, but you'd hate me if you knew the truth, you really wouldn't understand." He spat bitterly. Rei blinked, completely shocked. Max's face reflected that shock and horror as he clapped his hands over his mouth.
"Oh crap, did I just say that out frickin loud?!" he said through his hands.
Kai's POV
"Why do you even care? Sorry, but you'd hate me if you knew the truth, you really wouldn't understand." I heard a cold voice say. I looked down the hall to see Max with his back to me and a stunned Rei. Suddenly Max gasped and clapped his hands over his mouth. He said something but I couldn't hear it.
"Max?" I said. Max spun around, his eyes wild with fear.
"Kai?! Why are you up here?!" he said. My eyes went from Max to Rei, who was still in a state of shock.
"Someone's here to see you Max, they're waiting downstairs." I said slowly. Max nodded and ran past me, down the stairs.
"What happened? I've never heard Max like that. What did you say to him? I asked. Rei shook his head slowly.
"I can't tell you until I'm sure. I bluffed knowing something and Max surprised me. . .Who's here to see Max?" said Rei.
"Joshua."
"Joshua?" he repeated.
"His brother. What did you say to Max?" I asked again.
"Nothing that concerns you." Muttered Rei. I glared at Rei and crossed his arms.
"If it concerns Max, it concerns me." Rei frowned, then understanding spread across his face.
"You like him, don't you?" Despite my anger, I blushed.
"Well, yeah, he's a nice kid." I mumbled. I've known that I liked Max for a while but I don't think I'm the right kind of guy for him.
"You know what I mean. I never would have guessed. . . ." trailed off Rei. I looked at Rei carefully.
"And I know I'm not the only one. Even though I'm not going to go for Max, you break his heart, I'll break your legs." I growled. Rei's eyes widened considerably.
"You know I'd never do that." He said softly.
"I know, I just want to make sure. Let's go downstairs, you'll want to meet Josh."~~~~
"J-J-Josh?!" breathed Max. Joshua dropped his bags and swept Max up in a hug.
"Hi Max! I've missed you so much!" said Josh as Max squirmed in his arms. When he let go, Max's face was pale and his eyes fearful.
"I missed you too." Said Max quietly. He shuddered as Josh's steel gray eyes traveled their way up Max's body.
"So you're Josh. I'm Rei, that's Kenny and that's Tyson." Said Rei, coming up behind Max. Rei didn't like the way Josh was looking at Max.
"Well, I'll be here for a week or so. Mom made me bring a bunch of stuff for you guys. I'm staying at the hotel down by the park-"
"Why don't you stay here with us? We have an extra room." Said Tyson. The way Max was looking at Tyson could have burned holes in his head.
"That sounds great, well, what do you say, Max?" asked Josh. Max nodded grimly.
"That's great! Can you show me my room Max?" asked Josh. Max swallowed and nodded before grabbing one of Josh's bags and leading him into the house. 'Maybe he's changed, maybe he won't touch me. . .' thought Max desperately as he took him to his room. He led him in and placed his bag by the bed. The next thing Max knew, the door closed, he was pinned to the bed and Josh was on top of him, pinning him to the bed.
"No! Josh, please stop!" he tried to say but Josh covered his mouth with his own. He smiled into the kiss and caressed Max's chest with one hand. He loved the way Max squirmed under him, he loved the taste of Max's tears and the smell of his blood even more. Josh bit down on Max's lower lip, making him cry out.
"Did you miss this?" whispered Josh. Max shook his head and whimpered as Josh slipped his hand under his shirt.
"No, Josh, Please don't do this!" begged Max as Josh kissed his way down Max's neck. He abruptly stopped at Max's words.
"Okay, I'll just have to satisfy myself with someone else, how about that peppy friend of yours, Tyson, I think, or the Chinese boy, Rei?" said Josh, playfully tracing his fingers up Max's stomach.
"No!" Josh frowned at Max.
"You care about him, don't you? Hmph, figures that all those little play times we had would turn you into a fag." He said..
"No! I don't love him! I-AH!" cried Max as Josh bit down on his nipple mercilessly.
"So you won't care if I have some fun with him, will you?" Josh asked.
"No, don't hurt him! He's my friend. . .he's just my friend!" Josh glared down at Max and smacked him.
"Liar! You're such a worthless piece of shit." spat Josh.
" I'll give you a choice, you or him. I'll give you some time to decide but make up your mind quick, Max, I don't plan to wait too long. Get out of my room." Commanded Josh as he pushed himself off of Max.
Max got up and ran out of Josh's room and straight into the bathroom. He pulled out the bottle of mouthwash and drank some before taking it into his mouth and spitting it back out. He grabbed his toothbrush and toothpaste and began scrubbing furiously at his teeth. He could still feel Josh's tongue in his mouth, he could still taste him. Max turned on the sink, took some water and spat the toothpaste out. He looked in the mirror but he couldn't see himself, just some play toy that belonged to his brother. He wanted to cry but he couldn't, he felt so empty. He half blindly put away the mouthwash and felt something sharp scratch against his arm.
He wiped away his tears and looked at it. It was Kai's shaving razor. Something about it looked so inviting; the shine of the metal? Not caring that the blades were cutting into the pads of his fingers, he broke the razor apart and pulled the blades free. Not sure why he broke the blades free or what to do, he did the one thing that made the most sense, drag it across his wrist. The sharp sting was delicious and his arm begged for more. He let his body take over, slashing over and over again. Finally, he stopped and looked down. There had to be at least 30 shallow cuts, crisscrossing over each other. It stung but it felt so good. He pocketed the razor and turned on the sink so he could stick his arm under the water. The white sink turned a light pink as Max's blood drained away. At last, Max turned off the water and toweled his arm dry. He crept out of the bathroom and into his room. Deep inside, he wished he wouldn't wake up tomorrow but his fear and something else, he wasn't sure what it was, kept him from pushing the blade in deeper. . .~~~~~~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
LITS: CHAP 5 done! Please, please review!!!!! I need feedback!!!!
Max: DON'T KILL MEEEEEE!
Adyna: *rocking back and forth in the corner in a straitjacket* Don't worry Maxie, we won't kill you. . .HEHEHEEEEEEEE
Max: O.o' errrr. . . .i suddenly remember, I have something to do. . .Cya!!!! *runs off*
LITS: Yes, it is definetly time for your medication Adyna.
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~!~!~!~LAST CHAPTER~!~!~!~ "Will one of you get that? I've got to ask Max something." Said Rei as he walked out of dining room. Rei knocked on Max's door but no answer. After waiting for a few minutes, he opened the door. Max wasn't there. The muffled sounds of someone retching caught his attention and he made his way softly over to the bathroom door.
"Max?!"
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A mess of roasted chicken, mashed potatoes and peas swirled in the toilet bowl before being swept away. Max coughed slightly and washed his mouth out in the sink. Max opened the bathroom door and slammed right into something warm and semi-soft. It took him a moment to realize it was someone's chest. Rei's chest. REI!!!!!!
"Max, you sounded sick." For half a second, Max actually thought Rei cared but the feeling disappeared, replaced by cold emptiness.
"Yeah, I probably ate something bad." He muttered as he pushed past Rei. He was halfway down the hall before Rei responded.
"You eat something bad at every meal?" came the soft voice. Max froze, his body rigid.
"What do you mean?" croaked Max, turning back to look at Rei. It was impossible to see what Rei thought, his face was partially hidden in the shadows.
"You avoid meals whenever you can but when you do eat, you eat barely anything, then you go to the bathroom. I'm not a blind idiot, that's Tyson's job. You have less energy, you can't concentrate, I can read the signs, Max." Replied Rei quietly. The other boys were downstairs, still eating and he didn't want to include them in this conversation. Max was trembling like a leaf and tears of shame welled up in his eyes as he clenched his fists.
"I'm sorry I haven't been doing well, Rei, but you're wrong." Said Max. When he turned to go back to his room, Rei darted forward and grabbed his arm. Beneath the folds of clothing, his arm felt thin and fragile. Max tried in vain to yank his arm out of Rei's grip but to no avail.
"I'm wrong? Max, you were as light as a feather when I carried you into the house. You're worrying me sick! Why are you worried about gaining weight?" said Rei. Something changed in Max as he laughed coldly. He sounded more like one of the Demolition boys then the Max Mizuhara that Rei knew.
"Is that what you think, Rei? I'm worried about my weight?! Why do you even care? Sorry, but you'd hate me if you knew the truth, you really wouldn't understand." He spat bitterly. Rei blinked, completely shocked. Max's face reflected that shock and horror as he clapped his hands over his mouth.
"Oh crap, did I just say that out frickin loud?!" he said through his hands.
Kai's POV
"Why do you even care? Sorry, but you'd hate me if you knew the truth, you really wouldn't understand." I heard a cold voice say. I looked down the hall to see Max with his back to me and a stunned Rei. Suddenly Max gasped and clapped his hands over his mouth. He said something but I couldn't hear it.
"Max?" I said. Max spun around, his eyes wild with fear.
"Kai?! Why are you up here?!" he said. My eyes went from Max to Rei, who was still in a state of shock.
"Someone's here to see you Max, they're waiting downstairs." I said slowly. Max nodded and ran past me, down the stairs.
"What happened? I've never heard Max like that. What did you say to him? I asked. Rei shook his head slowly.
"I can't tell you until I'm sure. I bluffed knowing something and Max surprised me. . .Who's here to see Max?" said Rei.
"Joshua."
"Joshua?" he repeated.
"His brother. What did you say to Max?" I asked again.
"Nothing that concerns you." Muttered Rei. I glared at Rei and crossed his arms.
"If it concerns Max, it concerns me." Rei frowned, then understanding spread across his face.
"You like him, don't you?" Despite my anger, I blushed.
"Well, yeah, he's a nice kid." I mumbled. I've known that I liked Max for a while but I don't think I'm the right kind of guy for him.
"You know what I mean. I never would have guessed. . . ." trailed off Rei. I looked at Rei carefully.
"And I know I'm not the only one. Even though I'm not going to go for Max, you break his heart, I'll break your legs." I growled. Rei's eyes widened considerably.
"You know I'd never do that." He said softly.
"I know, I just want to make sure. Let's go downstairs, you'll want to meet Josh."~~~~
"J-J-Josh?!" breathed Max. Joshua dropped his bags and swept Max up in a hug.
"Hi Max! I've missed you so much!" said Josh as Max squirmed in his arms. When he let go, Max's face was pale and his eyes fearful.
"I missed you too." Said Max quietly. He shuddered as Josh's steel gray eyes traveled their way up Max's body.
"So you're Josh. I'm Rei, that's Kenny and that's Tyson." Said Rei, coming up behind Max. Rei didn't like the way Josh was looking at Max.
"Well, I'll be here for a week or so. Mom made me bring a bunch of stuff for you guys. I'm staying at the hotel down by the park-"
"Why don't you stay here with us? We have an extra room." Said Tyson. The way Max was looking at Tyson could have burned holes in his head.
"That sounds great, well, what do you say, Max?" asked Josh. Max nodded grimly.
"That's great! Can you show me my room Max?" asked Josh. Max swallowed and nodded before grabbing one of Josh's bags and leading him into the house. 'Maybe he's changed, maybe he won't touch me. . .' thought Max desperately as he took him to his room. He led him in and placed his bag by the bed. The next thing Max knew, the door closed, he was pinned to the bed and Josh was on top of him, pinning him to the bed.
"No! Josh, please stop!" he tried to say but Josh covered his mouth with his own. He smiled into the kiss and caressed Max's chest with one hand. He loved the way Max squirmed under him, he loved the taste of Max's tears and the smell of his blood even more. Josh bit down on Max's lower lip, making him cry out.
"Did you miss this?" whispered Josh. Max shook his head and whimpered as Josh slipped his hand under his shirt.
"No, Josh, Please don't do this!" begged Max as Josh kissed his way down Max's neck. He abruptly stopped at Max's words.
"Okay, I'll just have to satisfy myself with someone else, how about that peppy friend of yours, Tyson, I think, or the Chinese boy, Rei?" said Josh, playfully tracing his fingers up Max's stomach.
"No!" Josh frowned at Max.
"You care about him, don't you? Hmph, figures that all those little play times we had would turn you into a fag." He said..
"No! I don't love him! I-AH!" cried Max as Josh bit down on his nipple mercilessly.
"So you won't care if I have some fun with him, will you?" Josh asked.
"No, don't hurt him! He's my friend. . .he's just my friend!" Josh glared down at Max and smacked him.
"Liar! You're such a worthless piece of shit." spat Josh.
" I'll give you a choice, you or him. I'll give you some time to decide but make up your mind quick, Max, I don't plan to wait too long. Get out of my room." Commanded Josh as he pushed himself off of Max.
Max got up and ran out of Josh's room and straight into the bathroom. He pulled out the bottle of mouthwash and drank some before taking it into his mouth and spitting it back out. He grabbed his toothbrush and toothpaste and began scrubbing furiously at his teeth. He could still feel Josh's tongue in his mouth, he could still taste him. Max turned on the sink, took some water and spat the toothpaste out. He looked in the mirror but he couldn't see himself, just some play toy that belonged to his brother. He wanted to cry but he couldn't, he felt so empty. He half blindly put away the mouthwash and felt something sharp scratch against his arm.
He wiped away his tears and looked at it. It was Kai's shaving razor. Something about it looked so inviting; the shine of the metal? Not caring that the blades were cutting into the pads of his fingers, he broke the razor apart and pulled the blades free. Not sure why he broke the blades free or what to do, he did the one thing that made the most sense, drag it across his wrist. The sharp sting was delicious and his arm begged for more. He let his body take over, slashing over and over again. Finally, he stopped and looked down. There had to be at least 30 shallow cuts, crisscrossing over each other. It stung but it felt so good. He pocketed the razor and turned on the sink so he could stick his arm under the water. The white sink turned a light pink as Max's blood drained away. At last, Max turned off the water and toweled his arm dry. He crept out of the bathroom and into his room. Deep inside, he wished he wouldn't wake up tomorrow but his fear and something else, he wasn't sure what it was, kept him from pushing the blade in deeper. . .~~~~~~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
LITS: CHAP 5 done! Please, please review!!!!! I need feedback!!!!