LITS: Hey y'all! I'm SO sorry I haven't updated recently. I've had a huge
writers block and it hasn't completely gone away. Thanks to all you fans,
you deserve a plushie! LOOK! *holds up a Draceil plushie* :D WARNING: This
chapter contains shounen-ai (boy/boy love).
BIG THANKS AND COMMENTS TO. . . .
Rumi-Chan: *winces* Ouch. . . vicious little reviewer, aren't ya! :D (Josh: I'll say. . .) Your review made me smile when I saw it. :D Thank you so much! I made you a Josh voodoo doll to take your anger out on! ;D Enjoy.
Cute Dragon: You've reviewed so much and I haven't said thanks *BAD LI!!! ;D*
Evilgoddess1990: Eep, don't hurt me too much! ;D jk. Merci beaucoup pour les reviews!
WolfSapphire200: Here's ur update! Enjoy!
Trio-Spade: Ur reviews are short but sweet and keep me going! Thanks a bunch!
Celria: My first reviewer ever, what can I say? I wouldn't have continued without ur helpful feedback! Keep updateing your stories!
BladeWitch DranzerSeer: *hides beneath desk*O.o. . .scary reviewer. . .
Dna18: Sorry but Maxie must suffer. *huggles Max* I love the kid but his brother does not.
CrEaTiVe-LoTus-BlOsSom: Ur name was heck to spell, all those capitals. . . Thanks for the review, short and sweet!
Lily Carroll: Thanks for the delicious chocolate and the even better review! You review really helped me to keep digging away at my writers block. *holds up a worn down pick axe* Don't worry, there will be a lemon but there will also be rape scenes, hope you don't mind too much. O.oU ~~~~~
LITS: Thanks to all you people who I haven't put up here! I appreciate your reviews!!!! Now, on with the chapter, P.s. I don't own Beyblade but I do own this interesting looking letter opener in the shape of a parrot. .O.oU
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Rei's POV
It had been three days since Josh had arrived and needless to say, all the Bladebreakers liked him, heck I like him. He works with the All Stars with Judy. He's helped upload some new data into Dizzi, he improved Dragoon's defense and Dranzer's speed. He's working on Driger now. He even made Kai laugh, something that shocked the hell out of us. We didn't think it was possible. He's a real nice guy. Does he know about Max's. . .problem? I had no idea I'd be right when I confronted Max. He seems to be the only one who doesn't like the fact that his brother came here, though he'd never admit it to us. He's also taken up the habit of following me around. To keep me from telling the others about his eating disorder? I'm not sure. I really should talk to him but he's been so stressed lately. ~~~~
"Rei? Helloooo. I had to call you three times!" said Josh. Rei smiled.
"Sorry, I've got a lot on my mind." Josh took a seat in front of him and tossed him his beyblade.
"Anything you want to talk about? I'm a good listener." Said Josh. Rei smiled slightly but shook his head.
"Nah. It's not that important." He said. Josh shrugged and inched slightly closer to him.
"You have such nice hair, how do you take such good care of it?" he asked, fingering the tail of Rei's wrapped hair.
"Lots of washing. It gets tangled really easily. . .don't get me started or I'll never stop!" laughed Rei. By this time, Josh's hands were running through the tail of his wrapped hair. Max, who had been watching not to far away, glared. Steeling himself, he got up and walked over to the duo.
"Josh. I need to talk to you." Josh smirked slightly and let go of Rei's hair.
"Okay Max." he said, getting up and following him into the house. Despite his fear towards his older brother, that didn't stop him from being angry.
"Josh, you said you'd give me time! Stay away from him!" Josh's eyes narrowed and a smirk replaced the frown.
"Ha, I knew it you fag. Anyways, you're taking too long. I'm getting bored." Said Josh moving closer. Max backed away on instinct, his back hitting the wall of his room.
"You know I won't let you hurt the other boys. . .just give me one day. Please?" said Max quietly. Josh grinned and pulled Max's face up.
"Of course, one day." He said before placing his mouth over Max's. Max stood, completely passive, letting Josh have his way until he stopped. Josh smiled slightly and left Max in his room. Max waited a while before following him out, almost afraid that he'd be lurking behind the door. He made his way outside, making his choice of action final as he looked for Rei. To his relief, Rei was alone, trying out his remade blade. He placed a hand softly on Rei's shoulder, making him jump.
"Max! I didn't hear you. What's up?" Max smiled faintly, avoiding Rei's golden eyes.
"Nothing, I. . .just want to tell you something." Rei grinned and picked up Driger and loaded it back in it's launcher.
"Sure, what's-" Before Rei could make another move, Max pulled his head down and pressed his lips against Rei's. Rei's eyes widened in shock before closing, enjoying the chaste kiss. Max pulled away from a slightly dazed Rei.
"Max. . .i . . ." Max chewed his lip, it didn't look like Rei liked it.
"I'm sorry, I just. . .I'm sorry, I gu-." he stammered, only to be cut off by Rei's lips on his. When Rei pulled away, there was a smile on his face.
"I thought you were straight, seeing as Mariah and all. . ." muttered Max with a shy smile. Rei laughed.
"No, no, I love her as a sister, not like that. And here I was thinking you'd never like me." Max grinned and tugged at a lock of Rei's hair.
"What's there not to like? Rei, this isn't the only thing I wanted to tell you. I love you, but we can't be together." Rei frowned, completely confused.
"Wait, let me get this right, I love you, you love me, but we can't be together. Why? Did I do something?" Max sighed and shook his head.
"No, it isn't you, it's me. It's complicated." Rei rested his hands on Max's and grasped him by the shoulders, looking him in the eyes.
"Is it your eating problem?" Max glared.
"What kind of a question is that? And I don't have an eating problem!"
"Max, you up chuck your food. What's it supposed to be?"
"It's complicated, Rei. I can't tell you, I'm sorry. I just wanted you to know that I love you but it isn't meant to be." Muttered Max, looking everywhere but at Rei's eyes.
"How can you know that if we haven't even tried? Max, please tell me." Max shook his head and turned to leave but Rei grabbed his arm, making him wince. Rei frowned and looked down at his sleeved arm.
"No! Rei!" protested Max, but Rei had already pulled Max's sleeve up, revealing the multiple slashes dancing up Max's arm.
"Max. . .please, please don't keep me in the dark. What's happening to you?" Max flinched slightly as he pulled his arm from Rei's grip, tearing some of the delicate scars.
"You owe me that much, Max. I love you so much and it's killing me to see you hurt so much. . ." Max froze and looked back. Rei's eyes were hidden beneath his bangs but tear tracks could be seen trailing down his cheeks.
"Max, I can't stand this. You're starving yourself, cutting yourself but you won't open up. You pull me close, then push me away. Max, you're killing yourself." ~~~
Max's POV
What was I supposed to say to that? I'm not killing myself, though, Rei was wrong about that. Rei, don't cry, please, don't cry. I'm so sorry. Damn it! Why won't my mouth work?! God, Rei, if I knew for sure what was happening to me, I'd tell you in an instant. Rei, don't cry! I blink as the world swirls around me, but I don't feel dizzy. Then my vision is clear and there's something warm on my face, I touch it with my hand. I'm crying. I'm crying but not for me, I'm crying because Rei is crying. Suddenly Rei is in my arms, he's shaking. I can't believe he's in my arms. I can't believe he's crying. I can't believe he's crying *for me*.
"Max, please." Is all he says between quiet sobs. My arms tighten around him. I don't want to let go. I don't want to face Josh, but I can't let him hurt you. Rei, I love you but I'm sorry. . .
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LITS: Next chapter may contain either rape or a lemon, haven't decided yet. . . it's more likely to be rape. So a warning to you people who don't like violence.
Max: The more reviews LITS get the faster she updates!!!!!
BIG THANKS AND COMMENTS TO. . . .
Rumi-Chan: *winces* Ouch. . . vicious little reviewer, aren't ya! :D (Josh: I'll say. . .) Your review made me smile when I saw it. :D Thank you so much! I made you a Josh voodoo doll to take your anger out on! ;D Enjoy.
Cute Dragon: You've reviewed so much and I haven't said thanks *BAD LI!!! ;D*
Evilgoddess1990: Eep, don't hurt me too much! ;D jk. Merci beaucoup pour les reviews!
WolfSapphire200: Here's ur update! Enjoy!
Trio-Spade: Ur reviews are short but sweet and keep me going! Thanks a bunch!
Celria: My first reviewer ever, what can I say? I wouldn't have continued without ur helpful feedback! Keep updateing your stories!
BladeWitch DranzerSeer: *hides beneath desk*O.o. . .scary reviewer. . .
Dna18: Sorry but Maxie must suffer. *huggles Max* I love the kid but his brother does not.
CrEaTiVe-LoTus-BlOsSom: Ur name was heck to spell, all those capitals. . . Thanks for the review, short and sweet!
Lily Carroll: Thanks for the delicious chocolate and the even better review! You review really helped me to keep digging away at my writers block. *holds up a worn down pick axe* Don't worry, there will be a lemon but there will also be rape scenes, hope you don't mind too much. O.oU ~~~~~
LITS: Thanks to all you people who I haven't put up here! I appreciate your reviews!!!! Now, on with the chapter, P.s. I don't own Beyblade but I do own this interesting looking letter opener in the shape of a parrot. .O.oU
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Rei's POV
It had been three days since Josh had arrived and needless to say, all the Bladebreakers liked him, heck I like him. He works with the All Stars with Judy. He's helped upload some new data into Dizzi, he improved Dragoon's defense and Dranzer's speed. He's working on Driger now. He even made Kai laugh, something that shocked the hell out of us. We didn't think it was possible. He's a real nice guy. Does he know about Max's. . .problem? I had no idea I'd be right when I confronted Max. He seems to be the only one who doesn't like the fact that his brother came here, though he'd never admit it to us. He's also taken up the habit of following me around. To keep me from telling the others about his eating disorder? I'm not sure. I really should talk to him but he's been so stressed lately. ~~~~
"Rei? Helloooo. I had to call you three times!" said Josh. Rei smiled.
"Sorry, I've got a lot on my mind." Josh took a seat in front of him and tossed him his beyblade.
"Anything you want to talk about? I'm a good listener." Said Josh. Rei smiled slightly but shook his head.
"Nah. It's not that important." He said. Josh shrugged and inched slightly closer to him.
"You have such nice hair, how do you take such good care of it?" he asked, fingering the tail of Rei's wrapped hair.
"Lots of washing. It gets tangled really easily. . .don't get me started or I'll never stop!" laughed Rei. By this time, Josh's hands were running through the tail of his wrapped hair. Max, who had been watching not to far away, glared. Steeling himself, he got up and walked over to the duo.
"Josh. I need to talk to you." Josh smirked slightly and let go of Rei's hair.
"Okay Max." he said, getting up and following him into the house. Despite his fear towards his older brother, that didn't stop him from being angry.
"Josh, you said you'd give me time! Stay away from him!" Josh's eyes narrowed and a smirk replaced the frown.
"Ha, I knew it you fag. Anyways, you're taking too long. I'm getting bored." Said Josh moving closer. Max backed away on instinct, his back hitting the wall of his room.
"You know I won't let you hurt the other boys. . .just give me one day. Please?" said Max quietly. Josh grinned and pulled Max's face up.
"Of course, one day." He said before placing his mouth over Max's. Max stood, completely passive, letting Josh have his way until he stopped. Josh smiled slightly and left Max in his room. Max waited a while before following him out, almost afraid that he'd be lurking behind the door. He made his way outside, making his choice of action final as he looked for Rei. To his relief, Rei was alone, trying out his remade blade. He placed a hand softly on Rei's shoulder, making him jump.
"Max! I didn't hear you. What's up?" Max smiled faintly, avoiding Rei's golden eyes.
"Nothing, I. . .just want to tell you something." Rei grinned and picked up Driger and loaded it back in it's launcher.
"Sure, what's-" Before Rei could make another move, Max pulled his head down and pressed his lips against Rei's. Rei's eyes widened in shock before closing, enjoying the chaste kiss. Max pulled away from a slightly dazed Rei.
"Max. . .i . . ." Max chewed his lip, it didn't look like Rei liked it.
"I'm sorry, I just. . .I'm sorry, I gu-." he stammered, only to be cut off by Rei's lips on his. When Rei pulled away, there was a smile on his face.
"I thought you were straight, seeing as Mariah and all. . ." muttered Max with a shy smile. Rei laughed.
"No, no, I love her as a sister, not like that. And here I was thinking you'd never like me." Max grinned and tugged at a lock of Rei's hair.
"What's there not to like? Rei, this isn't the only thing I wanted to tell you. I love you, but we can't be together." Rei frowned, completely confused.
"Wait, let me get this right, I love you, you love me, but we can't be together. Why? Did I do something?" Max sighed and shook his head.
"No, it isn't you, it's me. It's complicated." Rei rested his hands on Max's and grasped him by the shoulders, looking him in the eyes.
"Is it your eating problem?" Max glared.
"What kind of a question is that? And I don't have an eating problem!"
"Max, you up chuck your food. What's it supposed to be?"
"It's complicated, Rei. I can't tell you, I'm sorry. I just wanted you to know that I love you but it isn't meant to be." Muttered Max, looking everywhere but at Rei's eyes.
"How can you know that if we haven't even tried? Max, please tell me." Max shook his head and turned to leave but Rei grabbed his arm, making him wince. Rei frowned and looked down at his sleeved arm.
"No! Rei!" protested Max, but Rei had already pulled Max's sleeve up, revealing the multiple slashes dancing up Max's arm.
"Max. . .please, please don't keep me in the dark. What's happening to you?" Max flinched slightly as he pulled his arm from Rei's grip, tearing some of the delicate scars.
"You owe me that much, Max. I love you so much and it's killing me to see you hurt so much. . ." Max froze and looked back. Rei's eyes were hidden beneath his bangs but tear tracks could be seen trailing down his cheeks.
"Max, I can't stand this. You're starving yourself, cutting yourself but you won't open up. You pull me close, then push me away. Max, you're killing yourself." ~~~
Max's POV
What was I supposed to say to that? I'm not killing myself, though, Rei was wrong about that. Rei, don't cry, please, don't cry. I'm so sorry. Damn it! Why won't my mouth work?! God, Rei, if I knew for sure what was happening to me, I'd tell you in an instant. Rei, don't cry! I blink as the world swirls around me, but I don't feel dizzy. Then my vision is clear and there's something warm on my face, I touch it with my hand. I'm crying. I'm crying but not for me, I'm crying because Rei is crying. Suddenly Rei is in my arms, he's shaking. I can't believe he's in my arms. I can't believe he's crying. I can't believe he's crying *for me*.
"Max, please." Is all he says between quiet sobs. My arms tighten around him. I don't want to let go. I don't want to face Josh, but I can't let him hurt you. Rei, I love you but I'm sorry. . .
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LITS: Next chapter may contain either rape or a lemon, haven't decided yet. . . it's more likely to be rape. So a warning to you people who don't like violence.
Max: The more reviews LITS get the faster she updates!!!!!