LITS: Sorry for the delay. Shit's come up and my depression's taken a turn
for the worse. Anyways, I hope you like the chapter and have a HAPPY
SECULAR, NON-DENOMINATIONS, NON-RELIGIOUS AFFILIATED, FESTIVE HOLIDAYS!!!
P.s. I don't own Beyblade but I do own this! *holds up a bundle of dried
sage* I'm burning this tomorrow in honor of the Goddess and the Oak King's
rebirth! Enjoy the chapter!
BIG THANKS AND COMMENTS TO. . . .
SilveryKitsune: MmMmMmMmMmmmm. . .Jo-chicken. . .;) I love ur reviews. They always make me smile! ;) How can I thank u enough? ;D
Creamy Way: I checked out ur stories and stuff and u have some *serious* talent! Keep writing!
Rin Hiwatari: Good to know! ;D
Evilgoddess1990: Ur super! ;D And ur not screwed up in the head. Ur the only one that's been giving me constructive criticism (though sometimes I don't like it, I appreciate it! ;D
Sakura9566: ( Thanks! I'm happy you like it! I hope you like this story with all it's weird yaoi-ish twist and turns.
KeenaSky: Yes, Josh *is* a bastard and deserves everything that he gets. . .except he might get away in the end! Mwahahaaaaaaaa. . . Anyways, thanks for reviewing, even if u weren't sure what to say! ;D
Celria: ;) I feel for Rei. Being helpless or confused is never fun. Anyways, lookie what I made for you. *holds up an engraved chainsaw* It's for killing Josh. ;D hehehee, can u tell who saw Texas Chainsaw Massacre?
Cute Dragon: One of ur fav? I'm not sure if it's *that* good! O.oU
WolfSapphire200: Yeah, sorry for the bad images! O.oU I'm happy though that you'll keep reading!
Lily Carroll: ;) Thanks for clearing that up. Anyways, it doesn't matter if I don't completely understand the words cause the feelings are there! *glomps* Thanks for the support!!!!
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"See, I told you it'd feel good, love. Now, it's my turn." ~!~!~!~
I sat in the corner of my new room. I had discovered that the windows were nailed shut and the door was locked from the outside. But at the moment, all I could think about was the throbbing ache that pounded in my head and body. I wanted to not remember what had just gone on only hours before but the memories were so fresh. I could still feel Josh's hands crawling their way up my sides, touching my skin. I could feel his dick ramming into me, pounding me into the bed. It was anything but pleasurable. I shivered unconsciously and rubbed at the dark bite spots where Josh had marked me. I wanted to take a shower. No, I wanted to boil myself alive until I was the Max I used to be. I wanted to remove the deep-seated dirt that clawed at my soul. My wrists had dark circles around them from the handcuffs that I had struggled against. It hadn't helped. Nothing ever helped. 'Don't be like that. You *liked* it, Max. Don't you remember? You begged for it.' Whispered the cruel voice in my mind.
"I didn't! I hated it! I didn't want it!" I protested. 'Yes you did. Remember?" I shook my head and clapped my hands over my ears.
"No! Stop! God, I want to DIE!" The last part was choked off by a sob as tears fell from my eyes. Unimaginable pain was released with every tear. My suffering eased and my torture was forgotten as I sobbed into my hands. As I cried, I failed to notice the door being unlocked and opened, followed by footsteps. Warm fingers touched my arm and pulled my hands away from my face. 'Let it be Rei, please, oh please, let it be Rei! Let this just be a dream!' I pleaded as I looked up into a pair of gray eyes.
"Why are you crying? You liked it." A harsh laugh escaped me when I realized what Josh was saying.
"Liked it? Josh, you just had sex with me against my will and I'm supposed to have liked it?" Josh sighed and sat down across from me.
"Before you left, you used to enjoy this. What's wrong with me loving you?" He asked, pulling my face up to look at me.
"I never enjoyed it! I used to put up with it because there was nothing I could do! Josh, I used to love you as a brother, not as a lover. Don't do this to me, please Josh. I love Rei. " I begged. Josh's hand slipped away from my face only to return, with more force in a backhanded slap. I raised my fists to punch him but he caught them, squeezing painfully hard.
"Don't lie, Max. You know the truth." He said softly. I shook my head and struggled to get out of his grip.
"Please don't do this to me Josh. I don't love you like that! I love Rei and because of you he hates me!" I whimpered. Josh smirked slightly.
"It's not my fault that he sees what a whore you are. Flirting with everyone and all. . .I wouldn't be surprised if you've slept with all the boys on your team." He said. I opened my mouth in protest but nothing came out. I hadn't slept with any of the boys on my team but he was right. I was such a fucking whore. . .I didn't deserve to even think of Rei.
"Hm, thought so." Said Josh when I didn't answer.
"I didn't-" I started, then stopped. A cold nothingness cloaked my mind, numbing my emotions. This was my way of dealing. Let Josh believe what he wanted to, what came out of my mouth didn't matter anyways.
"Max, Max, Max, I can see right through you. No one knows you like I do." He said, pulling me onto his lap. I struggled slightly but his grip tightened painfully. When I stopped, he loosened one of his hands and started stroking my hair.
"Why?" I asked faintly. Josh's chest rumbled with laughter.
"Max, you ask that every time, don't you understand. You're mine. I can do whatever I wish with you. I love you, unlike anyone else. Rei would never understand you." I shuddered as his other hand slipped under my shirt and caressed my skin.
"But you're my brother." I said, my voice barely above a whisper. I cringed as he began to kiss the back of my neck.
"Does it really matter? Max, you're so beautiful, how could I resist? Such sweet, blue eyes, golden hair, creamy skin." He said, dragging his tongue up the back of my neck to prove it. I shuddered.
"Someday, you'll ask me to do this to you. You'll beg for this." He sighed. My body shivered involuntarily at the thought.
"Never." I hadn't realized that I had said it out loud until Josh pushed me off his lap and pinned me down. I didn't struggle, I didn't care. There was nothing pure left of me. I turned my head when he tried to kiss me. He watched me for a moment, a predatory smile on his lips.
"After all we've done you still don't like me kissing you? When will you learn?" laughed Josh. He pulled my face back and kissed me. I lay motionless and unresponsive, waiting for him to finish. When he did he sighed and got up.
"Max, you'll learn soon enough." He said as he got up. He smiled at me, a smile worthy of a fifty cent whore before shutting door behind him, leaving me alone in the dark with my demons. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Max: . . .fifty cent whore?
LITS: Don't ask. O.oU So Max, what do u think so far?
Max: I hate Josh. I hope the bastard gets run over by a truck.
Adyna: That can be arranged!!!!! *pulls out typewriter and starts typing away*
LITS: While Adyna's typing the next chap, look! I made you distressed Max plushies! He's got dark circles under his eyes and his hair is all messed up but he smiles if you give him a kiss on the cheek!
BIG THANKS AND COMMENTS TO. . . .
SilveryKitsune: MmMmMmMmMmmmm. . .Jo-chicken. . .;) I love ur reviews. They always make me smile! ;) How can I thank u enough? ;D
Creamy Way: I checked out ur stories and stuff and u have some *serious* talent! Keep writing!
Rin Hiwatari: Good to know! ;D
Evilgoddess1990: Ur super! ;D And ur not screwed up in the head. Ur the only one that's been giving me constructive criticism (though sometimes I don't like it, I appreciate it! ;D
Sakura9566: ( Thanks! I'm happy you like it! I hope you like this story with all it's weird yaoi-ish twist and turns.
KeenaSky: Yes, Josh *is* a bastard and deserves everything that he gets. . .except he might get away in the end! Mwahahaaaaaaaa. . . Anyways, thanks for reviewing, even if u weren't sure what to say! ;D
Celria: ;) I feel for Rei. Being helpless or confused is never fun. Anyways, lookie what I made for you. *holds up an engraved chainsaw* It's for killing Josh. ;D hehehee, can u tell who saw Texas Chainsaw Massacre?
Cute Dragon: One of ur fav? I'm not sure if it's *that* good! O.oU
WolfSapphire200: Yeah, sorry for the bad images! O.oU I'm happy though that you'll keep reading!
Lily Carroll: ;) Thanks for clearing that up. Anyways, it doesn't matter if I don't completely understand the words cause the feelings are there! *glomps* Thanks for the support!!!!
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"See, I told you it'd feel good, love. Now, it's my turn." ~!~!~!~
I sat in the corner of my new room. I had discovered that the windows were nailed shut and the door was locked from the outside. But at the moment, all I could think about was the throbbing ache that pounded in my head and body. I wanted to not remember what had just gone on only hours before but the memories were so fresh. I could still feel Josh's hands crawling their way up my sides, touching my skin. I could feel his dick ramming into me, pounding me into the bed. It was anything but pleasurable. I shivered unconsciously and rubbed at the dark bite spots where Josh had marked me. I wanted to take a shower. No, I wanted to boil myself alive until I was the Max I used to be. I wanted to remove the deep-seated dirt that clawed at my soul. My wrists had dark circles around them from the handcuffs that I had struggled against. It hadn't helped. Nothing ever helped. 'Don't be like that. You *liked* it, Max. Don't you remember? You begged for it.' Whispered the cruel voice in my mind.
"I didn't! I hated it! I didn't want it!" I protested. 'Yes you did. Remember?" I shook my head and clapped my hands over my ears.
"No! Stop! God, I want to DIE!" The last part was choked off by a sob as tears fell from my eyes. Unimaginable pain was released with every tear. My suffering eased and my torture was forgotten as I sobbed into my hands. As I cried, I failed to notice the door being unlocked and opened, followed by footsteps. Warm fingers touched my arm and pulled my hands away from my face. 'Let it be Rei, please, oh please, let it be Rei! Let this just be a dream!' I pleaded as I looked up into a pair of gray eyes.
"Why are you crying? You liked it." A harsh laugh escaped me when I realized what Josh was saying.
"Liked it? Josh, you just had sex with me against my will and I'm supposed to have liked it?" Josh sighed and sat down across from me.
"Before you left, you used to enjoy this. What's wrong with me loving you?" He asked, pulling my face up to look at me.
"I never enjoyed it! I used to put up with it because there was nothing I could do! Josh, I used to love you as a brother, not as a lover. Don't do this to me, please Josh. I love Rei. " I begged. Josh's hand slipped away from my face only to return, with more force in a backhanded slap. I raised my fists to punch him but he caught them, squeezing painfully hard.
"Don't lie, Max. You know the truth." He said softly. I shook my head and struggled to get out of his grip.
"Please don't do this to me Josh. I don't love you like that! I love Rei and because of you he hates me!" I whimpered. Josh smirked slightly.
"It's not my fault that he sees what a whore you are. Flirting with everyone and all. . .I wouldn't be surprised if you've slept with all the boys on your team." He said. I opened my mouth in protest but nothing came out. I hadn't slept with any of the boys on my team but he was right. I was such a fucking whore. . .I didn't deserve to even think of Rei.
"Hm, thought so." Said Josh when I didn't answer.
"I didn't-" I started, then stopped. A cold nothingness cloaked my mind, numbing my emotions. This was my way of dealing. Let Josh believe what he wanted to, what came out of my mouth didn't matter anyways.
"Max, Max, Max, I can see right through you. No one knows you like I do." He said, pulling me onto his lap. I struggled slightly but his grip tightened painfully. When I stopped, he loosened one of his hands and started stroking my hair.
"Why?" I asked faintly. Josh's chest rumbled with laughter.
"Max, you ask that every time, don't you understand. You're mine. I can do whatever I wish with you. I love you, unlike anyone else. Rei would never understand you." I shuddered as his other hand slipped under my shirt and caressed my skin.
"But you're my brother." I said, my voice barely above a whisper. I cringed as he began to kiss the back of my neck.
"Does it really matter? Max, you're so beautiful, how could I resist? Such sweet, blue eyes, golden hair, creamy skin." He said, dragging his tongue up the back of my neck to prove it. I shuddered.
"Someday, you'll ask me to do this to you. You'll beg for this." He sighed. My body shivered involuntarily at the thought.
"Never." I hadn't realized that I had said it out loud until Josh pushed me off his lap and pinned me down. I didn't struggle, I didn't care. There was nothing pure left of me. I turned my head when he tried to kiss me. He watched me for a moment, a predatory smile on his lips.
"After all we've done you still don't like me kissing you? When will you learn?" laughed Josh. He pulled my face back and kissed me. I lay motionless and unresponsive, waiting for him to finish. When he did he sighed and got up.
"Max, you'll learn soon enough." He said as he got up. He smiled at me, a smile worthy of a fifty cent whore before shutting door behind him, leaving me alone in the dark with my demons. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Max: . . .fifty cent whore?
LITS: Don't ask. O.oU So Max, what do u think so far?
Max: I hate Josh. I hope the bastard gets run over by a truck.
Adyna: That can be arranged!!!!! *pulls out typewriter and starts typing away*
LITS: While Adyna's typing the next chap, look! I made you distressed Max plushies! He's got dark circles under his eyes and his hair is all messed up but he smiles if you give him a kiss on the cheek!