She Will be Loved

by Polaris8891

Have you ever felt alone in a crowd? Usagi asked, Always. Heero answered. Two people who never should have met are the only people in the universe who could possibly under stand each other REREVISED

3. Usagi Omoide

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing orSailor Moon

She will be Loved

Chapter 3: Usagi Omoide

6-14-05

by Moongirl

Why does it always seem that the better things are going the worse it seems when it all comes crashing down? That the more trust you put in some one the more it hurts when they betray you?

And they will always betray you.

It might be a morbid thought but I'm finding it harder to find the flaw in the theory.

No one is perfect. Everyone will hurt and be hurt at one time or another.

It is fact.

Even though I am fully aware of the consequences of putting my trust in other people I find it hard not to believe them when the lies their feeding me seem so wonderful.

Is it wrong to want someone to depend on someone who will stay through good times and bad? Wrong to want someone to love you for the twisted person that only you know yourself to be? Is it silly to dream of a perfect match, to hold out for a soul mate?

I suppose it is.

Why worry about happiness it is only fleeting. Why bother with it?

People are selfish and greedy. The rich get richer and to poor get poorer, the strong survive and the weak die that is the way of the world.

Even though this might be true can we just brand humanity a lost cause?

Say that this world is doomed to make its inhabitants suffer until its untimely end. Say that we will bring destruction to the world and be cast into Hell?

Though if I believed that then what would be the point of living at all?

For even though there are bad times I have learned that good times always follow.

Even though there are many people who hurt there are just as many people who heal.

It has taken me a long time to learn this lesson but I am glad that I learned it just the same. For if I had never learned this then I never would have been able to help her, this girl I have come to love. Never would I have I been able to heal her wounds if she hadn't first healed mine.

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It was as though for a moment I had lost my ability to speak. Even if I had opened my mouth no words would have come out. My body felt numb and cold. It felt as though I could recall those lost memories at any time, but something was stopping me some unknown force was willing the memories away from me.

It was like looking but not seeing.

I knew, yet I didn't.

Then the world seemed to lose focus, I was still conscience, yet my body would not respond the commands given to it.

I felt like an onlooker just watching as the boy with light brown hair falling down his face letting only one sparkling green eye be seen lifted me into his arms and carried me to the sofa where he gently lay me down and covered me with a warm blanket that smelled of pine and sandalwood.

I watched as they all gathered around me they looked at me with almost understanding.

And it might have been my imagination, but as I slowly drifted in to unconscious I distinctly remember hearing some one say,

"It's alright little Bunny you are home now."

Though I'm not sure why, why this strange unknown place that I found my self in with these people I did not know I felt a strange sense of wellbeing.

And I believe it.

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I've have a strange unsettling feeling throughout all of today.

Though all things considered the meeting had gone quite well, in a sense. Although Lady Une had had reserves about the situation she complied all the same, of course only after being reminded of the 'contributions' made by myself as well as my comrades that helped lead to the resolution of the resent war.

But that insufferable woman was stubborn, keen on finding any useful information about the mysterious girl who had captured the attention of all five of the Gundam Pilots.

Though we managed to make up some distorted version of the truth, our government has no time to deal with one missing person even if we were Gundam Pilots we can not influence any head of state with out threatening to blow their brains out, which would create to much bad press to even bother to try, besides were experts in tracking down information, why get the government involved

But, the amount of shit people are willing to swallow these days is truly remarkable.

It seems peace has lain to rest most of peoples worries and reserves about people who choose to remain 'nameless'.

Though I suppose it was a good decision to send Quatre along. With his superior social skills he had helped smooth out any wrinkles in Lady Une's mind about this urgent need for identification for this girl.

Which was fortunate for us because, unfortunately that idiot Maxwell had decided to tag along to 'assist us' with the meeting. Though his help consisted of him sitting on his ass through out the entire meeting doing nothing of particular interest, and jumping in to create even more unrealistic events in the supposed life of the mysterious Usagi Omoide.1

The irony of it all,

Or maybe it's just stupidity.

But in any case Lady Une was suckered into the lie we had concocted, and we left with all Usagi Omoide's 'official' documents right down to her kindergarten diploma, complements of our government's gullibility and inefficiency.

Well there are some benefits to being the five people who save the world from a violent overthrow of our 'peaceful' ruling, but who knows maybe a dictator ship would have been better suited for this world.

But that is no longer my concern.

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Nothing

Not a fucking thing.

Three and a half hours of nonstop searching for this girl's past and nothing not a picture not even a damn parking ticket. I've checked all the college's in the area, half the schools in the country, looking for girls matching her physical description and still nothing.

I have even looked in to the possibility of her being out of school and started looking into any high end firms in the area, even low to middle class jobs, right down to Burger King's part time workers.

I know just about every thing there is to know about all the Usagi's in Japan.

And still nothing on the one Usagi I'm interested in.

It's amazing with all my outstanding 'talents' in locating people that this one girl could slip through the cracks. It's frustrating. How could this nobody be so well hidden that even the great Heero Yuy with all my training not find her true identity? It's simple she must be a spy of some sort of important figure, but I can't believe this girl to be an enemy.

Is it stupid to wish this girl to be an innocent? To sincerely hope that I just skipped her file, or that its just in a different place then where I would expect it to be?

Is it wrong to want to trust her?

I sighed.

Switching off my computer I slowly stood and headed off into the kitchen. The lights were dim. I assume the rest of the guys were still out trying to convince Lady Une for the necessary information. Wufei was pissy about having to take Duo along with them and I can't say I blame him, I can onlt hope the idiot didn't mess things up to badly.

Grabbing a slice of three day old pizza out of the frig I grabbed a plate and shoved it into the microwave.

Duo insisted that cold pizza was better that warm pizza so he kept old half eaten cheese pizzas in the frig until they started to smell and Quatre was forced to throw them away when Duo wasn't looking. The other 'things' that inhabited the refrigerator were either to disgusting to even tough, or had some how frozen to the side of the wall.

Most times we just had takeout, but what do you expect in an apartment of only guys?

Quatre being the neat freak he is kept most of the apartment in order but there are some grounds even he is unwilling to tread. The refrigerator and Duo's room, which most of us avoid altogether, fearing for our safety.

The microwave gave a loud ping and I retrieved my steaming pizza.

Walking into the living room I glanced at Usagi's sleeping figure. She looked like an angel, an angel with bags under her eyes and lines on her face from the cresses in the pillow, still angelic though.

I stepped closer so I could get a better look at her.

Her small form was curled up under the blanket Trowa had covered her with hours before. Her long pale blond hair was down in a tangled mess falling down off the couch.

Her skin was void of color contrasting nicely to her full cherry red lips. Her moth was open slightly a small pool of drool to spill from her mouth onto the pillow under her.

It was almost comical. She was adorable like a child. But she was so obviously not a child, her fully developed body and the sharp curves of her face were proof of that.

And those eyes.

Those enchanting hues of crystal blue. Filled with regret and pain, no she was no child. She was fully grown and had lived through her share of trials and tribulations.

But how? How had one so innocent in appearance seem so wise in the hurts of the world?

This world so cruel had tainted this girl, awakened her to the world.

When I had seen her out in the rain that day I had wanted to save her from that pain. But how could one like me one who has helped to deprive this world of its innocence help heal her wounds when I can't even heal my on wounds.

I had wanted to be her prince charming to ride in of my white steed and whisk her away to a far away kingdom with out pain of sorrow, suffering or hate. But who am I to wish for such a thing.

A soft moan caught my attention as the girl's beautiful blue eyes snapped open. She sat up slowly the blanket fell from her shoulders giving me a look at the big orange letters spelling out 'HOOTERS' in big bold print, Duo said he could spare it, like he doesn't have enough of them.

She turned to face me her eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

Her voice was soft and quaked slightly as she spoke. "Who are you."

I starred at her blankly.

As to lock on the door clicked, and slowly opened.

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1Omoide-memories

Thank you every one for the support I'm sorry it took me so long to update.

But now that school's out I'll be able to write more so that'll be good!

I can't believe the amount of support I'm getting! I am so happy that you all like my story so much!

Though I am sorry bout how long it takes for me to update. I an grateful to all those who stuck with me though!

I know this chapter wasn't as long as it should have been and I apologies for that.

I'm also sorry about how little dialogue is in theses last few chapters - -;;;.

But expect more character interaction in the chapters to come!

Also for my earlier readers I'm sorry for the confusion it seems that the breaks between pov's some how got lost between my version and version - -;;;;

But they are there now so just be aware. As for the confusion on who's pov it was I hope I cleared some of it up in this chapter( some small hints are there if you look) the last chapter was merely there to explain the boys feelings on Usagi. But I an sorry for the confusion pov's order is as follows:

Usagi

Usagi

Trowa

Usagi

Duo

Again sorry for the confusion

silver tsukinoThank you for the review sorry it wasn't that soon- -;;;;; ja ne!

arbiter-cosmos: Thank you for the review I'm glad you enjoyed the story ja ne!

Rena Moon: I'm glad you liked it I hope you enjoy this chapter as well ja ne! l

S. Nestor Thank you for the review I'm glad it satisfied you(lol) Duo is the playboy haha I'm glad you liked the Hooters t-shirt thing I hoped someone would lol. And you were right it was Trowa I'm glad you noticed sorry again for the confusion of it all I fixed it so there is a brake so hopefully this chapter is less confusing. I did get the title from Maroon 5's "She Will Be Loved" I love em' too : D hehehe hugs Heero plushy(lol ja ne!

the Desert Fox: Thank you for the review I love your Duo quote hehehe it is Trowa's pov sorry for the confusion but you were right (go you : D) I'll try to keep Duo's famous introductions ( because who doesn't love em' huh?) lol thank you again ja ne (p.s. I fixed Ouatre's name thanks for pointing out the mistake : D)

KokakuTenshi: Thank you for the review (and also for the complements lol) I'm sorry about the mysterious missing break it some how got lost from my copy to ( I'm afraid that may be due to my horrible skills as an editor - -;;;) I'm sorry for the amount of profanity in the last chapter I felt it was needed to show the characteristics of the character I'm sorry though for it being too much I hope this chapter is not as bad in that area thaks again ja ne!

Serenity Maxwell Thank you for the review I'm glad you liked it also thanks for baring with meI know my updates have been slow - -;;;;;I'm also glad I wasn't completely predictable in having her forget her name thanks again ja ne!

Fallen Angel of SilenceThank you for the review I am aware I spelled Ouatre's name wrong (oh I'm embarrassed - -;;;) thank you for catching my mistake I'm a horrible editor thank you again don't worry I don't think of it as bashing but constructive criticism (which I very much need) I'm glad you liked it ja ne!

Liza: Thank you for the review I'm glad you like the story so far the pov did change the brakes were lost for a wile but I have them back in there if there's any more confusion please let me know thanks again for the review ja na!

TsukinoGoddess Thanks for the review I'm glad you liked it I hope this chapter meets your expectations : D ja ne!

sleepy26 Thank you for the review I'm glad you liked last chapter I hope you like this one too ja ne!

Dark Universe Thanks for the review sorry for the confusion it was Duo tough : D thanks again ja ne!

Sippio: Thanks for the review I'm sorry you didn't like last chapter as much as you liked the first it was very confusing (I added the brakes in that ff. took out but I'm sure it was still confusing) I wanted to add more pov's because I wanted to explain about the other peoples feelings about the situation I know that the writing wasn't my best and it was hard to understand who was talking but I was only trying to get other peopls pov's across I'm sorry if I had done it in an illegible way and I am sure that there are many people who also think it was a bad choice on my behalf but I'm glad that you did inform me of this thank you for your advise

Kayla Tsukino Thank you for the review I'm glad you like the story so far this is a Heero/Usa paring I love the couple so most of my GW/SM stories will be a Heero /Usa paring thanks again for the review je ne!

Jax9 Thank you I will lol ja ne!

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Moongirl