Drowning Away

by the-apocalypse-is-near

COMPLETE.Look, I know that no one really wants to read poems cause they're boring but consider mine. Post Twilight. Jesse dies. Suze is in pain.

2. Without him

Look at me

Here I am

Trying to understand

The confusion

Trying to see

With no light

Trying to laugh

While the tears fall

Trying to make friends

With thin air

Trying to breathe

While holding my breath

Trying to mourn

An empty coffin

But one thought

Keeps plaguing my mind

What if at the end of the day

I'm not strong enough?

Without him

I feel so deranged

Without him

I need to see

Through the pain

I'm searching for

My lost soul

Trying to commit Suicide

even though I am dead

Trying to make

Insanity sane

Trying to bleed

Blue blood

Trying to hear

Although I'm deaf

Trying to conjure the sun

While the rain is pouring

Trying to stop

An endless story

But one thought

Keeps plaguing my mind

What if at the end of the day

I'm not strong enough?

Without him

I feel so deranged

Without him

I need to see

Through the pain

I'm searching for

My lost soul

Can I recover?

Will the pain ever go?

Make the pain stop

Please…