What to do
My pain is a tornado
Yet to be unleashed
But I bottle it all inside
Never let them see me cry
Especially not Paul
My cry of loss
Is heard through dimensional walls
Can you hear?
I'm trying to get out
Driving me crazy
All this emotion seeping through me
Do you even care?
The phone is ringing
But I'm not picking up
I just lay here
Sleeping a sleepless sleep
It's so hard
I don't know
What to do
My pain is a tornado
Yet to be unleashed
But I bottle it all inside
Never let them see me cry
Especially not Paul
Sometimes I wish
This were all a dream
But standing at his funeral
Gave me some perspective.
He's died
And now he's dead