Destroying my sanity

I want you

Despity your vanity

That goes through

You walked past

Brushing my side

My heart rate picked up fast

I open my eyes wide

And look around

I'm nauseated by this feeling

Maybe your just a rebound?

Somehow, I don't think it's that liberating

I gaze down in shame

What is wrong with me?

When I say yout name

Anger surged in me

Feeling bad

When I stare at you in class

Am I realy so sad?

Am I going ot be like Kelly, checking out your ass? ( hope not)

I can hardly think

I can't tell any one, they'be bemused

I'm at the brink

Confused

A/N: Can any one guess who she's talking about? Come on, it's easy!