First Feed

I do not own Angel or anyone from Angel. I only own people you have never heard of before. AU!

He was right, I didn't understand any of this, until I had my first feed. It was invigorating, it was like I was reborn as a child, and then suddenly went to adulthood still with all of the acute senses of a young child. Maybe I should tell who, when, and where this took place. The when was an hour or so after I awoke from my unbelieving of what had happened. The where was a dark alleyway in the heart of London's Whitchaple slum. And the who was a helpless women prostitute. I drank from her after William and Angelus ravaged her over and over, while Darla, Drusila, and myself watched and listened to the woman's screams and moans of pain and pleasure.

After I drank from her, Angelus thought that maybe my next kill should be my family. My vampire instincts said, "Yes, do it!" But my human instincts that still lingered told me, "No, they are your family. You love them. You can't kill them!" So I respectfully said that I wish to wait until I got the hang of these new feelings and powers flowing through me. Of course he agreed. Anyway, me and "the gang" got quite a taste for prostitutes, we kissed nearly seven of them that was reported on. You probably know those kills as the doings of the famous "Jack the Ripper", but I was actually the one doing the killing, Angelus and William just had their fun with them before hand.

We roamed England looking making as much mayhem as we could. I quite enjoyed myself. But there was one problem, there are three woman and only two men, Angelus, sadly was Darla's and although I got my share of him he belonged to Darla only. William was Dru's, like I would want him, he is a wuss compared to Angelus. But I had no one that belonged to me and me only. So I suggested one day, that I should find a mate to spend the rest of eternity with.

"I agree, this group is uneven, we need one for man." said Darla.

"Yes, but I am in charge as I always have been, find a weak one that will not be hard to deal with." said Angelus.

"I can find whom ever I want, thank you very much." I said to him just to make him mad, like I knew it would.

"Alright, go! Be back with him before sunrise, alive! I want to see him before you change him." said Angelus as I walked away to find me a mate.

So I went out into the streets to find and man to make my own. I knew it would take longer than one night to find the right man but I had to try. Anyway I wondered around the streets of London looking for the perfect one. When I was about to go home a young, very handsome man was thrown out of a pub. He looked like he was drunk as hell, he was stumbling all over, and laughing at nothing. He was perfect. I went up to him and knocked him to the ground unconscious.

"So this is the guy you want to sire?" said Angelus.

"Yes. He is handsome, easy to control, and he is just my type."

"Dumb and drunk?" asked Angelus.

"Hey she likes you don't she." said William laughing.

"Watch your tongue William, or I will bite it off." said Angelus.

"Now, now boys, calm down. No need to fight, we need to show are new guest what we are all about." said Darla.

"Darla is right, besides I did what you said, he is alive." I said to Angelus.

"Yes, that you did. Well lets look at him, wake him up." said Angelus.

So I went over to the man and shook him till he woke.

"Where the hell am I? And Who the hell are you all? Wait I remember you, you are the one who knocked me out." he said starting to stand and then falling back over.

"Yes, I am. I would have killed you by now, but Angelus wanted you alive." I said to him.

"Who the hell is Angelus?" he asked trying to stand back up.

"I am." said Angelus standing forward.

The man just kind of looked at Angelus as Angelus circled him looking him over.

"I guess he will do."Said Angelus.

Then I got my "game face" on and turned quickly biting the man on his neck. He screamed of course, then I cut the top part of my breast and made him drink the blood pouring out of the cut. He fell to the floor and laid there for some time, then after I heard his heart stop beating, he got up and gave me a very odd smile. He then just grabbed me around my waist and kissed me very hard and long. He then picked me up and took me in one of the bed rooms and closed the door before Angelus or anyone else said anything to him.

We had the most amazing sex I have ever had. Not as good as Angelus, but still he was all mine. Not Darla's, not Dru's, noone's but mine.

So that was chapter 4 what do yall think so far? I hope you all like. Please review!