Making a name

I don't own Angel!

After James, the man I killed, became comfortable with his new life, we moved on. James and I became very close in a sense that he would not let Angelus near me any more. He said that I was his and his only, I actually enjoyed that, but Angelus wasn't pleased.

"She made me, so I am her's and she is mine." said James to Angelus.

"Well I made her so I guess that would make her mine." said Angelus.

"Boys, stop it." said Dru.

"James. Stop antagonizing Angelus." I said.

"Why not? Because he is the all powerful leader that everyone must obey?" said James.

"Yes, I am the leader and everyone will obey me." said Angelus.

"Angelus, James, stop it. James you have known from the beginning that Angelus is the lead of us. So stop acting like it's the first time you heard about it." I said.

"Sophia, instead of us using our powers and wiliness to kill to give him a good reputation, why don't we go and make a name for our selves." said James.

"James, Angelus made me, I can't leave." I said to him.

"And you made me and I can't leave you. But I don't want to be in his shadow the rest of my life." said James.

"James, what life? We are dead." I said.

James then looked as though I staked him in the heart.

"If you want to go, then go. I will not stop you." said Angelus.

"Angelus, he will not last a day out there on his own." I said to him.

"Then you go as well." said Angelus.

I looked at Angelus, then at James, then down at my feet. I didn't want to leave, but then I thought and, I brought this on my self. I wanted someone who I could spend forever with, if he left, so must I. So I said goodbye and me and James left.

We wondered around England trying to think of ways to make a name for us. Then we saw it, or well James saw it, there was a young girl about five or six, walking down the side of the street.

"Sophia, do you see that little girl?" he asked me.

"Yes. What about her?" I said.

"Well that is how we can make a name for ourselves. We can kill children." he said to me.

I stopped dead in my tracts. "Kill children?" I ran that thought through my mind over and over. Yes I am a ruthless killer, I will kill a man in seconds with out second thought, but children? Some how I decided that, that crossed the line.

"We can't kill children." I said.

"Why not?" he asked me with a very confused look on his face.

"We just can't, its not right." I said.

"We are dark lords, we kill anything and everything that we want." he said.

"Not helpless children." I said.

"Why not!" he yelled.

"We just can't ok." I said.

"If Angelus told you to kill a child you would do it." he said.

"No, James, I wouldn't." I said.

"Whatever. Lets just do it." said James.

Then as James turned his back on me, I stuck a piece of wood through the center of his chest, right straight through his heart.

"Where is James?" asked Angelus.

I just looked down at the floor.

"What happened to making a name for yourself?" Angelus asked.

"That died with him. I didn't want this to change." I said.

"Yes, sweetheart, you did. You are the one who wanted everything we were to change." said Angelus.

"I wanted the way we paired to change. You have Darla, William has Dru. I have no one." I said.

"We are vampires, we don't need anyone but ourselves." said Angelus.

That is when I started to realized that vampires can't love, we think of ourselves and ourselves only.

Well that was chapter 5, is everyone liking this so far? I sure hope so, please review!

And a very special thanx and hello to Chandra!