Halo! Chapter two's here! Yay! I got a new beta :dance: I'm a very happy Pammapoo right now, thank you so much to every each one of you who review, your really made my day and really want me to go on. About my other story 'Lily, look at me' I really don't know what to write about it anymore, I wrote the chapter five, but I don't like the way it's going at all, so I really don't know what to do. So if you want to throw some ideas out for me, I'm really open for it:)
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Anyways, I really hope you will like this chapter as much as I do, if you don't, then tell me, I won't get med, promise. And thanks to my new beta, Aquarius12! And as always, I own nothing.
And now…
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Enjoy!
Bodies were moving seductively every where on the crowded dance floor. He looked around and saw the same old thing he saw every time he came, bodies rubbing up against one another, groping each other in the most private of parts. It was turning him on.
He looked at the dancing pair who was far back in the corner of the pub, the woman was rubbing her bottom into the guy's groin while he had his right hand under her short dress and his other hand squeezing her breasts, the woman in the red dress threw her head back as she let the perfect stranger finger her.
Warm hands suddenly snaked around his waist; James was about to pull the person away but something struck him…
"Why be loyal when she can't see it?" ask Sirius, picking up his bottle of muggle bear.
"Because I love her," he replied simply, swinging his legs back and forth in the pool.
Sirius snorted "Doesn't seem like she cared," he said angrily, "She obviously loves work more than you--"
"--That's not true!" Now it was James's turn to get angry, he looked away from his friend and swung the bottle up to his lips, sucking in the alcohol in the bottle. "You don't know her…"
"Oh, well… you know I've never really liked her anyways." Sirius said shrugging. "I don't believe in love, and I never think it ever does anyone any good accept bringing pain and all that drama shit in your life." He paused while swallowing another glop of hot alcohol down his throat, his eyes turned cold. "Fuck all the people who believe in love…"
"You're the one to talk… You just said that because of what happened with Eva still stung you--"
"--The hell with that bitch…" Sirius mumbled, taking another sip.
"You know it's not her fault…you're the one who--"
"--Drop it, mate," Sirius said warningly, and James sighed, "Just go out and have fun, Prongs, she won't even know. She'll never know."
"Want to dance?" a whisper in his ear brought him back to reality as the the music in the pub started returning in his head; he looked down at the brunette who was kissing her way down his chest, and frowned. Sluts, he thought, rolling his eyes.
James sneaked his fingers underneath her chin and gently tugged her chin up so he could have a better look at her face, as gray eyes meets hazel ones, both James and the women backed away from each other in disbelieve. They both stared at one another for a while before the realization hit them like a thousand bricks--
"James!" the women gasped.
"E-Eliza?"
Shocked faces started to form into a wild smile as the surprise died down. James smile warmly at her as he slowly takes in the sight of his ex.
……
Dear James,
There is nothing I want more then to be with you right now… I'm so sorry I have to leave you there, but I know you'll be fine. I am to stay here for two weeks… I'm so sorry… if I could go home sooner, I would in a heart beat… I miss you so much, everyone here is going crazy, one of the patients in France had died from the new curse, and we are trying our best to keep ours alive…
But anyways, how are things going over there? Is your Auror duty going alright? I just hope you won't get hurt…I flooed you yesterday when I first got here but you weren't home--
"Mrs. Potter, is there anything you would like to share with us here?"
Lily looks up from her letter and drops her quill to the table, her cheeks burnt red at the embarrassment she felt from not paying attention.
"Um, no sir." She said cheaply and forced a smile, her teammate rose her eyebrows at her. Lily give her friend a glare before returning back to her letter. Nothing was going to stop her from writing this letter to James now, she had been interrupted all day. It had only been a day, since she left her home and she already missed it dearly. She had to write to him in case he got worried, even though she knew he wouldn't even open the letter… Just in case… she thought hopefully, and besides, she wanted his reply. She hoped he'll reply…
Now where was she? Oh--
Please floo me in my hotel living room and leave a message there if I'm not in my room, as soon as you get this letter, please, I am worried sick about you.
I don't have much time to write more, but I promise I'll write again. I have to go now, take care of yourself while I'm gone…
Love forever,
Lily.
……
"You married Evans! That short, quiet, redhead who never had a boyfriend and always yelled at you for hexing Snape?" Eliza asked, laughing hard at the news she just received. James only nodded at her question, unable to speak himself. Neither of them knows why they were laughing so hard, but the alcohol in their veins was making their vision blurry.
"Well, she is quite pretty…" Eliza side, looking thoughtful, "Oooh, isn't she the one who had big tits?"
James threw his head back and laughed even harder at this, "Yeah." He couldn't believe that after four years, he could still talk so comfortably with his ex, the last girl he went out before Lily… the only girl beside Lily that he had the longest relationship with.
"I can't believe out of all the people, you would get married…you were such a player!"
"Yeah, come to think of it, I didn't see it coming either, I just fell in love… I just wanted to stop fooling around and just be with her, and only her, you know?"
"That's really sweet, James…How long have you two been married?" Eliza asked as she laid her head against his chest.
"Four years… we got married in Hogwarts, the day after everyone left for the summer, and to their new lives. I wanted to marry her where I first met her… and it was Hogwarts."
"Wow, listen to you! You sound like Lupin! God, what happened to you!" Eliza laughed as she raised her head from his chest to have a good look at his face. "So why are you here alone then? Where is your woman now?" she asked curiously, looking deep into his hazel eyes that suddenly turned sad.
"She's away… she said just for a little while…" he mumbled, and Eliza knew right then that he's sad, very sad. From her experience as being his girlfriend for year and a half, she could still remember his needs and his hates. She felt like she hated that Lily already for doing this to such a sweet guy.
"You two fought, didn't you?" she asked gently, stroking his cheek.
James looked away, "let's talk about something else, eh?" he said, trying to sound cheerful.
Eliza ignored him and gently pushed him to look back at her again, "I'll make you forget, James." And with that said, she pressed her lips to his softly. James eyes widened in shock as he tried to pull back, but it felt so good to be kissed again. He didn't want to let go… he just want to be loved. And so he kissed her back.
They both got so caught up in the moment that James didn't even think when she was sitting on his lap, when he apparated out of the pub with Eliza in his arms, or when he pushed her lags apart before entering her, that he had a wife who loved him with all her little heart, that how much this would hurt her if she ever knew… that how much this would hurt him if she ever knew…
……
"James? Love, are you home!" Lily called out as she looked around the living room out from the fire place, "I know you're upset, but please talk to me! James?"
No answer.
She sighed sadly, It's been two days now, Lily could feel tears starting to well up in her eyes as the thought of him never talking to her entered her mind.
"James!"
Again, no answer.
"I'll try again later then…" she mumbled quietly as she looked around the room hopefully for the last time, "bye…"
Lily quietly pulled her face out of the fireplace and slowly stood up, she brushed some of the powder off her face and looked at her watch, It read six forty- five A.M.
"Oh great, I'm late for work," she said annoyed, as she rushed to the bathroom. She turned on the cold water and splashed it on her face, her thoughts filled with James, and what he was doing at the moment…
Lily looked up from the sink and into the mirror, she saw a young women around the age of twenty-one staring right back at her, she had a pair of big bright green eyes, her soft, red curls fell around her shoulders, and her bangs, wet from the water. Her small full lips were red from the cold water. Altogether, the women looked gorgeous, but there was something different about her…her skin looked creamier, her face looked brighter, even though in such a sad time of her life.
Lily shook her head and cleared out her silly thoughts and dried her face. With another look at her watch, she grabbed her wand and quickly apparated to the healing center.
As she got there, everyone was busy rushing around like the first day she got there. Lily was about to turn to her lab when--
"Lily! Thank goodness you're here! We have a meeting in five minutes!" Angel, one of her teammate shouted as she saw Lily arrive.
"Again!" Lily ask, confused, but they just had one yesterday!
"Yeah, they discovered something new, I don't know. Come on, lets get ready!" both of the girls rushed their way in to the meeting room and seated themselves down. Lily immediately felt dizzy when the smell of the brand new potion hit her nose. The potion was sitting on the desk in front of every one in the meeting; Lily figured it was the potion that would help heal the new curse.
"Alright, everyone! Ready of this meeting?" asked the head healer, everyone nodded. Lily felt even dizzier as she moves her head.
"Ok, what wore ous loud yod moosh himest."
What the heck? Lily thought confusedly as she tried to listen close to what the head healer had said.
"Moy oi seem pu la."
"What?" she whispered and looked around her stupidly, why does everyone looked so weird today? So blurry…
"Oh my god, Lily!" Lily heard someone near her shout, but the room was closing in on her, she tried to blink but she was sinking into darkness…
……
Blink, blink.
White ceilings…white walls…white doors…white blankets…white everything…Erg, stop it! Where was she?
Lily looked around the white room in confusion, and sat up carefully from the white bed. Everything around her was familiar, and then it hit her like a bat that she was in a healing room.
"Why am I in a healing room?" she asked herself, scratching her head.
There was a muffled sound outside the room and a minute later, the door burst open and in came all of her teammates. Every single one had a huge smile on their face, it was creeping Lily out since the smile was sent in her way.
"Hi?" she said uncertainly.
No answer.
She groaned, it's bad enough that her husband won't answer to her floo and now this?
"What?" Lily ask, feeling quite annoyed.
…
"Lily! You're pregnant!" Angel shouted with joy as she rushed to Lily and hugged her.
She heard all of her teammate shout with joy before she once again, sank into the darkness alone.
:Look around at the sleeping audience: Oh, come on, wake up now. It's not that bad, is it? Oh well…I have the lowest self esteem, so leave Pammapoo some review please? So she could feel better about herself?
