Just to say:

Fred will NOT stay this way for long promise!

It is an important part of the story so try to bear with me.

Disclaimer: don't own the gorgeous twins or the poem at the end though I wish I did!

"I am no angel," The vision in front of me muttered.

"Oh no, a fallen angel perhaps?"

He looked up, his blue eyes brimming with pain, "Fred don't do that – don't pretend like it's all alright!"

Fred? Why did he keep calling me that? My name wasn't Fred it was… well I knew it wasn't Fred.

"Who are you?" I tried.

"What?" He looked confused.

"Who are you?" I repeated, more slowly this time.

"You, you don't remember me?" He asked tears starting to brim in his eyes. I felt remorse for causing this sweet being any pain but there had to have been some mistake somewhere.

"No should I?" He stood up and his chair was knocked to the ground as he steadily began to back away from me. "I'm sorry I don't mean to cause you pain I simply-" He turned at this and ran, his feet pounding along the floor, doing absolutely nothing for my aching head. " Don't remember…you."

"What is all this racket?" A short, plump woman bustled out from a side office wearing a white cap and apron. I guessed she was a nurse.

"I don't know he just ran," I said flinching as she brought a metal tray on wheels with her that clattered noisily. "He seemed upset because I don't know him."

She stopped. "You mean you don't recognise him?"

"Well yes." I sighed why was this not sinking in?

"Do you recognise me?"

"No I've only just met you – will someone please explain what's going on here?"

"Well I suspect your suffering from a form of amnesia due to the illness wizarding freeze you picked up out there it can be a symptom. It was a close thing you almost died! Consider yourself lucky this is the only side effect."

"Amnesia? I don't feel like I've forgotten anything though!"

"What's your name, age and do you have any siblings?"

I sighed, god was she a simpleton? "My name is… is… well I'm…" I tried really hard to remember. I mean these are simple details; one just doesn't forget simple details.

But evidently I had, I could not remember a single personal detail and the harder I tried to remember the more impossible it became to remember.

"I think I had better notify your family!" The nurse said. But before she did this, she made me swallow a couple of potions. "For the pain." She said simply and the scanned my head with her wand.

Frowning she removed the tray and bustled off back to her office.

I lay back and stared up at the ceiling. It was a weird feeling not knowing anything about myself. Not that at that moment I could actually remember a time when I did know things about myself but still. I felt…lost.

It must have been about fifteen minutes later when there was a slight kafuffle at the door of the ward and then I was engulfed in a perfumed hug and someone was crying on my head.

"Fred Weasley! What did you think you were doing? Falling asleep in the rain! We could have lost you to and after Percy-" The figure seemed to break down again and I endured it all for a little longer before she pulled back.

Then the nurse came again and explained about my amnesia.

I perused the group surrounding me; there were about seven of them all males except for the woman that had been hugging me and a sweet little girl at the end. Nearly all of them had freckles and they all had red hair.

Red hair… my angel had red hair. I wondered where he was.

The group was introduced as my family and I was told I had a twin called George. This exited me although I was also saddened when they told me that by rights I should have been able to remember him, as twins often remembered each other even when they could remember nothing else. I wondered if we were close.

I heard a noise come from behind the assembled group; Ahh there was my angel, although for some reason my heart tightened painfully in my chest as I saw the sadness in his eyes at the nurse's last statement.

"So basically stay with him, take him round Hogwarts and see if it sparks a memory and keep talking to him about the past, you know family outings that kind of thing. There is absolutely no reason to believe he wont make a full recovery and quite soon too." The nurse finished. Smiling at me she told me I was free to go.

I sat on the bed looking at the angel and wondering. I felt attracted to this man; hell did I feel attracted to him! And yet he looked like my family and I wondered… was he a cousin or heaven forbid a brother?

I watched as he twisted his hands nervously in his lap. "Fred…I-" He stopped not knowing what to say obviously.

I licked my lips nervously and watched as his eyes were drawn to the simple action, watched as he leaned in and devoured them.

It was like heaven had taken up residence in my lips mixed with a healthy dose of hell in my mouth and I loved it. And yet it was all so new to me, instinctively my mouth kissed back but I could not remember ever doing it before, to me this was my first kiss and then an image flickered in the edges of my mind, like a burning parchment shrinking and curling at the edges. I tried to grasp and view it but it was gone before I could.

He broke away and looked guiltily it seemed at the floor.

I was in cloud nine and couldn't understand his solemn attitude, "what's wrong?"

"Look there's something you aught to know," He said handing me a mirror.

I frowned confused and looked into it.

And saw my angels face staring back at me… only less perfect.

Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore...--

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