A Promise- Hate me
A/N Wow. Another one? Go figure.
"I'm sick with apprehension"
"Why wouldn't I trust you?"
I stared mechanically at her. I didn't want to go where she was leading me.
"I see the way you watch me. I know what you think. I'm not stupid, you know. Or maybe you don't know that. You think I won't notice. I see how it is. Now you're saying I'm stupid!"
She was desperately reaching for her point to come across.
"Are you leaving me here
with a taste of the end"
"Are we all victims of opportunity"
I needed him to hate me. I didn't want to be the one hurting in the end.
"It's not like that. You know it."
"I don't know anything. I'm stupid."
Ask. Just ask already.
"What are you getting at?"
"It's over, Harry."
"I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know"
"Turn your back on hope
and go back inside"
I stood there for a moment hoping I imagined what she had said, but I knew it was true.
She assumed I thought nothing of her.
She said I acted as though she were stupid.
"My life just lost all meaning"
"Last night it came as a picture,
with a good reason, a warning sign"
I was afraid of being alone but even more of ending up hurt. I wanted Harry to hate me so that he could let go. He didn't need someone like me. He needed someone better.
I woke up feeling afraid after that nightmare, and I knew Harry would still be awake brooding. I had wanted to see him. To let him comfort me.
Then I realized that it was wrong of me to bother him about some childish bad dream. He had other things to worry about.Yet I went down there anyway.
"You did this"
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