A Promise- I'm lost without you
A/N I know. I'm a posting fanatic.
"Like indecision to see you
and hear your voice of treason"
At the same time I wanted and didn't want to know what was really going on with her.
She was lying to me. I only now realize that. For a few minutes I seriously thought I had done something wrong.
It's not true. I put myself out there for Hermione.
Maybe the only thing I could be guilty of is not trying harder when I knew she was going to end things.
I'm going to fight for her. She's just so stubborn.
How can I get through to her?
"So lost and disillusioned"
"Fate fell short this time"
Maybe I was wrong.
Here's a letter for you, but the words get confused. I apologize for the past. Believe me I failed this effort. Take a deep breath, I know I'm gonna regret it. I'm always wanting you when you speak and make time stand still. My head is made up of memories, and I'll miss your laugh, your smile. I lose myself in your eyes. I will go down as your lover, your friend, and pretend to restore what we have and hold on. I wish I could explain myself but words escape me. Savor the moment cause the memory's fleeting. I need you so bad. I'm lost without you.
"I need somebody and always"
"This awkward silence makes me crazy"
I watched anxiously as she read the letter.
I hoped she would understand. I hoped she would take me back.
I meant everything I said in that letter. I spent time trying to word it right and ended up just writing what came to mind.
I couldn't take it if she rejected me again.
I needed Hermione. I will always need her.
"Give me your lips
and with one kiss we begin"
I gazed into his emotive emerald eyes.
I saw hope and desperation. Most of all I saw devotion.
How could I have been so irrational?
Harry wouldn't hurt me. He cared too much.
I shouldn't have tried to push him away.
I kissed him and hoped it was the answer he wanted.
It wasn't an ordinary kiss either. It was a promise.
"Always"
Disclaimer: Plot belongs to moi. Lyrics though some are a bit different belong to Blink 182. The letter was composed of lyrics that belong to Blink as well. Characters and anything else you might recognize most likely belong to Jo Rowling.
A/N So that was it. Finit. I trashed my first idea completely and wrote this up in a few hours the other night. It is certainly not my best. Sadly, it is better than the original. Sequels are supposed to suck anyway, right? I hope at least some of you like it. Please review. Thanks. Au revoir.