Mary could just imagine how soft it would be to stroke Roxanne's hair.Roxanne's eyes were the most beautiful eyes Mary had seen in forever.They were even more beautiful than any other eyes that she has seen before.Mary was tempted to kiss Roxanne.I am NOT a lesbian, I can't be a lesbian, it's against my family values.I've always been totally straight, sure I've had close girl friends, but don't we all? This is so confusing.I mean, Roxanne is the only girl I've ever thought of like this.Why am I tempted to kiss her when I'm supposed to be straight?One thing I know is that I'll have to fight this longing somehow. Mary was deep in her thoughts.
"Mary, if you would like you are welcome to stay at my house for as long as you'd like, I'll tell Sargeant Michaels about Carlos and he can handle the job. You don't deserve this," said Roxanne hoping to comfort Mary.Mary couldn't believe Roxanne would go out of her way to do something like this for her.She couldn't resist this offer.Why is she being so kind to me.I almost feel guilty.No other friend has been there for me as much as Roxanne has now. Mary continued to think about it."I would love to stay with you.I can't believe you're doing this for me Roxanne," said Mary who couldn't believe the offer."No problem, anything for a friend," said Roxanne.They hug.Mary took Roxanne over to her place."Here Mary you can share my room if you would like or you can sleep in the guest room," said Roxanne who was showing Mary around."I'll share with you," said Mary."Great, it will be cool to finally make use of the pull out bed in my room," said Roxanne."Would you like to watch a movie with me?" asked Roxanne."I would love that," said Mary."What's your favorite movie?" asked Roxanne."I really don't have one, you choose," said Mary.
"How about Joe Dirt?" asked Roxanne."I LOVE Joe Dirt, how did you know?" asked Mary.
"I kind of figured you were a Joe Dirt fan, I guess friends just know," said Roxanne.
Mary was surprised that Roxanne knew what she liked.It was not at all a romantic movie, yet Mary still felt close to Roxanne as they sat on the love seat together.
"Mary, I have an important secret to tell you," said Roxanne.
"What's that?" asked Mary
"I'm afraid I might be bisexual," said Roxanne.
"Really?" asked Mary.
"Yes, I've felt this way for a long time.I remember the time I was trying to get Lucy's husband, he was her boyfriend at the time, Kevin. Who is also my work partner to kiss me.The only reason I wanted him to kiss me was because I was afraid I might be gay.I remember the time I was in kindergarden and my friend Sarah used to teach me how to kiss on the playground at recess underneath the slide.I don't exactly remember the whole thing, but one thing I do remember is how she had long black hair that always smelled like the lilies of the valley that grew in my back yard, and how she tasted like the lime jello my mother would always make. When we came home from school.I remember the time Sarah and I were practicing french kissing in my room. My mother walked in and sent Sarah home.After Sarah went home, my mom had a long talk with me. I told her that we were just practicing french kissing.My mom patted me on the back telling me how it is normal to want to know how it feels to kiss someone.