My father told me since the day I was born that I was no ordinary demon. That I was created from his own flesh and bone, created with a poison that no other could handle. When the time came to rule, that I will be the most powerful being ever to come into time.

I should assume that you know who my father is, he is the demon Naraku. Born from pure hatred and evil. But I think the crueler part of the joke is that my mother is the priestess Kikyo. The dead wench that haunts the world today. But is there a bone of pity for her? No, not for the one who tried to kill me before I could even take sweet air into my lungs. I wish only that I could have killed her myself, but I guess she is already dead.

And as for me? Heh, I have precious little myself. My sire is dead, and that leaves me to take up his legacy. Not much to work with, just Kanna, Kagura and Kohaku by my side. The rest fell in battle with him. Shame that not much love is left for the one who rose me. But the ones who defeated him still seem to walk free. I guess I should take care of that at one point. But I can't help but admit my sole weakness:

I am in love with the half breed that slew Father.

This, half demon…

This, Inu-Yasha…

But lets take a step back, I haven't even mentioned my own name:

Emi, the irony of my name. It means "blessed beauty."

I am far from Blessed.

But then again, when I do fulfill my destiny, the world is going to hell. That'll be a good laugh, for all demons. The only way for this to fail is if the one I so desire intervenes with my plans. If only I could woo him away again from the humans for a single night, to show him what I could provide. What a demon such as I could give. A night he will never forget, I never did.

I laugh at the times thinking of what my father would say if he knew the affection I have for him. How that I had met him one night and he had stole my heart from that moment since…how weak he made me…

It was late one night, and I had wandered too far from the castle's aura. I rarely left the palace alone, so I was scared. In human eyes, I am considered quite beautiful: long blonde hair in a braid down my back, sharp blue eyes and an enchanting smile with cherry lips. I took pride in my appearance, wearing fine robes and my nails painted black in their venom. But I was scared, what would happen to me here?

A branch snapped behind me, my head spun in the direction for which it came. "Show yourself!" I demanded in a harsh tone, and there he stood.

His hair flashed in the sweet moonlight. Silver and sharp as it cascaded down his back. His eyes brighter than the sun its self. And he held out his "fang" in defense in order to challenge.

I couldn't stop staring at him, he seemed to alien to me. All my life I had been surrounded by finer things, but he was wild and untamed. His entire scent seemed bitter-sweet to my pallet. I liked this change, I liked it a lot. But I had to be careful as well. I took a fighting stance as he did and demanded his name. When he replied Inu-Yasha I became angry. So this was the being who killed Naraku…

But I had a better idea. Since I could hide my own scent, why tell him now who my father was?

I retreated a little and said "I am called Emi." He withdrew his sword and watched me curiously. I moved closer to his side, speaking more gently (I learned all my tricks from Father) "Are you the one who searched for the shards of the Shikon no Tama?"

"And what if I am!" he still had his defense shields up, but I could change that. "Then what if I could offer you my own? And a place to rest for the night?" It took much of me from wanting to take my revenge then and there, but why not kill five birds with one stone? He seemed suspicious, but thought nothing more when I mentioned hot food as well. "Excellent, go and fetch your friends, and ahead of you is a castle, there is where I live and I shall have a meal waiting for you."

As he left I returned to the castle in haste. I had many things to do if his band was going to come here, that included sending Kagura away with Kanna and Kohaku. This was no real problem since I give her as much freedom as she wants, as long as she does favors when I need them. So with those three gone, I was able to rid of all evidence of them and disguise the home long enough to wipe out any anxiety they might have. I ran a brush through my hair and apply some lip paint and other soft pieces of make up. I suddenly wanted to look pretty for Inu-Yasha. Strange thought…

They arrived promptly, all of them save one. Their Miko wasn't there. Apparently, my old man got one thing right and killed her. But I placed a look of pity on my face and gave them my mourning, laughing on the inside. I guided them to a dining room where my human servants left a meal. They all ate happily and I watched them intensely from my seat.

The Monk seemed prompt enough, all hands away from my ass. I guess the demon slayer kept him quite in line. Pretty as she is, I would not want to be the one to make her angry. The lad did not seem quite happy though, perhaps he missed the one who cared for him so passionately. That was the only thing that made me feel bad for him, but it soon passed. I couldn't keep my eyes off Inu-Yasha.

He has such a nice build for a half-breed. Healthy eater too, I couldn't help but laugh as he slurped down his food. I was content with watching him till the Monk, Miroku spoke. "Why is it that such a young maiden such as yourself live in such a palace alone?"

I deeply sigh and whimpered "Alas, it was not always this way. I lived for many years with my father, the lord of this castle till he was killed by another demon."

They all gasped and the Slayer, Sango replied "So you are a demon as well?"

I did my best not to hiss out from the pain, my father's killers at my table. I mumble the next part though "I'm only a half-demon. My mother was mortal. Dead as well." The room was dead silent.

It was their turn to look at me in sorrow. Pity is something I can not take, but I had to continue my act long enough for them to take the bite. When they were well fed, I escorted them to their rooms. But I doubted that they could enjoy them fully, they would be dead in the morning I assured myself. Inu-Yasha's was the last room I came to. He looked at me again, but differently than before. More tenderly, and I admit I blushed. "Would, you c-come in with me?" he murmured.

"S-sure…" I never could figure out why I said yes the way I did, but I did. It was a fairly modest room that I chose, with cranberry walls and cream curtains. In the center was a bed which he seated himself on, looking at me again with loving eyes. No one had ever looked at me like that in my life, at once it confused me. But I sat down beside him and folded my hands in my lap.

This felt odd being so shy, I usually am rather confident and strong, but I felt suddenly timid. My father never did discuss with me about mating and such, something key to talk about I'm sure. I turned myself to face him, and as I did I felt his lips crash on mine in my first kiss. It seemed like such a shock, yet it tasted totally sweet at the same time. The next moment became a total blur, as I laid under him, naked. My entire body was sweating and I cried out in pure ecstasy.

Yes, I had given my virginity to him. And every kiss he laid on my body was better than the next. I can still feel the way his body was on my own, skin to skin and I cried out each moan to the heavens in total bliss. I had never been shown true affection till that night when we came together, unknowingly as enemies, but as lovers.

I had given out my final moan of pleasure as he did too. Both our breathing became heavy and I could feel him smirking into my skin. He had made me weak, for the first time in my life I was weak. Inu-Yashs kissed back up from my neck to my lips and I lied there taking it all in. This complicated everything in my mind set. How was I going to kill him now!

But as we lied together, a familiar presences came into range. I sensed her before he could even speak. I snarled in rage and shot up, pulling on my robe in haste. He seemed confused and tried to pull me back in. I batted his hand away and ran outside. She had a lot of nerve to even make herself present here. "It's been quite sometime…Mother."

Kikyo stood there silently. Her cold eyes gazed on me in the midst of the night. "Considering your breeding, you turned out quite lovely Emi… my daughter."

I glared at her menacingly. "Just tell me what you want Woman so I may return to my bed."

"I sensed Inu-Yasha here. What have you done with him!"

I smirked at her the way my father use to. "I got out of him what you never could."

Her eyes widened in horror and she shouted at me, calling me such things as liar and deceiver. But oh what a precious moment it was when he came out, half naked and just as shocked to see her. "K-Kikyo! W-What are you d-doing here!"

"I would ask the same of you! Sleeping with my own child!" Oh, so now I'm her child. Never was that way before.

"C-Child! With who!" But before I could answer for him, he seemed to put two and two together. "YOU SLEPT WITH NARAKU!"

"And you killed my father." I said flatly. I turned towards him, covering myself up with my robe as best to my ability. He looked disgusted suddenly, realizing that I was the spawn of his most hated enemy. It hurt me in some way, but I could not let it show. "So this was all a trick! A lie so you could kill us for your father's revenge! You are just like him!"

That is the part that hurt the most. He saw me nothing more than just my father's daughter. But I made a mocking laugh and said "The thought did cross my mind, but it seemed you had a different idea in mind."

He closed his eyes from the mental anguish. What a downer the moment was. But I couldn't take it anymore. "Leave now Inu-Yasha…"

Even my mother was confused. I was letting him go without another thought in mind. From the corner of my eye, I felt something that I had never felt before; a tear. I had shed my first tear in my life. Why? Because I made and fell in love with the man who killed my father. I shrieked at him "Leave me now!"

The castle air began to thicken and move at my will. The others moved out to see what the commotion had been about. But I rose up to the sky, looking down at all of them. I kept staring at him, my one love, my Inu-Yasha…I had betrayed you in a solid night. And you had stolen my heart.

So this is my present dilemma. I am in love with the one I am suppose to kill. But it doesn't seem to matter does it? I can sit here and plot all I want but I can do nothing else. If I were my father, I would have killed him just as he climaxed and be done with it.

But I am not my father, or my mother.

I am Emi…I want to be Emi. That night was the first time I could ever be that.

Now it was gone…


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