Ok guys this is going to be a little different I'm writing this chapter as a diary entry and as a normal story. So the diary is going to be in Serena's point of view while the story portion will be written as normal. Well I hope you like- oh and the reviews were wonderful thanks so much!

Neo-Princess Serene Eternite- yes I use an online translator because sadly I took Spanish this year and I am almost completely fluent now. so lol yes I don't know any French but my the end of this story I will lol well there ya go.

Becx- good to see you again and thanks so much for sticking with me through my last story I hope you like this one too.

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Disclaimer- don't own sailor moon

Dear Diary,

It has been 3 weeks since Darien took me out by the river. I am still in aw of that day. The wedding approaches in 3 weeks and I am growing very nervous, but Darien on the other hand shows no signs of doubt. It as if he could care less about the wedding- but some how does. I wish I could say the same …. I deeply care for him, possibly more then any man before, but I still do not think I can marry him. Shivers of fear run through me as I think of my wedding night and what is to take place, and what our life - my life would be like after the wedding once we depart to France. I know Darien and I would be happy but I do not know if just being happy is enough. And though this does sound cliché I do want love and compassion in my relationship. So far the only thing I feel some him is friendliness and lust. But I could be mistaken, it would not be the first time. He makes me vary flustered sometimes, trying to figure out what he is thinking is a mind boggling task all its own. His moods change quickly like the sea with the rolling tides sweeping in with happiness and washing out with distress and anger. Perhaps in the weeks to come I might find compassion maybe even love in both him and I. On a slightly more positive note I have been practicing my witch-craft for the last two days -reading my spell book out in the garden something which I have been neglecting to do lately since I have arrived in Britain. Well Till next time …..

-Serenity

Darien stared blankly out his window. Serenity had been here for a little over 3 weeks now and still he had been unable to express how he truly felt about her when she was near him. He solemnly gazed at the garden, she was reading there, as she did everyday. His wondering eyes studies her like they did often drinking in her very soul. He closed his eyes tightly in remembrance of their kiss at the river side, something he had wished to do again but feared for he might loose control over his emotions and wanting completely. It was as if any time she was near him he could not think clearly and lost all thought he possessed, his face completely drained of any emotional suggestions what so ever. Her very presence making him swoon over her. It was as if he was the maiden and she the prince trying to win the his heart, but did it completely unknowingly, a sign of her innocence.

Serena sat reading her book in the garden, the roses still in bloom a truly spectacular sight for this time of year. Deep in reading she didn't even notice when Darien sat down next to her until he began to speak.

" How is your day fairing Serena?" his words were monotone expressing no emotion.

She closed her book and faced him. " Fine, May I ask you a question?"

He simply nodded.

" What are your thought on the wedding.. I mean how do you feel about it…about me?" her words were quite and shaky.

He stared at her for a minute thinking of the proper words to say. " I'm confidante about. Indeed, I want the wedding to proceed."

" You do?" she questioned.

" Why wouldn't I Serenity? You are a beautiful, intelligent young woman. And I deeply care for you. More then any woman before." his words were clear and sincere.

Serena's faced turned a light pink color as the words left his mouth. She couldn't believe he really did care for her. She was speechless.

" I want us to be happy Serena I want us to love each other and if that means we don't get married till four years from now I would be withfine with that, but unfortunately that can not happen. We must get married in three weeks." he turned and looked deep into her eyes awaiting a response.

Her eyes held a sense of blank happiness. A ting of regret of pain but misunderstood happiness was dominating her teal blue orbs.

" I know that." her words were hushed. And a look of melancholy and confusion washed over her. She wanted nothing more to be with Darien but a part of her heart could not forget - it would not forget.

Darien stood up and looked down at her. " Serena I have to go to London for a few days. But I was wondering if you would come with me?"

She looked up at him. " I'll think about it." her drifited to his once more.

" Very well then." he said turning and leaving.

"Darien…" she called.

" Yes" he said turning around once more.

" Thank you. What you said….. It was very comforting. I needed to hear that." She stammered with her words a butsmiled as best she could then opened her book once more and began to read.

Darien turned around and left the garden a smile on his face and a sense of relief flowing through him.

Ok I know it was a little short well really short but I wanted to give you a look on how

Serena is feeling about Darien and the wedding and I also wanted to show a little how Darien felt around her. So this was suppose to be short but I promise my next one will be longer! J well review and thanks guys!