Disclaimer: The music for the fic comes from Evance; Fallen. I don't pretend to own it. I suggest listening to it while reading.

Play ground school bells ring again

A school bell ringing far away wakes me from dreams of black roses with crimson blood on the petals. I lay on the cold earth myself but not. No I am not myself I am some one new something new. I can feel my body but my heart beat I cannot feel and though I lay face down I do not feel the need to turn my head and breath. I know I am dead.

Rain clouds come to play again

I can feel the rain pouring down and now I can feel some one pull me onto my back can feel the cold rain and warm tears splash my face both at once.

"Can't you see she's dead?" Some one else says taunting cruelly.

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

I know I am still in my body but I am dead. I felt myself die. Is this death then? Trapped in my body forever? No one to talk to but myself?

Hello, I'm your mind giving you some one to talk to

The crying person is gone and I keep my eyes closed and do not try to open them but then some one else is kneeling in the wet grass next to me. Some one who smells of new snow and morning dew, smells of death and vice.

"Wake up girl."

Hello

No. I'm dead. I think, go away leave the poor dead girl alone.

"Wake up little bint I know you're in there I can hear you thinking." I open my eyes and smile up at the blurry figure wondering if this is an illusion.

If I smile and don't believe

"There come on now." An illusion this raven hair man is my hell this is my hell. I have gone to hell and this is my punishment.

Soon I'll wake from this dream

"This isn't real I'm in hell I think I'd prefer fire and demons thanks."

"Come on. I'm real. I'm Siete. I'm a Vampire an so are you little one so wake up and I'll get you some one to feed off of and you'll feel better."

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken

No this isn't real. I'm dead go away leave me be.

Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide

Now I'm being pulled up to sit up I'm being held and I can feel the tears slipping down my face. I'm dead. I'm dead and I'm in hell. I'm dead, I'm in hell, and this I my punishment. I can feel myself sobbing silently.

Don't cry

Then he tilts my head up and studies my face then he kisses me. Violently. I can taste the blood can feel his fangs and mine I can feel again.

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

I know I'm alive… sort of. I am a Vampire. I know it's real. Know he's real because of the violence in his kiss.

Hello, I'm still here

I know I'm here. I am myself but not. Alive but dead. Living dead. And I am hungry. I am so hungry. I used to be an innocent girl now I will become a killer. My body looks the same but my mind is ever changed.

All that's left of yesterday

A/N: Yep new story by me. Songfic actually. And now for something completely different. My inspiration has returned! Yay.