It's very like 'Not you' but still, this will probably mean there will be a break before you hear from me again, now I've done so many. Anways.
MP SLASH
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday
The Reason (forget who it's by)
I'm sorry
I never meant to say those things, even though the words escape me now. I didn't mean it, you know that? Whatever I said, yelled at you as you sat there staring at me, tears and anger and… fear in your eyes.
Didn't you know that?
I never meant for you to walk away, hide in another room, and leave before I woke next moring, not that I slept much that night.
You haven't spoken to me since, no letter or visit or even a passed-on message. Almost as if I don't exist anymore.
I'm sorry I made this happen, sorry it was all my fault. But I'm paying for it now. No loving smiles, not secret looks, no laughs from our own private jokes. You're not there when I goto sleep and you're not there when I wake up. If I wanted to, I could read without winteruptions, and eat the best food withut being called greedy.
I don't want all that though. I want you.
Come back, Pip.
I'm sorry.