When it's done

Summary:

Sean is gone and Emma gets introduced into new loves. This takes place right after Back in Black. Some spoilers may occur during this fan fiction- readers be warned. By the way- Totally in Emma's POV!

Disclaimer:

I do not own any Degrassi Characters, or anything remotely related to Degrassi. This is a fan fiction. I am not making any profit.

Chapter One:

Love/Hate/Gone.

I got into Jays slightly empty orange Honda Civic. How could he just decide not to come back home with us? I found myself wondering. I was slightly upset. Sean and I had just gotten back on good terms and it really upset me knowing he wouldn't be coming back for a while.

"Hey Greenpeace you okay over there?" Jay asked Emma.

"Yeah I'm fine." I said not to sure on how I felt

I really wasn't in the mood to argue with Jay. He didn't care about me. He was only concerned about one thing and one thing alone: himself! He probably doesn't even care for Alex. I thought. I know I'm over Sean. But just the fact of not having him around just made everything bizarre. He's been there for three years by my side for the most part anyway. Nonetheless I always had a friend in him and now… he's gone.

"What about you Ellie? Are you okay over there?" Jay Asked.

"Um I'm just a bit shocked. This is a total surprise but I know Sean and I will survive this." Ellie said with a lot of assurance.

How could Ellie be so nonchalant about all of this? Her boyfriend just up and left how she could be so confident that they'll be able to work this all out, was beyond me. Impossible: I thought totally impossible.

"Well will one of you talk? I know that you both rant and carry on. You both talk nineteen to the dozen!" Jay said.

"Ha-ha. Jay, are you trying to be funny? I'll have you know I don't talk a lot." I said to him.

"Yeah Emma okay you don't talk a lot?" Jay asked.

"No I don't. I really don't I'm not sociable. I'm hostile." I told him, very matter-of-factly.

"Hostile? Yes somewhat. But you're not sociable now? Okay Emma, why don't you go tell that to the jury?" Jay asked.

"Okay Jay." I said finishing up the conversation.

Jay really got on my nerves. I can't believe Alex deals with him. Yeah he's cute but seriously there is way more that meets the eye. Jay really didn't have the rest of that.

"Well Ellie I'll bring you home first. Since were pretty close." Jay said

Oh yay. How exciting I get to be alone with Jay. I really want to get today over and done with.

"Okay. That's fine." Ellie said to Jay.

As we approached Ellie's house I wish I was in any other place than here. I wish I could be taken to any alternative place. Maybe even Mars as long as Jay wasn't there.

"Well Jay thanks for the ride. See you around. Bye Emma." Ellie said

"Bye Ellie." I said.

"Ditto" Jay said.

As Ellie slammed the door, I begin to realize this was it. I'm just going to have to deal with it for ten minutes or so.

"You can get in the front." Jay said.

So up I went into the front seat next to… him

"So where do you live?" Asked Jay

"I live on Crescent Street." I answered.

"Emma you know what?" Jay asked

"What?" I asked

"You've really gotten beautiful this year. You've matured a lot and you've even gotten hot." Jay told me.

"Well I was planning on changing my look again." I told Jay

"Well no matter what you'll look good. Nothing could change that." He told me

Wow. Why the hell is Jay telling me I look hot? Do I really look hot?

"Well thanks, I think." I told him

"Emma you want to get a bite to eat before I take you home?" Asked Jay

"Yeah I'd like that." I replied

Wow did I just tell Jay Hogart that I would go out with him? This is crazy. Do I like him? No way of course I don't like him this is Jay we're talking about. Jay Hogart the boy, who tormented me forever, called me green peace. He broke Sean and me up. He ruined our relationship. If it weren't for him Sean and I just may be together now. But wait I'm over Sean so why do I care what Jay did to our relationship. I'm so confused and enlightened at the same time.

"So Emma would you like to go to the Dot?" Jay Asked

"Sure that's fine." I told him.

"Alright, what kind of music do you like? I got loads and loads of CD's." Jay told me.

"I doubt you'd have anything I like." I told him.

"Try me, there in the backseat." He told me.

I took off my seat belt and reached into the back seat. He has about four books of CD's. With a whole bunch a variety. The assortment of CD's was like being in a CD store. He had everything from Tupac to Linkin' Park. I decided to put in his Green Day CD. And I turned to "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"

"Good Choice, Emma." He told me

"Thanks, I love this song." I said.

"Oh really and whys that?" He asked

"It's a great song." I told him.

"You know they say people only like music the feel they can relate to." Jay informed me.

"Oh, yeah?" I asked.

"Yeah, so do you feel lonely? If you do I can change that."

"Hey! You got Avril Lavinge. Now there's a great CD." I said.

I took out Green day and put in Avril Lavinge. I started singing really loudly to "She wants to go home" I was trying to avoid that last statement Jay made. I think Jay noticed because he stopped talking to me.

"Look Emma maybe dinner today was a bad idea can you take a rain check?" He asked.

"Sure. You can take me home now." I told him

He turned the car around towards my house. I think I upset him. He was fine just a few minutes ago. Now he doesn't want to hang out with me… hmmm maybe it's for the best. Besides it wouldn't be a good idea if Alex ever found out she would go crazy. Her panties would be in a tight bunch.

"Okay, Emma we're here. Can you put your number in my phone?" Asked Jay.

"Is that a good idea? Wont Alex get mad?" I asked him

"No she doesn't look through my phone. She's past that stage. So yeah put it in there and I'll call you. So we can go out to eat, or hang out." He told me.

"Sure." I said while he handed me his cell phone.

"Well there you go. Thanks for the ride. I really appreciate it." I told him.

"What did you think I would leave you in Wasaga? Then I wouldn't have anything pretty to look at." He told me.

"Goodnight Jay." I said shyly and smiled.

"Night, Emma. See you tomorrow in school."

I got out of the car and went into my house. I suddenly felt like everything in my world would be okay. Like it would all fall into place and I really loved this feeling!

That's the end of Chapter One people. Please tell me what you think. Shall I continue?

Disclaimer:

I do not own any Degrassi Characters, or anything remotely related to Degrassi. This is a fan fiction. I am not making any profit.