Kanan:a poem by cho hakkai

oh kanan

every night i go to sleep

and dream of how you died

i dream of how you loved me

and how i loved you back

look kanan

dont you remember?

how you loved my hands.

how clean and soft they were?

look kanan.

lve painted them in red.

ive covered my heart in haterid & fear.

i tried to save you kanan.

i tried.

i failed