Well…I guess my first one shot wasn't too good huh? Yeah. I guess I'll just keep the crappy ones here. It's why I called it pointless one shots. To those two review that was POSITIVE thanks. I'm perfectly aware that the last one shot was more T than anything. But since there will be others 'like that' I just wanted to take the precaution. Thank you very much

I once wondered

Genre: angst, romance

Warnings: shounen-ai, and my crappy poetry

I once wondered what we were doing.

Was it real?

Did you mean?

Or was I just a dumpster for your frustrations?

Was I just one of your meaningless co-workers?
Someone to annoy when given the chance?

Someone who would listen to you no matter what?

I once wondered if I loved you.

Because I cared.

Because I was scared.

Too scared to leave you.

So I just sat there.

I once wondered if you loved me.

You were vague about it.

Too focused on something else.

You obviously didn't seem to care.

I probably was a way to vent anger.

And that's probably why you were so violent with me every night.

And I just sat there.

I just took it.

And forced myself to like it.

I once wondered if we were more.

Without passion

I didn't care.

Without a meaning

I just wanted someone—

You.

So tell me Alfeegi

Why did you lead me on believing?

That you wanted me too.