Well…I guess my first one shot wasn't too good huh? Yeah. I guess I'll just keep the crappy ones here. It's why I called it pointless one shots. To those two review that was POSITIVE thanks. I'm perfectly aware that the last one shot was more T than anything. But since there will be others 'like that' I just wanted to take the precaution. Thank you very much
I once wondered
Genre: angst, romance
Warnings: shounen-ai, and my crappy poetry
I once wondered what we were doing.
Was it real?
Did you mean?
Or was I just a dumpster for your frustrations?
Was I just one of your
meaningless co-workers?
Someone to annoy when given the chance?
Someone who would listen to you no matter what?
I once wondered if I loved you.
Because I cared.
Because I was scared.
Too scared to leave you.
So I just sat there.
I once wondered if you loved me.
You were vague about it.
Too focused on something else.
You obviously didn't seem to care.
I probably was a way to vent anger.
And that's probably why you were so violent with me every night.
And I just sat there.
I just took it.
And forced myself to like it.
I once wondered if we were more.
Without passion
I didn't care.
Without a meaning
I just wanted someone—
You.
So tell me Alfeegi
Why did you lead me on believing?
That you wanted me too.
