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Mistake chp6: Stay away from him & Do you still Love me?

Kai's POV

Well, Rei still loves me then…

Arg what do I do now? I still love Tala, I know that for sure…but…what about Rei…

I really don't want to break his heart but then again; I still have to talk to Tala to ask about his feelings.

Walking through the playground I was at earlier, I spot some kids playing games. Stupid kids, playing as if nothings wrong, I envy them. They're so lucky not to experience pain like this, at least not yet. How I wish I could just be with Tala right now, like before when we used to be together, he'd always be there for me, then he broke up with me, leaving me with nothing but the memories of us together.

"Huh?" Weird, I was just walking in circles, right I have absolutely no idea where Tala is. Wait a minute…isn't that…it is! It's the rest of Tala's team. But, where is Tala himself?

Shit, they've noticed me, but maybe I can ask them?

They all immediately glare at me.

I guess not. (A/N referring to asking them where Tala is)

Normal POV

Bryan folds his arms across his chest and was the one to speak first.

"If you're looking for Tala, as you can see, he's not here," he stats coldly glaring daggers at Kai.

"Where is he," Kai asks walking towards them, glaring at them back.

"We're not gonna tell you," spat out the second youngest of the three. He held so much disgust with the red-eyed Russian crawling back to them, and after what they had witnessed too!

Kai heavily sighed continuing walking up to them stopping at the oldest of the demolition boys.

"Please, please, tell me where he is. I have to talk to him," Kai pleads, no begs bowing his head not looking at anyone. Ashamed of pleading his way to Tala. Spencer looks down at the distraught boy.

'He really wants to talk to Tala,' he thought raising an eyebrow.

"No way Kai!" Shouted Ian glaring up at Kai; Kai looked down at the shortest team member.

"You really hurt him! I know he was the one to dump you, but you really hurt him! I don't care if you need to talk to him! Tala's been there for me! For all of us! I don't want you anywhere near him!" Yelled Ian at the top of his lungs, hands curled up into fists, head hung low concealing his face and tears sliding down his cheek.

Kai looked at the dark purple haired boy in disbelief.

'They really do care about him.'

Bryan had looked away hiding his own feelings, his anger towards Kai. It's true he had hurt Tala. After Tala told them what Kai had tried to do to him (A/N ahem, trying to kiss him) he locked himself in the room Bryan and he shared and wouldn't let anyone come in.

"Ian…" Kai whispered.

"Save it Kai!" Ian snapped back brushing the tears away whimpering a bit, looking Kai eye to eye.

"Just leave him alone! Leave us all alone!"

"But Ian, I need to talk to him!"

"Why? Why is it so important to you? Why not go talk to that cat boy!"

'Ouch…Rei…'

"Follow me Kai," the quiet Russian spoke unfolding his arms turning away from everyone. Kai did as he was told.

The lilac haired boy looked back at the blond.

"Why? Don't tell me you're taking him to Tala!"

"Huh?" Ian questioned looking at Spencer, eyes full of concern he never was one to hide his emotions when it came to the one that protected him from anything and everything.

"No please! I don't want to see Tala so hurt again!"

"Don't worry shorty!" Spencer called back.

"But…" Ian protested.

"If Spencer said don't worry, then I guess we have no choice Ian." Bryan said hiding his emotions again, pretending as if it didn't effect him.

"But..." Ian started again.

"C'mon lets check out that party," Bryan suggested walking off.

"Fine," Ian gave in following behind Bryan looking back, still worried about his captain.


"Why did you guys come back?" Kai asked eliminating the unwanted silence between the two.

"Why did you forget about us?" Spencer asked not bothering looking back.

Kai stopped dead in his tracks causing Spencer to look back with satisfaction.

"So you did forget about us," Spencer sated turning to face Kai folding his muscular arms across his well-built chest, staring intently at the younger boy.

"No! I-I-it's just that…that I-" Kai stuttered looking for an answer looking franticly around.

"You what?"

"It's just that Rei…he…he had feelings for me and I…I don't know I just forgot!"

"How could you forget Kai? Didn't we mean anything to you? What about Tala? You forgot about him too just as easily? You really hurt him Kai," with that, Spencer turns his back towards Kai.

"Are you sure you want to see Tala? Do you want to cause him more pain?" Asked Spencer in an up most deadly cold tone, which sent a cold chill up Kai's spine.

"Y-yes. I do. I'm sure of it," Kai confirmed stepping up behind Spencer.

"Alright then."


"Here," Spencer said handing Kai the access card to get into the hotel room. Kai took it unexpectedly, confused as to why Spencer was just going to leave him.

"Ok, you sort things out with Tala," Spencer said walking back to the elevator, stepping in and giving Kai one last glance before the doors closed shut.

(A/N ok I was gonna leave it there…but…I guess I'll continue)

Kai's POV

Once Spencer was gone I face back to the door in front of me.

Ok, this is it. I've got to apologize to Tala and ask how he feels about me.

I sighed heavily sliding in the access card. It beeps and unlocks itself. Damn. Must it be so loud? I turned the knob slowly pushing it inwards stepping inside the room.

It's so, deserted, and quiet, I don't even think Tala's in here.

I walked in more, so as to close the door behind me. I look around, a coat racket to my left, and shoes to my right. Hey wait a minute…those are Tala's shoes, well boots, hm…

I tossed my shoes off putting them by Tala's. I hang my jacket next to his on the racket. So maybe he is here, but where?

Going straight, there are two single beds, probably Spencer and Ian's. By the far bed side a window with a walk out balcony. I walk over to it, hm, nice blue silk curtains, so soft. Like his skin. Damn. Ok I have to find him.

Going back to the door, is a hallway leading to a bathroom and the door opposite…

Tala?

Walking over to the door and my hand placed on the knob, I freeze. I can't move again. Why? Wait, what if…what if he turns me down? What if he isn't in here? What if…no! I can't think like that! I have to see…but…what do I do? What do I say? Shit! Well no time to think about it now. I just hope he's forgiven me.

I turned the knob gaining the click that it opened. I walk in only realizing that I was already on the bed next to him.

Tala.

He lays on the bed, skin so much paler, it-it was unnatural! There was blood soaking one spot on the bed, by his left wrist, a knife placed in his other hand. He was wearing a white T-shirt and blue baggy jeans, blood tainted his hands and had spilt on his pants leaving a dark red stain to them. I have only just now realized he is breathing! But barely!

"Tala!" I shout grabbing the knife away from him and throwing it somewhere on the double bed. I bring my right hand around his slender waist bring him closer to me, I tilt his head so it's facing me and I clutch his bloodied wrist. Feeling the sticky blood against my skin.

"Wake up! Please Tala! Wake up! Don't leave me!"

His eyes tried opening, he's breathing became steady again.

"Kai?"

"Tala! I'm here! Please! Hang on; we've got to get you to a hospital! C'mon," I explain to him dragging him off the bed and out the door but he yanks away from me falling back on the bed. Probably feeling light headed from the blood loss.

"Tala c'mon! Don't be stubborn!"

"Why should I?" He shouts back at me wincing in pain, his cut had reopened and blood starts bubbling out, sliding down his arm.

"Come on! I don't have time for this!" I reach out my hand grabbing the faint redhead.

"No!" He pushed me back avoiding me dropping on the bed again.

"At least let me bandage your wrist!" I hiss back at him. Damn why is he so stubborn?

"Why do you care whether I live or not! You forgot about me!" He spat out, so much anger towards me. He drops forward to the floor.

"Tala!" I rush over to him picking him up cupping his chin looking at his blurry icy blue eyes.

"Beautiful…"

"Huh?" He groans.

Opps, did I say that out loud? He snickers, why? What did I do?

"Kai."

"Yes?"

"Kai…even if…you…don't feel the same…way about me anymore," no, no, what are you saying? I shake my head no as he closes his eyes and then reopens them, tears slide down his pale skin. Why are you crying? I wiped them away and you continue.

"…I…still…love you…"