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Mistake chp9: I want to Forget

Kai's POV

Taking a seat next to the bed I haven't once made a full examination of Tala. I can't! He is just so lifeless, I can't bear to see him like this, but I bring my gaze up to the sleeping redhead. A lifeless pale form lay under the white sheets. Red hair messed up on the pillow and his two trademark strands of hair fell over his face. Blue eyes closed, his chest moving up and down indicating his slow breathing.

How can you be in a coma? Just how? Why did you hurt yourself because of me? Why am I so important to you? You were the one who broke up with me, but…I knew you had some regret…and-and I promised myself that I'd be back when you were ready to take me again, but then Rei…

I still have to talk to him again. I haven't seen him since I asked him whether he loved me. I wonder how the party was, hopefully I didn't miss anything but I'm glad I came back to Tala. Who knows? What if I didn't come back? Would his team have found him in time? Would he even still be alive? I mean not that being in a coma really means you're alive but still…you still have a chance right? Do you even want to live? Do you want to give us another chance? If you wake up I really want us to give it another try, at least if or when you wake up…

Reaching out my hand to stroke your cheek I feel so cold once in contact. Why are you so cold? You were never cold, people thought you were cold and unfeeling, but they were wrong! You were the most caring person ever! And along with caring, you were warm…

Pulling my hand away from you I feel a tear slide down my face, and soon I feel the tears drop down on my hand as I hang my head low, my hair concealing my tears that over flow. Look at what you're doing to me! I'm crying, I'm crying for you Tala why can't you see how I feel about you? After you saw Rei and I…I guess that would explain why you feel betrayed huh?

I whimper your name and feel myself hating you for making me cry, but at the same time glad that I do have feelings. And they're for you, all for you Tala.

Laying my head down and my left hand grasps yours; even if you're cold I'll still make you warm, hopefully with my body heat. Warm, just like the way you were when we were together.

"I love you Tala."


Getting up groggily I fight back the urge to go back to sleep. Examining the room-I'm not in the hospital. This place, it's so dark, nothing, there's nothing here…

Where am I? Before I was in the hospital, now I'm in this empty pitch-black room. Standing up straight I guess I should explore?

Walking forward I see nothing but I soon feel the presence of someone else here…a slight glow emits from the person. Who is it? This person feels…familiar.

Stepping closer I can tell from his body it's a guy. He's laying down on nothingness. Where are we? Approaching the familiar male I kneel down bringing him up. The light blinding my sight as my eyes shut trying to adjust to the new light. Once the light is safe enough for my eyes to open, I shyly pry them open. My red eyes meeting blue. My eyes widened to realization as to who this person was.

"Tala?" I questioned. How could I forget? My eyes traced his face to every last detail. This is my Tala. Meeting his eyes I notice regret and surprise, why?

"Tala?" I repeat hoping to get an answer from him.

"Kai, what are you doing here? Why did you wake me?" I was shocked at his reply. His words had a hurting effect on me.

Why would he say something like?

"What do you mean?" I ask, my voice wavering a bit. How could he say that? What does he mean? I woke him? Why did I wake him? Did I even do it intentionally? He sits up looking at me with those intense, sad icy blue eyes.

"Why did you find me? Why are you here? Why did you wake me Kai!" You demand. What are you talking about?

"What are you talking about Tala?" I grip your shoulders but you just shrug them away.

"Why are you in my dream? Go away Kai!" You push me away tears flowing as you stand up towering over me. Why are you crying? I stand up equal to your height. Hm I'm glad I got taller.

"Tala, I want you to wake up," I beg.

"No," you shake your head slowly

"I want to forget," you whisper.

"I want to forget everything, I want to forget everything about you, about me, about my friends, the abbey…everything," Tala what are you talking about? You're scaring me!

"Tala stop it!" I wrap my arms around you crying onto your shoulder.

"Kai, please."

"No! I won't! You can't forget! Everything we have! Everything we did! Why Tala!" I know I don't want the answers but I still ask.

"Kai, you're gonna have to forget about me. I want to forget and now you have to too. Please don't make it any harder for yourself Kai, let me be and don't ever wake me,"

"Tala?" I look at you. You're dead serious about this.

"I don't want to forget you. You're everything to me Tala. I love you," I see you stiffen at that last part.

"It's too late for that now Kai, I'm done with you. Sorry but I've made up my mind, I'm gonna forget you and everything else," you're voice is so cold, this can't be you.

"But what about the others!"

"They're gonna have to forget too"

"What about your team?"

"Have to forget"

"Ian? Spencer? Bryan?"

"They all have to forget," your voice is so dead. Why?

"What about me?"

"You have to forget too"

"What if I don't want to," I retort back dangerously.

"Don't be stubborn Kai. You have to forget about me and move on Kai. Don't worry, you did it before you can easily do it again," now you're smiling. What's there to smile about!

"What are you talking about? What did I do?"

"You forgot about me," you're still smiling, but it's so fake! You want to cry so badly.

"No," I'm nodding my head slowly to your words. Tears spill from your eyes as you break down and cry.

"Stop it," I growl. This is not the Tala I know. This can't be you.

"Stop crying. I can't see you like this," why? Why must you be so weak?

"Leave me alone Kai," you sob hugging yourself still shedding tears.

"Is this really the way you want it? To forget everything and stay sleeping in the hospital?" My head is hung low, my hair shadowing my face so you can't see how I'm feeling at your pathetic form right now. How could you break like this? How? What did I do to deserve this? Just seeing you like this shreds me apart.

"Yes," you answer monotonously.

"Then…" I bend down revealing my tear stricken face. You broke me Tala. You made me cry, but if you're going to stay sleeping forever then please let me kiss you again.

"You're-" yes, I'm crying Tala; I'm crying…I'm crying for you.

I cut you off knowing what you were about to ask. Placing my lips on yours feeling the soft pink flesh on mine. You struggle at first not wanting this but you soon calm down letting me do away with my needs.

Wrapping one arm around your waist drawing you nearer to me and the other reaching around your head deepening the kiss as I lick your lower lip seeking entrance. You slowly open your mouth allowing me access to you. Licking your fresh tears flowing again you wrap your arms around my neck whimpering while kissing me back. Tasting you harshly as you taste me. I had already won over you as you cry in my arms ending the kiss whimpering onto my shoulder. I hold you close as I kiss your tears away rubbing your back for comfort.

"I love you Kai," the words came out but a whisper but I heard them. The words I wanted to hear all this time.

"I love you too Tala I-" you're nodding your head again.

"You have to go now," you whimpered.

"What?" I push him slightly away from me so I can see him face to face.

"Wake up."


"Excuse me sir. Wake up," someone was shaking me. Who? I get up regretting it immediately.

"Excuse me sir but visiting hours are over now. You fell asleep and must go now," Tala's nurse had come in and had woken me up. Fine. I nod to her excusing myself and head out of the hospital.

Being outside I recollect myself and remember what had happened back there.

Did Tala really mean what he said? Or was it all just really a dream?

Don't wake me up again

But I want you to wake up.

You're going to have to forget me

What if I don't want to?

I love you Kai

I love you too…Tala